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by !rock

Sunday, August 31, 2008



i watched "accuracy of death" today and i like it! hehe. takeshi kaneshiro is really charming. no wonder so many girls (including chinese celebrities) like him. he's v cute in the show. he plays a grim reaper who appears seven days before a person dies, to observe the person for seven days, and then decide either to proceed with the death or extend his/her life. all the grim reapers love music and they get really excited and ecstatic when they hear music. super cute. the grim reapers will always ask, "what is your opinion on death?" or sth similar. hmm... i dont know. i dont wanna die suddenly cus i think my family and friends would be really really sad.

anw. im so glad philip likes L change the world and spiderwick especially. its really good. though i was watching it the second time, i still felt excited/nervous at some parts. haha.

sigh. gotta wake up at 6 plus tmr for work. :( very sad.

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

oh. for those who read the entry abt my dream room, i want a shelf for cds too! hehe.

im damn full. my 2nd day of char siew rice for lunch. been eating a lot of fries too and philip still demanded for kfc just now. luckily, i was firm. i said no!

since tuition was cancelled, i did some misc stuff and packed my kitchen a little. philip was like, "jie, you shld pack your room lor. its so messy." whatever la ok philip. hahah this morn he was so cute. he woke up and he walked past my room and waved at me. so cute hor. anyway, patrick is mad. we have like 50 pkts of maggie mee!

i haven got time to meet van py and sue. the last time was dim sum supper two fridays ago. oh no. since tuition was cancelled today, i gotta make time for makeup next week. sigh. but they are v busy too la. when sch starts, i can study with my girls and guys. hehe. good.

i rented 4 movies today. :) not sure if i'll watch them but im sure philip will. i wanted be kind rewind cus jack black is so cute. i cant wait for his show with ben stiller lor. what isit called ar? and the will ferrell new show!! omg quick quick!

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Friday, August 29, 2008

today ended well. hehe. good. i met up with lisa, lina, tee and carrine plus her bf (i dont know how to spell her name right but she's very nice and pretty!) at the airport for tongshui! since i ate dinner at home before i went there, i only ordered TWO ham egg cheese sandwiches, french fries and sour plum juice. all quite nice! paid abt 13 bucks.

spent ytd aftnn and today's aftnn at home and its really shiok. i love staying home. i finally watched all my recorded shows and im so happy. i also transferred photos from my cam to comp and backed up my photos in my external hdd. hehe. i wanted to do some housekeeping of my documents but its really too time-consuming. :( so sad. i shall do it when im really free. but then again, its time-wasting.

thurs night was out shopping with kent. i was such a glutton la. i ate cheesy potatoes and 2 hotdog buns after that. it was 10.30 alrd lor. but it was quite a good night. so glad we're ok. we werent un-ok but i was feeling... hmmm... insecure? i dont know. unhappy? i wasnt unhappy. i just wasnt really sure anymore of the friendships i have with the guys. i was really irritated with kent for the past one week. when we finally met up, i raised my voice at him. i was quite angry. so glad he didnt get upset with me. its so nice to be with pple you feel comfy with. not talking abt kent. i suddenly thought of my ex-colleagues.

we met up on wed i think. it was quite a shitty day. sigh. dont wanna go into details. the happier times were the meet-ups with pple i like! though they were short. i met char for abt 2hrs and our dinner was really really bad. dont ever go to amk hub's yes cafe or sth. it says it serves asian delights. its a big pack of lies. damn lousy lor their food. and their menu is super cheaterbug. v misleading. it says $3 for char siew rice. but when you pay, they ask for $6. madness lor. however, gw said their cheesy potatoes are really yums. exp leh. $4.50 or sth for one stupid potato. btw. the menu says $2 for one potato. i went cityhall to meet xuan after dinner and we got lost! we cldnt find the right bus stop. in the end, i offered to pay for cab cus xuan was tired and we were going to be late. shockingly, it was $17.50. crazy right. (actually, my mood was not bad. i totally forgot this stupid cabfare until 1 min ago and i wanted to post this entry alrd lor. sigh. now im unhappy. my money!!!)

dinner again with the guys and xuan at thomson. some hua nan restaurant. haha chinese food la. zi char. and desserts were at cheekychoc. the boss quite goodlooking lor. haha. sigh k la. i shld slp soon. next week is gonna be really busy. :( nvm abt next week. tmr will be good cus i will be home! yay!

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Thursday, August 28, 2008

internet is amazing!!! hehe. so happy. my internet explorer is ok now and im so pleased. :)

i wanna blog but im so tired. i shall slp now. i was really falling aslp but i cannot ban tu er fei so i stayed up to repair my internet explorer. if only this attitude could apply to my studies and revision for exams. SIGH.

alright. enough of regrets. gdnight!

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

hi everyone. im actually quite tired but i suddenly feel like blogging. i just finished doing some research on cambodia. oh shit. patrick lent me some books on cambodia but i forgot to read them. im so tired le. maybe tmr i'll read. he's going there on thurs. i hope its fun. hehe.

my morn and early aftnn were quite bad today and i was pretty sad. i wasnt demoralised. i know im really not good at what i was doing. sigh. i was listening to my ipod (i love listening to chinese songs when im moody and i prefer english songs when im on the move) when my bus passed by a... erm. chinese funeral procession? you know? where the relatives and friends of the deceased walk on the road towards the cemetery or sth? anw. my tears immediately welled up and i almost cried. :(

so glad that my aftnn, evening and night were good. char's maid cooked a lot of nice stuff for dinner. hehe. so good. :) and erm. for lunch, neo cooked aglio olio with mushrooms and bacon. me and char helped with the chopping of onions etc and we teared like mad. i think it tasted not bad, however, we shld use another fettucine next time. today's was a little hard.

up next, dvd! hehe. me and neo finished two pkts of chips. we ate choc pocky too. so fattening right. i ate more lor. so sad. anyway. i was in love with howl - the main character of howl's moving castle. hehe. he's super cute. i was falling aslp but his charm and ahh!! really just perk me up. omg. which reminds me. i saw zheng ge ping and his wife, hong hui fang, at thomson plaza! i swear he's damn shuai la. hahaha. my family all know im in love with him and omg. i cant believe he saw me! hahahaha i mean, i saw him. hahaha.

after dvd and pocky and chips, we baked cookies! sadly, the cookies were very bland. pls lor. me and char used to make fantastic cookies that can beat mrs amos hands down (mrs amos created famous amos). after cookies, we made choc truffle. hehe quite yummy but not up to standard. tsk. really la. it must be the new baker's fault. she really lacks experience and she can only cook pasta. baking is really not her zhuan chang. hahaha i bet she doesnt understand this.

i eat a lot hor. ytd i met weihao and we walked a lot. i was damn damn tired. i wasnt tired from walking but i was really really tired and slpy. on a happier note, i didnt spend a lot. im really quite broke actually. we ate ambush! pasta again. damn damn yummy! i ate butterfly bun (the dough fritters' friend) and guava too! i love fruits. i really really love fruits. after dinner, we had nth else to do so we went to marriott to try their mooncakes and had desserts. freaking exp. its madness. we spent 40 bucks lor. eh wh! next week we meet go buy mooncakes can? but help me ask irene for discount can???

ok. im really slpy. i need to go now.

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

sigh. i feel quite sad. i dont know why. :(

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hehe. today is quite a lucky day. im sick of feeling unlucky all the time man. but im glad i have friends who listen to me when i feel really unlucky. sorry for spamming your phone sometimes. :)

ytd was unexpectedly and surprisingly a good day out. i wasnt supposed to be able to meet both Chars but eventually, i could and i did! it was really all super last min. long story. shall not bore you with the details though i really wish to but i wanna go have breakfast. later got work. :(

so i went home to bathe first and rushed to town. stupid neo called me 3 times to double check whether i left the house alrd. crazy girl right. trying so hard to control my life. (she's mad i tell you. esp when she gets playful and stubborn.)

unexpectedly, we shopped quite a bit. haha. poor Chars spent damn a lot of money. hundreds. really really. crazy right. i felt like their poor friend/maid. haha but shopping with them was fun! i felt very relaxed and i felt that i could trust their tastes/opinions/comments though not once did they have the same views. i had to decide myself. yea kinda shitty la but i accepted the fact that one of the Chars is a Neo after all.

when done with shopping, we went for our "Mad abt English". unexpectedly, it was not that bad but im not sure if i wld recommend my friends the show or even accompany them to watch it again. its crazy la. ahem. someone (N) did. 10 bucks leh. i felt very touched thruout cus i was and still am amazed at how patriotic and how hardworking and how determined the Chinese are. they are crazily amazing. i was quite upset that Neo laughed non-stop when the old Chinese people spoke incredible english. she really shld learn how to respect others. stop giving stupid excuses like, "i laughed cus i thought they were really cute". didnt our english teacher used to tell us? cute means ugly but adorable. sigh. lets talk abt sth happier - food! lunch was mac and dinner was secret recipe. hehe. so glad we were all too bloated to order the desserts though i swear they look EXTREMELY YUMMY! omg. but ok la. save money.

ok. i better go wash up and eat bread. :)

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

me and my stupid life. its true. i really brought it upon myself. is that stupid red shirt cursed or what. it was my fav shirt. now i hate it. i declare war. im going to burn it. you stupid red shirt. you brought it upon yourself!

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im feeling quite tired. i wanted to go char's since i was at yck but i really wanted to wash my hair very badly so i came home and watched tv from 1 till now.

sigh. ive been coughing a lot and its really sian. i think van the cougher passed it to me. :( she said my face isnt v swollen now. really meh? i still look v chubby. fine. i know i always look chubby (fat). the lumps still hurt when i poke them. doc says it'll take two mths. anw van!! i'll be in china and neo will be in msia on your bday! im so so sorry. neo isnt very sorry but i am! oh no. :( sorry. py and sue will celebrate with you k? py! philip was injured leh. he fell down the stairs and tore some leg tissue. he's much better now but he cant run still. dont worry abt him! v sian right. this mth is a bad mth. i'll blog more ltr. i wanna slp now. goodnight!

argh. ntuc income just called. rgd some insurance.

ahh! i wanna go char's hse to borrow books!! hehe. ytd we both bought mika cd and howl's dvd. yay. cant wait to watch. and i wanna rent horton, spiderwick and waterhorse for philip! i wanna watch mad abt english in the cinemas too!

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last week, i dreamt of my new room. i dreamt of it 3 times i think. do you know what was my ambition when i was in pri sch? to be an interior designer! whenever i received ikea books, i wld be so thrilled and i wld flip thru the pages with eyes as wide as neo's.

i really wanna renovate my room but i dont want furniture from ikea. i want good furniture. sturdy tables and whatsoever made from good solid wood. i guess i will only have a new room when we move hse and it will not happen soon. maybe only after philip graduates from his pri sch which is 5 mins walk away.

philip is really cute. he packed my table and clothes the other day and he kept nagging at me for being so untidy. he even told me my shorts are too short for me. he looked really disappointed and he had an expression which seemed to say, "i give up on you". but i bet he was acting. he loves me too much to give up on me.

oh no. i suddenly feel hungry. hehe. we had ambush pasta today and the 3 of us did not enjoy it cus we got ambushed by the chef. he served us bland pasta. tsk. lunch was mos. i must say that vann is really mean. she eats a lot of junk and unhealthy food but she shldnt involve us. now me and neo are getting so fat lor. we are becoming a tracy turnblad. omg. i had ben and jerrys too! which means i spent 75 dollars today. oh no. this whole week must save save le. :(

we spent most of the time today at borders and kino. i like leh. i feel very at ease with books. its really good. my friends are very perfect when they are holding books. if they arent holding a book, it means they are plotting evil plans on how to ambush their friend (me) and where to attack from. north flank or sth. i regret making friends with a lawyer. but its too late now. she can sue me.

ok. as i was saying, i want a new room with the same queen sized bed. no no. no stuff toys. i hate those stuff which are useless. i want a tv and a dvd player. and cable tv maybe. not a must. i want book shelves with many books and these books must have been recommended by char cus i trust her. char ng btw. not neo. ahem. i just finished howl's moving castle and i really enjoyed reading it. i read in the train, on the bus, on my bed. but the ending was not very good cus it was too short and abrupt. the stupid couple ended the story in like 2 paras lor. so sian. why never do more coupley stuff!

i want a box or cupboard or sth to put my shoes. and my bags too. my mum complains to me all the time i have many shoes but i dont wear them. its not v true. i got quite a few pairs of slippers but i only wear my havis cus everything is in a box outside my hse and im lazy. i shld do sth soon.

wardrobe is a must. and no. i dont want mirrors in my room. i only want hidden ones. i think its scary. i want photos on the walls too! which reminds me. im supposed to go develop a photo. sigh. damn procrastinator. oh yah! a corner for boardgames. its a must! my dream had it! my dream had 3 white sofas with a table big enough for pple to crowd arnd and play poker and boardgames! hehe. it also had a mj table inside. so cool right. my bedroom is like a games room too.

anws. i wanna slp now. its a stupid entry. will blog more tmr cus tmr its a freeer day.

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Thursday, August 14, 2008

hi everyone. ive resumed normal life and i think when you're sick, time passes really fast!

just a few highlights of my normal life:

me and my friends...


met up to play wii.


van got possessed.


neo performed magic.


hahaha sorry. its a damn crappy post but so much has happened and its so hard to pen down in details. goodnight!

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Friday, August 08, 2008

hehe. i didnt threaten her. everyone knows im brave what.

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Thursday, August 07, 2008

i wanna get a cap and shades and a watch! necessities! kerly said i shldnt sun my face otherwise my scar will be ugly or sth. i still have that sms but yea. so i need to hide from the sun!

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hi friends. im ok alrd. much much better than before though i still have headaches every now and then. hopefully, my neuro chkup next week has positive results. my face is no longer super swollen and i can walk properly now without limping (but cannot walk too fast cus my cheek and toes will hurt). all the wounds on my legs and toes are recovering and the huge blue blacks will be ok soon too cus i have super nice friends (char & py) who help me rub everyday! i removed my stitches ytd. it cost only 6 dollars and it took only 5 mins. but im like disfigured la. a 2cm scar on my face. philip refuses to take me in if i remain a spinster. that evil boy.

look at my swollen face. this was taken on the 3rd day. not as swollen as the first 2 days. you cannot see the scar cus im using my lousy hp so its not clear.



and look at one of my bruises. that's my arm btw. yea pretty fat. alrd subsided le lor. imagine what it was like at first. er sorry. also v unclear.



anyway. the purpose of this entry is to thank everyone who accompanied me, took care of me, visited me, bought me stuff and sent me smses of well wishes.

firstly, i wanna thank char kangs and van for making sure me and neo were still alive by the time we reached the hosp. thanks for talking to me and keeping me awake. thanks for wiping the blood and killing the ants off my face. thanks for calling the police. thanks for fanning us. thanks for carrying us, thanks for visiting me so much and buying me the vit e pills and gel. thanks for the cute pooh and the lovely card. i like the night we chatted till the nurse came and shooed you girls away hehe. thank you thank you. if the 3 of you werent so calm and all, i think me and neo wldnt have made it this far. thank you girls. you 3 are really perfect. :) oh. thanks kangs (though you arent reading this) for helping me take over tuition. its so ulu far away but you agreed without even thinking. i bet you regretted but thanks anyway! :D



thank you sue van and py for the lovely gerberas and for visiting me so often. thank you py for the zambuk and rubbing my bruises! hehe. tell your parents i will visit soon! and thank you vann for the papayas! :)



thank you aunty janet (neo's mum) for the huge strawberries, birds nest and herworld mag. thank you aunty! will visit you when i can walk briskly and climb up the slope to your hse. thanks for visiting me at the hosp too! (sorry. kinda obvious i ate some of the strawberries alrd right. hahaha.)



thank you wy teck gw and shumin (gw's gf) for visiting me at the hosp and buying me things i cldnt eat initially. hahaha. note of the word "initially". they bought doritos, loacker, toblerone, koko krunch, strawberry yan yan, choc yan yan, seaweed which is not crispy anymore... and i dont know what else. but thanks for coming. really. my hosp is damn far away somemore.

thank you kent gw kun jim kee xuan ailing for visiting me at home and thanks for the fruits! i know zhen wanted to come too but she was doing ot and not forgetting shan and stracy who had sch. thanks guys. :) their visit also made me realised they are starting sch next week! so soon right. this gang of buddies. all going to a new env without me!! i shld have applied for computing in nus hor... haha.

it feels like cny right. haha they so cute. playing uno after scrabble.


did you see py? she is the one in blue. she stayed on after van left and she even played with the poly peeps. so cute.

most imptly, i wld like to thank my family. i know they were angry but they didnt scold me at all and they treat me like queen. haha no la kidding. not queen. but my dad is really a wondeful father to us. he mops the floor everyday while i slp till 12 noon. when i wake up, lunch is ready. he sends me to checkups and he doesnt complain. he asks me to sit at the back cus its more comfy. sigh. i can only hope that i wont fail my exams and work really hard for the next 2 years cus this is what i shld do.

lastly, thanks to every single person who smsed me and wished me well. xiuzhen huishan stracy ailing kerly and many others (e.g. sean). thank you. hopefully, with all these warm and sincere wishes, my scar will fade with time. :)

hehe. i think its strange my friends tell me im brave. but i like it more and more hahaha. i'll post ubin pics now. sigh. pics of my beautiful and scarless face. i dont have many cus most in neo's cam. send me soon girl!











ok. pat is lil miss brave. she's gonna go eat kfc now. wahahaha!

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008

daily bowl of fruits with many thanks to my friends (vann and py bought papayas, neo's mum bought strawberries, xuan and all bought grapes, char bought honeydew)


actually, they bought a lot of other things, esp fruits. hehe. thanks pple. i love fruits.

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Friday, August 01, 2008

sigh i feel v sad today. today is a very bad day. the only thing that perked me up was the long awaited dinner and erm. i dont know. the honey lemon juice with many many pearls that i dont like? which reminds me, i've been drinking a lot of bubble tea cus its stationed right beside the bus stop. bubble tea is irresistible! i've been eating a lot of bread too. on wed right, i ate one red bean bun, one hot dog bun and 2 pork floss buns. ytd morn i ate one hot dog bun again. three days ago, i ate another hot dog bun. same reason as above. the bakery is right beside the bus stop, beside the bubble tea! they shld go to jail lor. for tempting fat pple to eat more. sigh.

actually i feel sian la. not sad. i slept damn little. my dark rings were so dark and my eye bags were so huge. :( i had supper with van and py the night before. we had frog leg porridge which was damn yummy and beef hor fun which i thought was ok only, at geylang. i was feeling v tired to tell the girls my feedback of the food. sorry. then we played wii and scrabble. its so nice to see py's fam playing wii. i dont know. i shld get one too.

ok... as i was saying, i slept damn little cus i had morn tuition. damn sian la. i hate it. nvm. after a short nap and ban mian, i rushed out of the house. was late so had to take a cab. spent a super boring two hours turning in circles. felt v nauseous and had v bad headache. sigh. i hope it wont happen again. sian.

met up with char for neogeo. feel so sad now cus char hates her hair. she thinks she looks stupid. but im sure she will receive many praises tmr though her beloved mum who is also my best friend thinks her fringe is very ugly. so sad lor. my hair is the usual style... short. but he cut my fringe similar to that of xuan's old fringe.

sigh k la. nth much to say alrd. oh got got. neogeo increased its prices lor. its now freaking 30 bucks for a hair cut. another thing is cooking mama is so cute.

p.s. thanks to py van and char for sending me home always. i've saved a lot on cab fares. xie xie ni men wo de hao peng you.

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