oh, love's gonna get you down.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

at 10:46 PM

我希望相信世界有
奇迹出现
我想要我们的童话
不只是瞬间
我希望今后都能快乐
永不分离

死亡是不是终点
会停止想念
不能再亲吻你的脸
不管我有多怀念
我真的希望我们快乐
永不分离

at 1:42 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

i feel too much to blog anything.
i have so much that i wish to say but i cant say or ive said too much.
i can only listen to songs, and search for words to describe how i feel.

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

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philip is getting his psp tmr. patrick is such a good brother la. sigh... im so broke and sad.

at 11:25 PM

Your Wish Personality is:
Compassionate Carer
You value love and relationships

People are your priority. You know that the key to happiness is in the people around you and your relationships with them. You may be spiritual, and you will find that investing your time and energy into friends and family will bring you happiness in life.

very true and very sad cus it shows i wont achieve much in my career. sigh.

at 9:56 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

我只能低着头发呆让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白
我把它当做个意外但内心还想不开因为我明白其实你都还在

我想起了遇见你的时候想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手我闭上眼
想起当时你怀里的颤抖似乎那么害怕失去我
然而到后来我什么都没有当你离开的时候

我想起你亲吻我的时候想你眼神中的沉默
我想起了我们平静的分手我闭上眼
想起当时你每一个承诺把你整个心都交给我
然而到后来我什么都没有越是没有你越是幸福

到后来我什么都没有当你离开的时候 ....

at 11:25 AM

its really amazing how lazy i am.

this morn, i was lying in bed, feeling so guilty and yet i didnt want to get up and bathe and go to sch. damn it. to make myself feel better, i quickly smsed jasmine for her maths notes since we have diff lecturers. argh. im glad i have jasmine cus shes really helpful. i assume. but like i always say, she goes church so i think she shld be a nice girl la. i shall not further elaborate cus my crazy char will get jealous again.

sigh. im packing my drawer now. it contains a lot of receipts and its amazing (im amazing la huh) how much receipts i keep. ive got receipts from 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007. and its scary that most of the apparrels are all above 30 since i was only a student with a daily allowance of ten bucks. its really scary to see $73 for a skirt, $49.90 for stockings (!!!), $59 for wallet, $100over dollars for a lot of meals and presents (which i hope i did collect the money back), $56 for a belt etc etc etc. its damn scary. and i also threw away many shopnsave and ntuc receipts. er. the amt of money i spent on food. woah.

and a big sigh for the no. of receipts with xuehui's signature. she was like the richest in class so she always paid for everything first. presents, meals and whatever. and i wld be the one helping to collect back. i wld really make sure everyone pay her back. and the many many bday cakes we bought. i kept all the receipts. i forgot why i kept all these receipts lor. and not forgetting kbox. the no. of klunches we went to. im so sad girls. i miss my polylife. a lot a lot. and it seems like, only zhen and me talk abt it. but its ok. really. :)

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我把你的电话从手机里消除了
我把你的消息从话题里减少了
我把你的味道用香水喷掉了
我把你的照片用全家福挡住了
你让我的懂事变成一种幼稚
你让我的骄傲觉得很无知
你让我的朋友关心我的生活
你让我的软弱陪伴你的自由
离开我你会不会好一点
离开你什么事都难一点

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im currently in love with xing guang bang's pple. the guys are damn cute. cute as in they are v real? my mum and bro were like, omg u call this cute? helo. im not so shallow one ok.

i wana watch the game plan and the new ryan gosling show! i dont mind superbad but i wana watch the 1st two shows la!

at 10:30 AM

Monday, October 22, 2007

been really busy and been eating really a lot. buffet, sushi, malay food, malay cookies. all the hse-visiting is making me tired. and the zero-revision is making me worried. the growth of my jelly belly is demoralising. have skipped maths 6 times i think. i feel damn bad. im super lazy la. argh. i dont even have time to meet char. (i pangsehed her last thurs!) poor larry cant even see his chuck. its almost 2wks since i dyed my hair!

im feeling super full now. from the orange pillows. im so full that though im feeling thirsty, i cant drink! :(

ever since last last weekend, ive been feeling upset almost everyday. sigh. i dont know. my mood has been quite bad. been having terrible mood swings. and now, the chalet which i was quite excited abt is cancelled alrd cus singaporeans are damn fast. the chalets are all fully booked! when i checked abt 5 days ago, there were still many available lor. wth la. im so disappointed now.

which makes me feel depressed cus it tells me that some things are just not meant to be. really. i know many pple are suffering a worse fate than me and i shldnt be grumbling or asking for more. but er. i just wished that my life cld be better or like before. really really.

sadly, sometimes, sincerity just doesnt mean anything. right?

at 12:26 AM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

hahaha crazy sue took 150 pictures ytd la! luckily my cam went out of batt, otherwise, we wld have stayed at The Gardens for another 2 hrs. the photos are damn nice though. pretty girl pretty place pretty balloons. :)

p.s: im like rotating all the pics now cus we took all in portrait mode.

-5 mins later-

done! yay. i shall post some pics which i like.

the decor. so nice right.

the watch which we bought for her! i chose it. :) hahaha.

me and sue! her friend baked that cake lor. so nice right. haha everything is so nice.

there are hearts on the glass panels. so nice.

thats the other bday girl. shes wearing purple wings...

while sues wearing pink!

cut cake time!

next is photo-whoring time! hahaha. i was the yi shu zong jian. i made them do a lot of emo poses. haha. and sue is really super cooperative. she can be the next super model!

me trying to take of them in the air. im damn failure.