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Thursday, January 29, 2009

happy niu year! i wished it was happy pat year or sth then my luck might be better. ive lost $45 from playing cards. card games are all abt luck seriously. most card games. excluding daidee etc. and i lost $14 from mj. its damn silly. one guy went to set a rule - ga/gang is $1

ga as in, if you have a cat and a mouse, you gotta collect $1 from everyone. gang as in, 4 of the same tile. i lost so much cus of this lucky girl la. she ga and gang like crazy but in the end she only won $1.80. which means she isnt v good at mj. shes just lucky. but its ok. im not upset abt the loss. $14 is quite little. anw, its cny ma. nth to be upset abt. but i hope my luck will be good for other stuff like exams or daily activities or whatever. :)

ive been so busy everyday visiting pple and pple visiting us. last night, i thk there were abt 16 pple at our hse? luckily we bought like 8 or dont know how many cartons of drinks. ok! i gotta go bathe and go for sushi dinner later! blog again soon! bye!

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

hello! i just ate ham sandwich! gw's amkss friends are so cute. they celebrated his bday with a huge ham. hahaha. it was decorated like a cake. so cute hor. i thk his gf did it.

my life's been quite ok. hehe very good. im quite pleased. at least i dont feel suay or anything. feeling suay is damn sian. you feel like you cant control your life.

last thurs, i went out with kent! haha no it wasnt a date. he was v nice la. acc me go buy patrick's belated bday present. he was very pek chek cus his van's aircon isnt working and the weather was super hot. he kept sticking his tongue out like a dog. haha so funny. haji lane was like a desert la. so glad i bought sth! but not sure if patrick likes it. kent bought a pair of jeans too. we spent 200 in that shop lor. only on 2 items. after haji lane, me and kent went simlim and bugis for more shopping and dinner! i made him shop for my dad's shirts. haha. hes really v unusually nice. he sent me to bishan before gg back sch. i windowshopped a while and it was home sweet home!

oh yah. pls dont go haji lane anymore k. i saw shops at fareast selling similar stuff at half the prices!! me and van went shopping last sat too. we went fareast for some shopping first. it was super crowded. i hate gg out on weekends cus its really super slow traffic. the orchard mrt underpass is super narrow now. i took 20mins to reach the escalator at tangs lor. we were v hungry but everywhere was packed so we settled for ya kun. heng ah! got available seats. otw, we gotta eat grass. off to haji lane and all we saw was granny's clothes. damn retro la. and v exp. tried on a few stuff but nth seemed nice so we left for dinner at blu jazz. spent quite a while there cus van met her samba instructor and some guy chatted with her. hahahaha. not bad hor. he's quite gdlooking and they share the same interest!! percussiony stuff. hehe.

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Thursday, January 15, 2009

i can nv stop mentioning the name, can i?

luozhixiang's new song 搞笑 is damn nice.

anws! i just cleaned my table. but its still v messy cus i dont know where to put most things. therefore, i wanna pack my drawers maybe tonight and make space for the stuff. i dont know why i didnt do it the past years but i just did. i put my hand into the back of the table and i found a lot a lot of newspaper articles from 2002!!! hahaha damn old sch la! the lian he wan bao and Life sections have all changed alrd. hahaha damn dusty and yellow. i threw everything away. i took a quick glance. all F4-related. hahahaha. seriously la. even my S.H.E stuff also not so much lor. i guess its the age. i was 14? when i liked F4. there were posters all over my wall and i was super proud of them. yucks right. hahahaha. i found a folder too. er needless to say, its filled with jerry yen and zaizai and yah.

ok i gonna eat maggi mee now. ttyl!

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

hehe im quite happy with my life now. :) im not sure why. haha. happy.

i miss those times when the boys were in ns.

i haven been watching movies these months lor. i wanna watch "rachel getting married", "milk", "australia", "lady cop and papa crook" and "yes-man"!

i need to eat lesser! i say this at least once a week hor...

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

why is my start of the new year so bad... :(

i had an accident last sun which i do not want to mention anything abt it at all but most pple shld know. actually, many pple know. whoever met up with me this year shld know. teck had a great time scolding me the other day. i was supposed to go meet angela on that fateful day but i felt so bad abt the accident that i didnt meet her. so sorry. i hope she hasnt left spore yet.

we were gonna have potluck at gw's hse on thurs for his adv bday celebration so i decided to go dino to get a cake and have them write his name on the cake. i had to carry 3 boardgames and its so heavy la. when the bus door opened, i cldnt find my stupid ezlink card with a remaining value of $12 which i had topped up the day before (im so glad i listen to my mum and nv top up more than $10). i walked back to my seat and found a fat man seated down alrd. i tried to search on the floor but the bus driver closed the door! i quickly pressed the bell and got down. i called kent cus he said he might meet me at teeps. i called 3 times and he didnt ans, as usual. i called his hse and nbd picked up either. so strange la. whats his maid doing. must be watching tv again. shes damn slack one lor. always watching tv and talking on the phone. ooh btw! i cant wait to go his hse for cny!!! hehe. i hope the guys have no proj or assignment to do.

anw. after i got the cake, i finally got thru kent! i told him i lost my ezlink card and he said he'll come and pick me. at that moment, i felt v happy. haha cus before i called kent, when i was still home, teck offered to come teeps and meet me to help with the boardgames and cake too but i told him i can handle it. and then its kent! im not used to them being nice to me, seriously.

haha the party at gw's hse was good. :) we ordered 4 pizzas and a big box of old chang kee and 4 pkts of beehoon plus a lot of gor heong and 2 big pkts of chips, 1 dino choc cake, 1 tub of choc chip ice cream and vodka! im so glad gw likes the presents we bought. 2 shirts and 2 berms. haha good right. cny no need buy new clothes le. i love practical presents!

on the way to gw's hse, kent almost fell aslp while driving. he didnt know the way to gw's hse either. so strange. then he told me hes actually v tired and he didnt want to drive but he thought i was quite poor thing and he decided to even though heavy traffic and he cldnt drink vodka with us... haha so nice hor. :)

eh dont go yet! i haven finished my "suay" stories. on wed, i had to go relc, near shangrila, to pay my sch fees and i missed the stop cus i didnt know where to stop. the first time i went there i took cab and you know me la, i dont note the routes or landmarks or anything that matters to me at all... the second time was with jasmine and as usual, i followed blindly. im always relying on pple and always so dependent. when i finally climbed up the stupid slope to the building, i saw a super long queue. the queue started at level 2 and i was queuing at level 1. yes its that long. and what evidence do i have to show the queue was really long? I QUEUED FOR 2 HOURS. there were 70 pple before my turn lor. i stood there for 2 freaking hrs lor. damn sian la. when i finally paid the sch fees, i was alrd one hr late for sch so i decided to make my way to teeps for self-study. after i walked back down the slope to the bus stop, i realised there was a gate at the bus stop! the route i took was a much longer one and there was no no need to walk up the slope. hai. nvm. when i was in the bus, neo msged me! hehe. she just ended sch! we met up at teeps for desserts and old chang kee and 4 leaves and chatted happily. i forgot what we chatted abt but yea happy times. my appetite is getting out of control!!! i need to control. :(

after our old chang kee curry puffs, we walked to the teochew porridge place opposite "talk cock sing song" and waited for the rest to arrive. it was a v cold night. everyone seems to be doing well. :) kangs is selling cny goodies for charity and planning to go nepal later. shes having intern now and waiting for her hair to be shaved in june. van is interning too and im glad shes coping better with this change in her life. she has french twice a week and piano once a week. so busy hor. char is working fulltime now and its good! everyones so busy la. so chong shi. neo is still the same though. quarreling with her mum at least 7 times a week. oops. isnt that like everyday? hahaha. shes so cute la. shes our little nyonya. good la. im happy for all my girls. all doing sth thats meaningful and proper and profiteering. 11 days of the new year have passed. so far, what have i done? hmmm... oh. i cleared some debts. gotta pay back char and yay thats it!

i know the entry is getting boring. okok. just a few paras to go... i know la. i always have a lot to say. but i really wanna share with you my suayness ma. ytd morn, before work, i wanted to go deposit my cash but the bank was closed for servicing. wth lor. they were only servicing one machine and they closed the whole freaking bank. so suay right.

since i had no ezlink card, i decided to activate my uob debit. i went to the mrt station and queued at the control station cus the ticket office was closed. however, the officer told me he cant activate, only the ticket office can but it only opens at 12 on weekends. wth. i asked if i can do it at the bus interchange and he said no and anw, it isnt open yet either. wth again. he suggested me to get single-trip cards. i told him im taking buses, not trains. he said i shld use coins. i thought he was right, i shld use coins. i went to the bus interchange and waited for my bus, thking that everything was gg to be fine when i realised i needed to take not only 1 bus but 3 buses so i need to have enough coins! i quickly went to change. sian.

work was fine. the client was damn nice to me la. hahaha im seriously aunty-killer. she made me da bao chicken wings, nuggets and lots of fruits! my fav! hehe. we ate sandwiches fishballs etc on the spot alrd but she still made me bring back. oh. but i dropped my colleague's new phone the ground and it caused a dent!!! i felt so bad la. :(

i spent $6 worth of coins on taking 4 buses lor. to holland, i need $4.50 alrd. you dont take note of how much you spend on public transport hor. you shld try to take note. its quite a lot leh! after work, i went to bugis with the guys to do some shopping and also activate my card. the queue was super long and i had to queue for half hr. the guys damn nice la. i told them to go shop first but they insisted on waiting. i felt quite bad lor. anw, i cldnt stop them. haha.

aiya! i feel so unlucky alrd and today, i went out with my fam to get some stuff for the hse and patrick dropped his cashcard INTO the door cus the window was wound down. omg right. how lucky is that. the gap is how small. buy 4d also not so zhun lor. i feel 2008 was quite shitty. pls pls... can 2009 be a good year for my fam? :)

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Wednesday, January 07, 2009

omg im damn full. supposed to go prata with the guys but i pangsehed at the last min and er. my dad just bought meepok so i had to eat. got lard somemore. sigh. and i ate the lard. sigh sigh. hahaha.

i met quite a few pple these two days and its good. im happy. i enjoyed their company. :)

ytd aft sch, i went town to meet my insurance agent and i had cheese fries. damn yums. btw, im addicted to my sch's fishballs. i eat like 8 everyday haha. after the cheese fries and happy convo, i slacked arnd in town for 2hrs while waiting for the guys to come. we were supposed to meet at 6.30 but teck came at 6.45 and kent was still slping at 8 when i called. he came at 9! but at least he came. kun came with jiemin at... 7plus? while waiting for them, me and teck had MY dinner at central hongkong cafe. i had yummy xo sauce seafood fried rice. haha my 2nd time eating the fried rice. yums. when finally all arrived, we shopped arnd and then went to the jap stall at cuppage for ramen. i totally forgot that it used to be our fav dining place! damn hao chi. hehe.

somehow, i still feel that i had the best times ever in poly. last wk, i was v reluctant to throw away my poly notes cus they hold a lot of happy memories? er yah its just notes but i dont know? anw its all still in the box. to throw or not to throw? hmm... hai. i grumble i complain but i really enjoy the company of my poly friends. i wanna meet xiuzhen for shopping i wanna go ktv with shan and xuan i wanna do projs with gw and teck i wanna have the ban mian at food junction haha. food junction had the nicest meepok la but the aunty and uncle closed down their stall later. so sad. the yong tau fu was good also. hahahah xiuzhen! you got miss the food or not!

today, i left early from sch to rush to clarke quay to meet sheena. so happy to see her and we talked a lot. the last time WE saw her was like, last last christmas??? omg right. damn long ago. hehe i hope this cny she can meet us! i cant wait for cny man! so fun! this year, im not gonna buy any cny clothes i thk. im really bankrupt. not broke. im really penniless. but im not unhappy abt it. i will not go out lor. even though er. im gg out everyday this wk and i spent almost 30 today. sigh. anws. me and sheena talked so much that i forgot the time! it was 6.50pm!!! i was supposed to meet elaine and serena at 7pm at sbw. so i said a quick goodbye and rushed to sbw. i was 45mins late. :( so late right. halfway thru the meal, i had to go meet pingkwang to pass him sth. talked a bit and went back to my sushi. they said im a social queen. haha i wanna be a rich social queen. and hehe yes. i had sushi. yums. i was super hungry and i ate a lot.

after dinner, it was supper time! since it was still early, i went home first. but when i got home, i felt quite tired to go out again to thomson so i stayed home. had family chitchats. haha its always v fun talking to my fam. everyone is funny. hahaha my mum has been trying very hard to be funny and shes really so lame lor. haha i cant thk of any examples but yah. so cute my family.

sara said im altruistic. did she say that? well, we concluded that i aim to be and most pple aim to be anyway, but altruism doesnt exist. actually, i dont aim to be. i just do what i thk i shld do? er ok nvm. haha.

ok im gg to stop blogging now cus i thk ive typed quite a bit.

gdnight pple. :)

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Sunday, January 04, 2009

argh. damn bad start of the year. sigh i feel so bad.

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Saturday, January 03, 2009

i shall blog a little while waiting for my videos to finish buffering. did i mention that i watched pursuit of happyness and i thought it was good? im watching no regret, a korean gay movie. its quite sad. its abt an orphan who became a male prostitute in a gaybar to make more money so that he cld go to the uni. er yah its r21 but nth much la. its quite censored.

btw, if you did not know, i just came back last night, from a 7-day taipei trip. my dad came and picked me and we bought chongpang nasi lemak. hehe damn shiok. i have nth much to blog abt the trip. i thought china was better. there are many other factors, not the country alone, which make me think so. i regret not buying the super cheap facial masks and canned lays. you know i only bought 2 tops, 1 pair of slippers and food? damn pathetic right. i wanted to buy perfume for my bro's gf cus it was so cheap but i cldnt decide. and i wanted to buy foundation for my mum cus its cheaper but i dont know the shade. i wanted to buy sth for elize but everything is so bloody exp. i saw a bag which i really like and sadly, its 50bucks. i have so many places i wanna go but theres always planned activities or no time. hai. the next time i go, i wanna go alone. its really safe so dont worry! haha as if im gg any soon but yah.

on our way home from the airport, my dad "nagged" again. he said to let this be a lesson learnt. which is very true. im gonna treat this as an experience. i shall not believe hearsays anymore. since i always do. i need to know whats true whats untrue. whats right whats wrong. i need to be independent and stop relying on others for opinion. i need to be different from the past. im sure i can be a leader but i choose not to. my parents told me off one day, before i went taipei, and it reminded me of what one friend said to me. its been 5 years maybe? i said i will change. i said not only once, but many times. however, its been 5 years, and im still the same. i really appreciate my fam's generosity twds me. he is right. im his daughter. who else shld he be nice to? i know the ans actually. his friends lor. haha. neoneo. i did rem what you said - bite your tongue. though i didnt write it down, i rem it. but i shall write it down on my noticeboard soon. love you. :)

when i woke up this morn, philip wasnt home. i cldnt wait for him to be back from sch so that i cld share with him the food i bought. haha. hes so cute today. he was very smiley.

shit. im hungry again. but i ate a lot today le. and the past 7 days. all the street food. kent is challenging me to lose 10kg by june. he said its for my own good. if i lose, i gotta treat him and the 4 guys to buffet dinner. if i win, i get nth but a healthier me. what crap right.

next wk feels like a busy week. hmm... there are a few pple i gotta meet. hai. spend money again.

ok! i better go watch my videos. this morn i slept at 5 lor. i better slp earlier today. oops. its 3am alrd. er.

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