oh, love's gonna get you down.

Monday, June 30, 2008

i just sent the below rubbish to Starhub. i doubt they will give me my free movie tickets but still, since im bored, i shall try. ok. gonna tv and slp soon. bye.

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I received a letter dated 6 May 2008 regarding a free movie voucher won from the Hub Club Monthly Movie Mania.

However, due to my busy schedule, I completely forgot to collect the voucher. I understand from the Terms and Conditions for the above-mentioned promotion that, if the voucher is not collected by 8 June, it will be forfeited.

As a loyal customer of your company, I believe that even if the promotion with the participating merchant (Golden Village) has ended, I am still able to enjoy another form of privilege or reward.

I am truly pleased to be part of Hub Club and I thank you for the excellent service and benefits your company provides. I will continue to support Starhub and participate in any future contests and promotions.

Hope to hear from you soon.

Thank you.

at 2:23 AM

you know what. I LOVE MY HAIR. hehe.

at 12:11 AM

Sunday, June 29, 2008

im quite slpy.

i spent 110 today! and i ate a lot of bread. i ate 4 pcs of bread. ok same as ytd. i had 4 ytd too. :( and i had rice for all meals. :( but today is worse cus i ate a lot of fried food for teabreak. fries and ebi. yums but sigh.

i love shopping with xiuzhen. :) if only she isnt working then we can go out on a weekday! weekdays are good for shopping! went shopping with my mum ytd and she bought 4 pairs of pants. crazy right.

omg. ive been eating tuna and cheese REALLY EVERYDAY. omg. sometimes twice a day. gonna get my big fat ass out of the house tmr to go interview. i need $$$

my fav show (apprentice) is on but there's more and more politics and im too tired tonight to deal with them. hahaha. goodnight. :)

at 11:46 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

i went crazy again. i realised i only go crazy when i really really care for that person. first is xh. now is philip. after the extreme outbursts, i always feel bad but its always weird to say sorry cus they wont believe.

i dont believe either. cus i know, it will happen again.

i really went extremely crazy. i wished i didnt do it but i still do it each time. its madness. madness causes scars. thick deep scars that cannot be removed. i regret. but i still nv learn.

at 1:33 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

omg my touchpad works now! i think philip went to deactivate sth. yay!

anw. ive been up since 8 and im feeling really slpy. :( patrick and dad have left for hk. patrick is only going for 7 days. i cant believe i only know it this morn. even my cousins weihao and peixin know he's going for 7 days lor. but what's new right? i always don't know anything.

ive been having tuna and cheese for breakfast everyday. really yums. and its ready made with chopped onions and mayo! hehe. thanks char. :)

at 10:35 AM

i was really really irritated. my laptop's touchpad has died and it cant be touched by me anymore! and the internet cldnt connect. i wanna change my laptop but patrick told me dont know what windows vista or 7 or whatever la. which will come out next year. i shall wait then. though i feel kinda insecure abt the stuff in my pc (whether i transferred all data to my external hard disk and whether the hard disk is reliable etc), i will try and look forward to a major housekeeping of the docs.

omg. am i gonna spend money again? budget for new laptop: 2000!

sigh. patrick is going on a 10-day holiday. he will be alone most times. i hope everyone will come back safe and happy. :)

met up with my friends today to celebrate shan's bday in advance. swensens' service sucks TOTALLY.

omg. im feeling hungry again. omg. i ate mac's apple pie after swensens' baked rice and im still hungry??

at 12:41 AM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

so cute of zhen. hahaha.

me: omg. ma. i just realised i spent 160 in two days.
mum: huh how come?
me: i dont know.

15 mins later...

patrick: so did you get a shock last night?
me: er ok la.
mum: i think she's more shocked abt the 160 dollars.
me: er... YAH! REALLY LEH. how come ar...

i weighed myself when neo was back and i was 65. im like btwn 68-70 now. omg la. im gonna skip lunch tmr. as in, im gonna skip proper lunch and eat sandwiches instead. im gonna eat ham and cheese sandwich and tuna sandwich. sigh. must be the cakes. i ate a lot of cakes recently. omg. cakes suck. cakes kill. my butt feels heavy. more cakes to come... omg. :(

but seriously, the cake wen bought is fantastic. YUMS.

at 11:15 PM

oh no my idol kerly has shut down her blog. she wants to be a secretive sally. me too! sally's my mum's name btw. hahaha.

anw. i think without blogger, i wldnt be seen as a bitch. as in, bitchy? like, i gossip/complain/bitch/grumble a lot abt my friends and stuff? i wanna be a nice new person. i dont wanna be such a show-off. i dont wanna be such a hypocrite and i dont wanna be so petty and stingy anymore. i dont wanna think that im "great" anymore when actually im not. maybe not secretive sally since i dont have much secrets. my secrets are all "announced" (by myself) to my friends. i wanna be denny the chicken. hahahaha.

TO MY DEAR PERFECT FRIENDS: I WANT TO SHIT SO BADLY.

oh actually, im v calculative nowadays bcus im really poor. im really sorry to my debtors. still love you k. :)

i didnt mention i watched get smart alrd right. we wanted sex and the city but only 1st row left. gv seats are super in front one la. so we decided to watch get smart. there was a heated argument btwn me and neo (actually we never talk properly before. we only fight.) about whether zohan is better or get smart. she fell aslp during zohan. i support zohan cus i like my hair to be silky smooth. hahahah.

at 2:59 PM

a preview of my surprise PERFECT bday cum sandwich toaster party!!! :)

sigh. poor girls. everyone was so tired and kangs and char both took MC. poor char was running a fever the night before lor. she still had to prep all the food. thank you dear. thank you neo sue vann wen and kangs for everything too. for all the lies to make things work. for the super duper yummy cake. for the... a lot la. i was really surprised that vann and sue were lying so much! i bet they feel so bad and they will go church this sunday. hahaha. i was also surprised my whole family knew and i didnt know anything! the girls actually came my house to decor when i was out! omg. i just realised how come im so silly. i even got tricked into coming home with sue and vann to get the boardgame and the rest were hiding in my room alrd! haha. i swear i didnt suspect at all. this time, the PERFECTS really did a great job! thanks girls!

thank you patrick for getting the ice and stuff. thanks! i will lend you my camera but take good care of it hor.

omg. ive been eating so much and spending so much. let's see... i spent 80 on bday eve and 100 today! k la... i think its worth it actually. what abt the food? me and the Perfects are gonna be pigs. our dinner was sandwiches and kfc! hehe. our sandwich toaster party was a big bang boom hahahaha. btw. you can watch zohan if you want to. char prep egg, tuna, ham and cheese! my fav is ham and cheese. hehe. im gonna make them for breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday. oh and neo made custard with strawberries and fruit punch! the fruit punch was good and i love strawberries. yums. cant believe she actually cooked for me!

actually, i wanna thank my mum. she was really tired and i hope our shouting and screaming didnt make her not sleep well. we played im the boss and it involves a lot of "peaceful" negotiations. stupid neo won again. followed by the last word. cant believe loser vann won!! kangs and wen left after that and we played balderdash. i like it a lot leh. its so fun though erm. i got insulted really badly. i wondered, am i their friend? what's wrong with denny the chicken and little black horse ass? whatever ok.

ok im talking to myself now... 22nd - breakfast was lrb and nasi lemak. lunch was old chang kee carrot cake. dinner was bacon and cheese omelette (damn yummy!), fruit cake, banana and choc crepes, waffle with black sesame ice cream (yucks). supper was sprite and har gau and lime juice... 23rd - breakfast was cheese and bread, mos fries. lunch was... erm. nachos? and popcorn? dinner was 3 sandwiches, fruit punch, custard with strawberries, one kfc chicken, a bit of whipped potato and super yummy choc cake! wen has really good taste. haha. not a lot ma... not a lot right?

ok! done with the summary of my finance and health (carbo level). im gonna watch ellen soon and slp. nights pple. i love you.

at 2:44 AM

Monday, June 23, 2008

guess what's that pink box?

it's my bday present! it was such a huge and heavy surprise! :)

i wonder what's inside...

they kept scaring me! saying there's sth which moves and might jump out!

OMG!

its presents from each and everyone of them!! at that point of time, every single thing i said abt unappreciation was gone.

hehe. i had to guess who gave what and i got a lot wrong. so fun! but a little little little stressful. xuan was very sad i cldnt guess hers right. haha.

end of cheap cheap dinner at shokudo! :) BI0306 rocks!

at 4:00 AM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

i rem last year, i was really unhappy over some misc stuff for my bday and i think i cried a little.

this year, im not expecting anything but so far, it's been pretty fine except the recent night. i alrd had 3 mini surprises.

1. the surprise present from mingxuan gwen vivian and ethel. i did expect a present but the present was unexpected. now i have like 6 or 7 bottles of perfume? i gave one away somemore. luckily they can be used forever. saves me a lot of money. i dont wanna use it anyhow cus one spray costs like 5 cents? i dont know. no la. as in, its really crazy to heed the advice of one friend, who said i shld spray the room etc. kinda wasteful huh.

2. the surprise present from patrick. when the mailman came on father's day, philip thought it was father's day present and my dad was quite happy. but somehow, i knew it was for me and i guessed that its an ipod but i forgot all abt it immediately the same day. so when patrick gave me few days back on that early morn, i was really surprised. i really do not expect any presents from him and he shld really save it for other more impt stuff. he bought me perfume one year too. i think presents above 50 are considered really generous. so nice right. and you shld read philip's blog abt me happy can le. so good to have them.

3. the surprise cake from sue vann and py. i swear i was not acting and i really really forgot that it was my advance bday dinner. details in previous entry.

this morn, me and philip slept at 7.30. we ordered mcgriddles. so fattening!! ytd i ate 3 slices of choc cake. 3 slices of bread with tuna. char siew rice for lunch. mixed veg rice for dinner. CARBOOOOOOOOOOOOO. omg. sigh. i just ate nasi lemak and lian rong bao for breakfast. im not gonna eat until dinner. i swear. i hope?

the "recent night" was a traumatizing night for us and i will never wanna mention it again. i wished i cld bring philip out tonight but he has sch tmr. sigh. i felt so sad to see him cry and i tried to make him feel better. therefore, aside from the unhappy thoughts, im proud to say im not that bad a sister.

anws. i just got an hongbao. mini surprise 4. really unexpected too.

at 1:47 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

haha so weird --> Thai school gets transvestite bathrooms

at 2:59 PM

im so slpy. really tired. period makes me tire easily. which is good la. for once, i can not slp at 5am.

we went tao's today for a 7 course dinner. omg. at the 4th dish, i was dying. so happy sue got discount vouchers! it was 30+ but after discount, it was only 25 each! we all ate different stuff. i had...

bacon & mushroom gratin with 2 pcs of bread
fruit salad
grilled mushroom
strawberry sorbet
cream of mushroom
tao's oven roasted steak
chocolate fondue
ice summer peach tea

& a huge slice of my bday cake. all by myself.

incredible right. hahah the bday cake was really an unexpected surprise. the waiter came in from the back with the cake and he placed it before me. i forgot what he said (maybe happy bday or sth) and i said "huh. its not my bday." the guy continued smiling and looked at me. i was like, huh its not my bday what. its vanessa's. the girls then screamed "pat! its your bday!" omg yah! ITS MY BDAY! and i started laughing. hahahah damn silly right. vanessa's bday is in oct lor. the waiter then asked the rest if i was acting. hahaha. i really wasnt. i was v tired and i totally forgot the dinner was to celebrate my bday. thank you girls. love you much much. quick send me the rest of the photos then i can upload and show off to my friends who care!

the waiters were really really nice and funny. they gave me a mini jug and we joked that py's bday is in june too and he said "oh too bad." but 1 min ltr, he surprised py with one too! so nice right. he also gave us two jugs of free drinks. so nice. i love the fruit tea. :) he also helped us cut the bday cake and aiya the service is really good. other than the shouting of "welcome good evening" and "thank you".

sorry for looking so sad and shagged. i think i was really tired. im gonna slp soon. im hungry again. omg. nights!

at 1:53 AM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

haha philip has a new blog. :)

at 7:03 PM

i slept at 4 and look at the time now. im really slpy. patrick suddenly came into my room at 7.30 to pass me my bday present! it was really a surprise even though when the mailman came, i suspected alrd. haha but anws. yay! 2nd present of the mth. :)

at 7:40 AM

im really happy that everyone enjoyed! im so happy my sincere friends are happy tgt. hehe.

pat` loves her colorful friends - BFFAE !! (1:07 AM):
did you have a fun day?
vanessa | assenav says (1:08 AM):
haha YES OF COURSE!
vanessa | assenav says (1:08 AM):
i'm super proud of ourselves leh!

pat` her colorful friends - BFFAE !! says (2:08 AM):
vann is damn funny
pat` her colorful friends - BFFAE !! says (2:08 AM):
shes damn high
suellen, no? says (2:10 AM):
hahaha
suellen, no? says (2:10 AM):
im happy oso!
suellen, no? says (2:10 AM):
:) :) :)
suellen, no? says (2:34 AM):
looking at the pics makes me happy

im so happy. but i think vanessa is mad! hahaha.

pat` her colorful friends - BFFAE !! says (2:02 AM):
im so happy today
pat` her colorful friends - BFFAE !! says (2:03 AM):
are you too happy and you cant slp?
vanessa | assenav says (2:05 AM):
haha maybe leh!
vanessa | assenav says (2:05 AM):
like i'm physically drained
vanessa | assenav says (2:05 AM):
but like mentally happy?
pat` her colorful friends - BFFAE !! says (2:08 AM):
hahahah ur damn high!!
vanessa | assenav says (2:08 AM):
haha ppl get high on alcohol, i get high on perfection
pat` her colorful friends - BFFAE !! says (2:09 AM):
hahahaha omg
pat` her colorful friends - BFFAE !! says (2:09 AM):
you better see a doc tmr k?
pat` her colorful friends - BFFAE !! says (2:09 AM):
i can go with you
vanessa | assenav says (2:11 AM):
haha what am i suffering frm
vanessa | assenav says (2:12 AM):
perfection overdose?!

omg right. hahahaha. (do you realise the names are highlighted according to our color? if you dont understand, refer to pictures below!)

so proud of my friends cus i think they are very nice pple and they make a fantastic decor team. me and my colorful friends took 113 photos today and they are very colorful! hahaha.

most imptly, PERFECTNEO IS BACK!

the surprise is beautiful lor. everyone in neo's extended family agreed that the decorations are damn nice. even kids love the balloons and shapes! i'll show you ltr k? and i'll show you pictures of the preparation day after char sends me.

though we had to make many changes to our plans, but everything went quite well. im really happy that neo's mum is so helpful and trusting. she left her house key with us and told us where she kept her keys and stuff. she's really nice. i guess i misunderstood her. haha. she was so excited. i think she really really loves neo. neo. pls love her back k. surprise her on her bday! hahaha.

i think i really think too much. i shldnt expect pple to be like me. i must try and think from their point of view. actually i do leh i feel. but still, i gossiped and complained and grumbled to many pple abt a lot of things. abt my good friends. abt... erm. and just bcus of some silly minor stuff, i forgot all abt raffia string and rubber bands! oh char. how much were they?

today was quite well-spent! i chatted with zhen in the early aftnn and its really nice as always. i always feel that i can tell her anything cus she's trustworthy though we RARELY meet. hahaha you must be feeling worried now that i trust you. i met all my fav pple in the aftnn and i love unity! but i didnt do much actually. very useless hor. yea. i was busy crapping abt dont know what. oh i rem le. rubbish. sigh. and i failed to take a video! so loser right. :(

morn was rather bad though cus of the stupid sim system! it logged me out and now my timetable is in a mess. :( i guess i'll crash my friends' classes ba.

"do not be at the mercy of the inevitable ups and downs of relationships"
while our bonds with others can make our lives fulfilling, they're also huge sources of stress cos we're always worrying about how our actions will affect our relationships.

solution: find a healthier basis to define yourself. realise that there's more to you than these relationships and look within yourself to find the qualities that make you proud to be you.

cool. above two para taken from cleo. cleo is good! im gonna try hard hard!

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*click to view larger image

decorating! :) so nice right. yes i know. im v proud of my friends. haha!

my colorful friends!! :) we were bored from waiting so we decided to take multi-shots! haha.

hahaha omg. look at the above picture. look at orange wen's hair! and the picture above it. look at blue vann's mtv pose. hahaha. they are both so cute!

btw. some pple (me and vann) will get cut off cus i made collages. will send you the picts someday k. haha.

after waiting for 2 hrs in the dark, neo is finally home!! her relatives also hid in another room and the house was totally dark and quiet. she didnt suspect a single thing. we were so good lor! hehe. when she opened the door, we all screamed "hi welcome" and party poppers popped. pictures below. haha.

kangs came after the end of our dinner just to take the below picture. very sincere indeed. she then left for her "not very close" friend's 21st bday party. hahaha. she's always so weird.

after yummy dinner with neo's extended family, we went back home and played with lightsticks. hahaha. so cute.

greedy char and i suggested to go tongshui after playing pickup sticks with the lightsticks. cool right. hahaha. it was a happy day. :D

at 2:40 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008

i totally ban internet explorer. damn lousy. im using flock. wen intro de. :) haha. i bet she forgot but i dont wanna dl firefox cus i think my comp alrd has too many applications.

i cut my hair today. didnt want to but lina wanted to go. since i acc her, might as well cut right. i sported this hair style before. i hated it. shit man. i hope it grows real fast. :(

i have a long wishlist but i think many are redundant.

-black/white havis (black is oos. i recently saw someone wearing the white and i thought maybe i shld get white instead cus maniured toenails look nice on white slippers and black is always oos anyway. dui ma?)
- black crocs
- chanel foundation
- dior eyeliner (black & brown)
- chanel/dior eyeshadow

at 2:32 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

my msn nick says: pat is a happy girl

its nice to be free of obligations and duties given to me by myself. its nice to have sincere friends. its nice to have friends who listen and are supportive. i love my new friends. they are not new but i think its a start of a new lease of life. 2009 will be a new start for me. i cant wait. (oh. shit. my exam results. damn. sigh nvm.)

i love my old friends still. i know they do care abt me and i shld be glad. i shldnt even complain cus at least, i still have friends. i know they wont leave me out from any supper or dinner dates. im not wonderful and im not giving enough but im sure im not that bad. :) py is right. i shld filter out friends not worth keeping. hahah k la. sounds very extreme. i'll let things be natural la.

just came home from chongpang nasi lemak cus vann was craving for local food. haha so cute. i wished dad was at home so i cld buy for him for breakfast.

i won 18 bucks for mj and i didnt feel very happy. its just luck. after we finished the game, i msged char: "i won 18 at mj. py too! which means poor sue and van lost 36 :(" so we treated the poor girls.

finally passed wy his present and he's really pleased. so happy. its times like these that i feel a sense of achievement/satisfaction.

omg. i just realised my lunch was nasi lemak too! dinner was mos. omg la. fried food for 3 meals! omg. when can i shed that 3kg man. argh.

im so happy im not going out today and tmr. i really wanna stay home and be with my family. me and char both agree that you do not have to talk to them, but you just like having them arnd. their physical presence matters. the sounds they make. their voices. their footsteps.

this entry doesnt seem to flow but i dont care. i wanna tell you abt the night at vanessa's hse and i wanna tell you how me and char spent one whole aftnn at bugis. i wanna tell you i love them and i wanna be random but im quite tired. i just wanna say, im a happy girl with really nice parents and siblings and friends. :)

will slp at 7.30 cus my mum told me to wake patrick up. hopefully by then, my nasi lemak wld have digested.

at 6:34 AM

Friday, June 13, 2008

somehow, every year on wy's bday, we wld eat dimsum. it was at xing wang last year. this year, it was at jalan besar. we ordered damn a lot and its only 26. pretty cheap. the only diff is that xuan wasnt arnd.

lets see what the 3 of us ordered...
fried pork chop
fried gyoza
xiao long bao
portuguese egg tarts
chicken feet
braised meat
braised chicken
hargao (prawn dumplings)
carrot cake
mee sua cake (some weird cake which is their specialty)
green bean soup

not sure if i missed out any but we are very horrible right! oh. we ordered char siew bao too leh. how come never come ar... omg. i hope they didnt charge us!

today was a good day cus i spent it with pple i like. i love my girlfriends. :) i dont like the guys cus they made me miss my patrick dempsey on ellen!! we only finished the supper at 4am. k la. i must admit gw is quite nice haha. i told him to buy pineapple tarts from tw for me but he said tw doesnt have pineapple tarts. and guess what. when he picked me up just now from char's, he surprised me with a box of pineapple tarts! though ltr he said he gave me cus it was expiring soon but er nvm la. at least he thought of me la hor. sigh. im gonna share with lovely char and sue and van and wy and py tmr. poor char. she didnt even eat dinner today lor. my late dinner was how sumptuous. i got pictures somemore! haha.

ok... i think im slpy. gonna go get havis tmr. shld i shld i not? dont know. sigh.

oh yah. before i go, let me share with you two pcs of good news!

both gw and wy are happily attached! one has his gf's face on the hp's wallpaper. another has a couple pic in his new wallet given by his gf. :D he also got a watch too. for his bday. haha.

at 4:36 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

the lousy and insincere arrival boards done by sue. haha.

the food hamper!

py's bday surprise!

at 2:13 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

im feeling so slpy. just finished the boring "the curious incident of the dog in the night-time". YAWNS. i find the narrator really irritating and i guess i do not have that kind of patience to deal with "special" kids. i think my mum is amazing cus she needs to take care of autistic children too. gonna read "postcards" by annie proulx. i hope it'll not be as bad.

my stupid computer has acting like a snail ever since last week. think it got some virus or spyware or malware or whatever la. damn damn slow. its not damn. its super damn. i hate coming online now other than checking mails and movie timings. argh.

life's been... i dont know. not very busy and not very slack either. i need to work! patrick said that ive worked for so long but im still so poor. its v true. therefore, the following items in my shopping list are to be striked off.

-havis
-black crocs
-watch

but i think im still gonn get the havis la. 32 dollars ok right? i always wanted the black ones.

i was being really unfilial last night. im the eldest and yet im the only one still dependent on my parents financially. but if you ask me is my dad the greatest? he is not. haha no la. i can say many good things abt him. i do not think our parents are supposed to work so hard just to provide for us. i think parents are the most taken for granted and most unappreciated roles in society. its really sad if you put yourself in their shoes. sometimes, they get nth at the end of the day. i really think my parents are good enough for a daughter like me and i hope they live till 100 so i can have another 50 years to work hard and pay back.

my dad came home with rambutans after the minor argument and he told me he was wrong. i was quite surprised and well, i did reflect before he came home and i think i get influenced really easily. bad bad. bad daughter. bad person.

btw. ive decided not to care so much abt certain matters cus im really poor. im tired of paying for stuff first and asking back and i always lose some. if i complain this to h, he wld say, aiya. its only how much. yah. to you is "only how much", but do you know how many presents, dinners and whatever i paid first? i always lugi for the service charge lor. i dont know how come its never right. everyone says im rich. im not lor. maybe i was. but bcus of the little little amt of money lost from these transactions, im not rich. i guess sometimes pple do treat me and i admit i was always taking cab to work and i watch a lot of movies and spend money buying dvds and eating at "high-class" places and splurging in supermarkets and buying clothes online that turn out to be ugly and i cant wear and anw, the list goes on la. i dont even have readily available cash for my sch fees. im so useless right cus i only spend and take and spend and take. even char is taking up 2 jobs! therefore, first step to being richer: eat cheaper. we're gonna eat at coffeeshop on thur!

k la. i dont know what im saying. im just grumbling for fun. i love my friends and i always comfort myself they love me too. maybe my mum and bro are right. friends are just friends. but of cus i know a few who will be my BFF. :)

in conclusion, to help me, tell me if you're looking for a perm part-time office job. pls sms me or tag my board k. though i think nobody reads my blog. well, at least i tried.

at 2:45 PM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

HAPPY BDAY WENS!

hehe. today was a great night. a lot of food involved and very little pics. this is quite surprising since kangs was around with her camera. she always forces us to take at least 150 pictures. yes shes mad.

there were a lot of changes in our plan but yay! it was a success! hip hip horray! wen was both surprised and happy. so glad everything went fine and many thanks to my best partner char. :) and kw wasnt late! amazing. really amazing. 9th wonder of the world.

next up is my bday. i was quite excited abt it but not anymore ever since last week. not sure why. must be due to the same reasons. nth...

i like receiving presents i like though. presents i feel are bought with sincerity. so happy just thinking abt the perfume i got from mingxuan and gang. i want a watch, a wallet, a slimmer me. fine. i cant be slimmer unless i start doing sth.

im getting really lazy. woke up at 11. ate bread. slept again. watched tv. ate meepok. napped AGAIN. i had to force myself to get up and bathe to rush to amk to meet char. she was assigned to get the tics but she didnt cus she was with ANGEL. hahahaha. angel is her best friend la. she's scary. a scary angel. anws. since she was busy talking to angel, i went up to cathay to get 4 tickets with my uob card. omg. maybe i shld activate my new ugly uob card. otherwise, no more cheap movies! oh no... ok. activate tmr. the queues were v long and i was so worried we wld get bad seats since there were only 10 rows. but yay!!! we got the best seats ever! COUPLE SEATS. woohoo! we love couple seats. cathay is perfect. minus the nachos and cheese. nth compared to gv's.

after i got the tickets, i checked out a few cake shops and strangely, sliced cakes were all sold out. i actually went to the yishun cake shops too but nth much left. went to look for char and sent angel up to heaven though i cld tell she was reluctant to leave. hand in hand, me and char searched around amk central, for 4 slices of cakes and 4 candles, 2 big 2 small. finally, we found them! yay! we went to qbread, bengawan, polar, breadtalk, prima and 4 leaves lor!

quickly flew to jubilee and yay! we werent late. wen and kw were still their on their way. when everyone arrived, we ordered 2 set meals to share and i drank bubble tea! craving for bubble tea since exams time. not bad leh their food cus its really cheap and perfectwen treated us! hehe. yay yay. freebies are always good. hahaha. cleaned our mouths and walked very briskly back to amk hub for toilet before sex and the city with nachos and popcorn. so happy lor. we werent late! we gathered at 8.20 at jubilee and movie was at amk hub at 9.20! luckily they served the food damn fast. i dont like to be late for shows.

sex and the city is fantastic! it didnt feel like 2.5hrs. it felt just right and go watch pls. i love their friendship. its so sweet. i wanna have friends like them. i wanna have husbands like theirs too. funny. touching. pretty. sexy. dirty. romantic. sweet. perfect! it was a perfect show with the perfect seats and the perfect friends! :D

saw a naked man with sushi on him and we laughed our way back to the car. oh no. it was 11.58! 2 mins to prep the surprise! kw was assigned to sit in front to talk (distract) to wen so we cld prepare at the back. char did all the preparation actually. i was too worried that wen might see the cake and stuff. shes always suspecting pple. hahaha. anyhows, we stuck the 4 candles in, lit them and it was 12.02.

"HAPPY BDAY WEN!" we shouted as she drove and we continued shouting out the bday song. take note of "shouting". hahaha so fun! she blew out the candles when lights were red and posed for pictures. actually i think she posed while driving too. so scary huh. hahaha but yay yay! surprise done! simple and sweet ok! (i hope kw sends us photos soon!)

have you noticed how many "yays" i used? it shows that im really pleased/happy/glad everything went fine. nth matters more than the smile on the bday girl on the bday girl's bday. and we were the first to spend her bday with her and wished her. yay! :)

the perfect night ended with us eating the non-halal cakes (mango, coffee, choc and blackforest) at the halal prata place near my hse with the halal forks and halal me totally forgot abt the fact that we cant use halal forks to eat the non-halal cakes. :( sigh. sorry dear ah bangs.

oh. sth corked up though. i left my phone in wens car and she had to drive back from khatib. so sorry! feel so bad cus they needed the toilet urgently and they got work tmr. so sorry!

ok. im tired. gonna read my book and slp soon. but i feel so fat. me and kw cldnt resist the halal temptations so we er. ordered mee hk. sigh. damn fat la. k la... nights pple! its 3.30 le.

at 3:30 AM

Monday, June 02, 2008

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

omg this is damn zun! my friend and i were talking abt relationships and i said sth similar to the above... its some analysis from a quiz la. so fun! i love quizzes! not IQ ones though.

How will you choose your Mr Right?
You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.

When will you get married?
You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?
You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your hubby will enjoy each other's company playing games until you're old. Whether you play tennis, golf, swim or even just go driving out of town, you'll both stay healthy and happy.

What will your children be like?
Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

i think the last para is true but the part abt the kids is really crappy cus who knows abt the future? my kids? madness. maybe i wont have kids?

Who is your dream guy?

He is intelligent, concerned and warm. He's not looking for excitement. If you're looking for someone to watch over you, someone romantic, strong, peaceful, trust worthy, he has them all. Being the one for him can be tough, unless you use your head and your heart to take relationships seriously.

true. i think trust is really v v impt. i trust my friends. and i trust philip. i really will get very upset if they betray my trust in them. and no excitement. im a pretty boring person. really la.

at 1:26 AM

im sorry to my dear readers for flooding. but quizzes are really fun, esp when they are true. i only post results that i think reflect myself. dont doubt. its me.

Jealousy Test

Jealousy Level: 45%

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy. You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

at 1:19 AM

pls stop accusing me!

Are You Nosy?

Nosy Level: 50%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

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Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

at 12:45 AM

sigh. im feeling a little sad these days and very tired now. not sure why. maybe cus i came home at 4am this morn and woke up at 12. i went upp bukit timah for supper and mac for the second round of supper. yes v fat. patrick said in the lift in front of 2 strangers that my tummy is big. actually i dont care la. i stopped caring abt my weight quite long ago lor. hopefully it doesnt haunt me again cus im feeling inferior enough.

my mum bought my fav nasi lemak for brunch but i didnt enjoy it cus i cldnt really taste the taste? er. but i know im ok alrd cus my appetite is back to normal. :( i ate fried rice before i left the hse. and dinner was at mof. not very nice. the desserts are overpriced too... company was really good though. so happy. i got my first bday present le. sth to cheer me up a little. yay. :) its perfume. all my perfumes are free! i think its really nice to have sincere friends.

hi char. rem you were irritated with a friend of mine? well, kun shares the same thoughts as you and we talked abt it for quite long. i talked to patrick too and i... i feel a bit sad and i think i need to widen my circle.

as if this wasnt enough... a small talk with mingxuan also made me feel... i dont know.

anws. i just finished apprentice and i think its really fun. i cant wait for next week. theres two other shows philip recorded which i really wanna watch but... not the right time. i cant wait for tue. i cant wait to go out again and keep myself busy busy. i feel a bit uneasy abt the new work... but i know i must work cus of many reasons other than financial. i need another work too. i need to go church. i must be a better person. i dont wanna spend my whole life waiting and wasting. i shld make my life better. i dont know what im saying. so bye!

at 12:13 AM

Sunday, June 01, 2008

shit! my only motivation in sch is gone!

at 2:17 PM