oh, love's gonna get you down.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

call me fattilicious!

half a bar of big cadbury hazelnut. one pkt of fishball crackers. mum's dinner. actually i do not like steamed fish but uh... nvm la. aiyo... super full la.

napped a few hrs jus now. super shiok. but staying home is kinda boring. i cant wait to swim!

am going out aft i bathe to get food from ntuc. i hope i spend less than 20.
ive got 1 pkt of chipsmore, 2.5 big bars of cadbury, 3 boxes of choc truffle at home... but i need sth salty!

anws. jus to let u know, my camera has a large scratch! and the strap is v dirty la. oh no. :(

i was organizing and uploading my photos till almost 4 this morn? yay! ive uploaded everything to photobucket from neos bday!
neoneo. its here!

i will cont blogging tonight if i dont feel so lazy. and i will show u photos of my neat and tidy table! but then its still 60% undone... :( my wardrobe also super messy la. sigh.

at 6:53 PM

jus kidding. im gona blog.

ive been so busy that my mum only saw my new haircut on wed. i cut short my hair (yes i know. again.) last sun.

shit. 3 of my eyelashes jus dropped. i shall abstain from makeup the whole wk. and yay. im v excited abt my swimming lessons this fri. i hope i can quickly learn and go swimming and not give up, as usual.

a summary of everything.

20th jul (fri) - went to char's hse aft work to choose lovely pictures from her pc and the cd which i burned, for neo's bday scrapbook. lovely char fetched me from the mrt station cus i was v tired aft work. and she even offered me her bro's calbee hot and spicy, which i finished all by myself. :) gw came abt 3hrs ltr and we went to balestier for bah kut teh with xk, kent and lala. we went to gardens initially. but due to the overwhelming crowd and smoke, we decided to change to xk's fav food. sigh. the start of my journey of weight gain.

21st jul (sat) - as i mentioned in the previous entry, i was lazing at home and i didnt cut my hair. but as we were running out of time, i had no choice but to go to ulu woodlands (near my office which is near the industrial parks) to develop the pictures. char's bro was v nice to lend us his thumbdrive. v useful. during the 1h waiting time, i joined the queue at the atm with the bangalas, and shopped at guardian and sat alone at mac, eating my prima deli waffle pancake. sounds v pathetic right.

22nd jul (sun) - aft haircut, i went to queue for the free s.h.e concert tics at bishan's circle line construction site! it was freaking hot and i was super hungry. xiuzhen came an hr later with breadtalk which made me really happy. my saviour. :) finally, we got the tickets aft 2hrs of standing. met up with char at 8 aft zhen left and we went pastamania. i think i ate the creamy chicken at least 5 times this mth. crazy right. i still crave for it sometimes. hahaha. we chose a few nice pictures from the 100 pics i developed on sat evening and started to make the v lovely scrapbook, hoping that neo would like it. i was worried as everything was qt last min and the scrapbook seemed kinda simple. not much photos taken cus we were both qt busy la. haha. but we didnt manage to finish in the end cus pastamania was closing. :(

btw. thank you char for bringing all the cut&paste materials! and thank you for buying the book!
23rd jul (mon) - scrapbook was unfinished and photos were not enough. worried pat was worried but she had no time. she had to go search for laosai girl's bday present on mon evening as it was her only free day of the wk. u will know why later.

me and siti went to esprit and bought a 99.90 bag. then we went to cards n such and paid 11.40 for the wrapping service and a card. aft that, hungry siti suggested pastamania and not hungry pat ate creamy chicken again! wat the fuck sia. :( moreover, lunch was mac lor!

24th jul (tue) - met up with neo and char at thomson for barnsburry. music was nice company was good. they brought along the brownies they baked in the aftnn and they were super yummy. i ate a lot. its not v swt wat. hen hao chi. lets bake soon!

not enough of chitchat yet. we went tongshui for a drink and marked essays. i like marking! its v fun. but really tiring. neo took pics of me marking. bt im v lazy to upload. photobucket is forever laggy.

25th jul (wed) - modestos with vanessa sue and neo. v yummy yummy alfredo!! we ordered 2 pizzas and 2 spag! super yummy. :) dessert was some thousand leaves cake from coffeebean. its a choc cake la. nice!

26th jul (thur) - yes... neo and char again. ok. i shall sound more excited. YAY MEET-UP WITH NEO AND CHAR AGAIN! i love them loads. it was to celebrate neo's bday! we ate... er... oh yah we went wildrocket!

i rushed to town to try to get sth for neo before she arrived at 7.30. but as u know, im v fickleminded and i really cldnt decide wat to get. i went marks n spencers, mphosis, dorothy perkins and some other random shops. i saw this plain blue top which i think suit her but then again, it seemed too plain a present. so i called char and told her i was getting perlinis instead.

poor char was v tired also. she worked the whole day at changi and she had to rush to bishan to get a happy bday spongebob balloon plus a sunflower for neo before coming down to ps to meet us. she told me she was irritated cus she had to rush here and there. i felt qt bad. its like, i didnt do much...

anws. i was choosing from the key pendants when neo called.

neo: where are you? (sounded v irritated)
pat: erm. im at... er. im at toa payoh? (shit. is she angry cus we are both late?)
neo: wat time will u reach? (still irritated)
pat: er. i dont know? soon i guess.
neo: ok
pat: where are you now?
neo: outside ps?
-silence-
(shit. my heart was beating at like 200/min.)
pat: are you ok? u sound angry.
neo: im ok la.
pat: huh... er. wat happened? are you really ok?
neo: -silence-
pat: erm...
neo: aiya i quarrelled with my mum la!
pat: oh. er. ok i will try to rush down asap. sorry...

sigh. actually, i was alrd at ps. heart beating at 250/min cus i havent gotten anything yet! and i was also worried that i might bump into her also. u see la. both chars were angry with me. :(

quickly anyhow chose a key pendant and a pair of v cute rabbit earrings which neo feedbacked that they are v small and she doesnt wear small earrings :(

when everything was wrapped up, i went to dorothy perkins to meet neo. we tried on a few tops. feeling-better-neo bought 2/3 tops and feeling-more-at-ease pat bought a top. we both bought the plain top which i mentioned above!

aft char came, we cabbed to wildrocket for dinner. mine was crabmeat linguine. v yummy but no photos yet. sorry... lazy. then there was another cake for neo. chocolate lava or sth. hen hao chi. :)

to be continued cus i feel qt lazy... sorry... :)

at 12:40 AM

Monday, July 30, 2007

im super lazy to blog. i have so much to say. i swear i opened this webpage at least 8 times and every time, i closed it after doing my stuff online cus either i felt tired or whatever.

hi there. anyone misses me?

nope.

ok fine. i shall cont not to blog.

btw. i ate hokkien mee again. hahaha.

at 11:42 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

I JUST ATE HOKKIEN MEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at 12:10 AM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

i feel qt upset.
for the past one wk, my dinner was... a combination of either 3 or 4 of the following junk:

honey stars, hersheys choc, julie cream crackers, nora prawn crackers, driver's indo prawn crackers, oreo cookies, timtam choco mint, pringles sour cream, cadbury blackforest choc (everyday) and i dont know wat other biscuits/chocs la. except normal food.

oh. but im glad i met the perfects on mon and we ate cedele! its finally a normal meal and its v yummy but supa dupa huge la the sandwich!

i jus ate TWO munchy donuts. with choc on top and peanut butter inside. v oily and un-nice but i jus cant stop my hand and mouth leh. sigh.

today, breakfast was chipsmore and oreo. then lunch was chicken rice. dinner was chicken rice. in btwn, i ate a blueberry pancake. and needless to say, the two munchies. :(( double unhappiness.

last night was bah kut teh. did i eat a lot?
gw: YES.
:((( triple unhappiness.

cabbed EVERYDAY to work. quadraple unhappiness. :((((

bank balance dropped by 2k!!! ETERNAL UNHAPPINESS. ARGH.

at 11:52 PM

im so lazy la.

i need to go back office to do sth and i need to cut my hair today BUT

i am still at home!

i was really tired so i napped till 4. painted my mother's nails red. and here i am.

feel like eating pasta now.

i shall go bathe now and go woodlands. then, tmr, i shall cut my hair and also, blog abt the past 5 days.

at 4:56 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

omg. i cant believe we took HUNDRED AND THIRTEEN pictures jus now la! hahah ridiculous leh. and its taking up 217mb of space!!! we shld nv go mustafa again. haha. we spent almost 30 each and we took so many senseless pics.

crazyness. im gona do sth to my cam pic size and also burn stuff into cds. i got more than 15 empty cds...

me and the two crazyPerfects really ate a lot today. esp me.

dad bought 7 soon kueh this morn! so i ate one. haha. crazy right. as in my dad. how to finish 7??
then he asked me to finish his meepok. so i did.

char asked me out at the v last min and we decided to go ikea cus i need to get stuff for my farewell. we rushed to amk to catch the 3.10 shuttle but there was no shuttle!! the station guy said it stopped its service since last yr. wat crap. tampines ikea opened only this yr leh. so we went town instead. like i mentioned, or did i not, i've been craving for creamy pasta. so we went pasta mania. not v yummy but no choice la. plus 3 garlic bread and f&n orange each!

shopped arnd ps but i had nth to buy. so sad. kinda contradicting. i wana save money but ive been spending money.

dinner was a summerhouse donut for me. plus passion fruit drink at fish n co. was there with gw kun and garylim.

supper was peanut butter toast again! and fries and chrysanthemum tea. gosh. a lot of food right! i still feel v full now. :(

i gtg pee. cya.

at 4:13 AM

Friday, July 13, 2007

i jus wan a lot a lot of money to buy a lot a lot of things which i know will be of no use to me.
but i need to destress. i need shopping therapy. i need movie therapy. maybe i shld jus go sun plaza and watch movies alone. and these few days, eating isnt helping much either.

at work, i feel lazy but i feel i shldnt be so lazy and useless. sigh nvm...

i guess my family members do not really like communicating with me much and i know my presence is not v impt. though im afraid of being alone at home, i have somehow decided not to go thailand with them next month. actually, i do not know at all when they are going and i was qt surprised my grandma is going too. needless to say, patrick's gf is going too and my family is paying. they are booking the tics tomorrow...

i hope i wont be this unhappy when sch starts. cus sch starts = more time at home.

at 10:54 PM

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm --> interesting... hmm...

You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.

You are an emotional and sensitive person. You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar.

Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

at 10:31 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

pix from the ktv last sun. btw. i haven blogged the pix from my bday yet lor...

and a big thank you to damian for treating us to macs! :D sinful. :(

and a bonus for you! hahaha. my cute mother.

at 3:39 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

im qt slpy. so this post is gona be qt random.

was grumbling abt unfairness at work. but this whole wk, i was given the "honour" not to serve customers. but often, i felt uneasy. sigh. its so contradicting la.

had to carry some heavy stuff home on thur so i had to cab. which sums up to 6 times of cabbing this wk. :( its contradicting again. i will nv tell myself to save money anymore cus its better if i dont make any resolutions.

i guess i know why they say, dreams wont come true if u rem what your dreams are abt. thats cus, when u slp, u dream of what u dream abt in the day or hope that will come true. therefore, they will nv come true cus you have always been dreaming/hoping. get it? haha nvm...

ytd was durian feast. we bought 16 durians! and 3kg of mangosteens. i guess everyone really loves me cus they stuffed me with lots of durians and mangosteens. they even opened for me lor. they said i suck at opening the mangosteens. v nice right. haha. everything was free! including the fries aft our feast. so sinful right.

it was also connie - pantry aunty's bday ytd. we put tgt some money and gave her an angbao. hope its of some help to her and her family. :)

connie and fieko!

fieko and me!

v pretty siti and fieko!

today is my FATHER's bday. he made me really sad and i actually cried a bit. like maybe teared 5 times aft the dinner? and furthermore, i bought a cake from centrept to surprise him but he didnt even look or eat or blow or anything.

was in town with xuan to shop in the aftnn cus i haven been shopping for ages but i didnt get anything in the end. instead, stupid xuan who claims she is saving money bought a top!!

aft the dinner, i didnt wan to go home or be with the family, i went back town again. and sadly, there was nth much. i hate sales. i know im crazy. but i hate sales.

pat: fieko! u know what! the shop is selling the sony t20 for 525!
rafieko: woah! thats good. i'll go with you later to get it.
pat: huh. i dont want. its so cheap...
rafieko: what the fuck sia pat. then u rather get the 599??
pat: yahla. obviously i will get the 599. 525 too cheap le la. no sense of security...
rafieko: what the fuck sia pat. haha. pple wan cheap u rather wan exp. crazy la pat.

haha i love fieko fieko even though he doesnt seem honest. hmm... but i guess everyone has their reasons to lie sometimes.

let me show u the cake which me and philip and mummy jus ate! really yummy leh.

choc truffle with cherries!

can u see the cherries? but its v blur hor... hmm...

greedy philip. haha.

me and xuan. arent we pretty?? hahaha. but shes prettier la. the power of love.

i woke up pretty early to get ready for ktv. but von pangseh at the v last min la. she kept apologizing and she thought i was angry. but i really wasnt. and i kinda expected this the night before also. its ok la von. i hope u two can clear things up also.

so... i vaccumed the house and packed my table!

look at my table... hahaha.

its better now right.

my bed. so clean and neat. mum changed the bedshts while i was out.

i wana go shopping tmr... i spent 50 on dinner and 60 or 70 (dont qt rem) on this... i jus needed to get sth real bad jus now. destress destress!

nice? hahaha. i doubt i will wear it la.

at 11:16 PM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

work has been ok. jus kinda upset over fieko's life. if only i cld be his colleague forever. if only he cld be my colleague forever...

was really happy when meeting up with the perfectTwos! and god. i really ate damn a lot a lot. the sinful peanut butter toast. but it was really nice la.

went amk with fam to eat la mian for dinner last sat. aft getting my cam, i met up with gw for mac. aft mac, i met up with the two Chars for supper. i cant believe it!!

and the night before, which was fri, gw and xk asked me out for supper too. we ate... oh i didnt eat. how come ar? but ltr i da bao-ed nasi lemak and i ate a bit. haha. was at 3am la!

i dont rem wat else happened...

oh. sun went partyworld. ate mac again. and gelare waffles.

tue - famous amos, gelare waffles and creamy pasta!!

wed which is today - ban mian for lunch, pasta mania creamy pasta, bubble tea & durians!!!

and mon - wed, cabbed to work.

ARGH. my life is v sad. cus i jus gained freaking 2kg la!

at 11:06 PM