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Sunday, December 30, 2007

sigh im hopeless la. i just came back from ba chor mee at thomson. hai... and im so sad la. i need to play more mj cus i was losing like shit at first. 15dollars lor. luckily sean helped to recoup my losses and we won 2dollars in the end. haha. but i didnt take the money la. vann is a 2nd-timer and omg la. she won more than 16dollars initially. so power right.

argh. my tummy is super round. :( its kinda sad that i dont seek to improve.

oh shit. forgot to msg chianrui back. he smsed me abt some sch stuff and i feel so sian. sch is starting and revision classes are coming and then its exams! haven started studying for wed's test yet! im dead meat la. dead dead dead!

anws. ktv this morn was not bad. haha i like to sing with sue! lets sing more before you go Germany ok P3! :)

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

im damn sad and sleepy now. im very sad bcus my stupid phone is damn stupid. it deleted neo's smses from Rome! so sad! i can only rem bits and pieces. :( and the next is the gstoffset thingie! its going to be the 31st but i totally haven activated and i have no pin and no singpass to login to my account. argh damn sad.

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was really super duper sad this morn cus everyone told me i got cold sores! and most pple get cold sores from like french kissing? wth la. the WHOLE area around my small mouth was peeling. damn gross. i dont know. it felt v itchy and i cldnt really open my mouth big. damn sad. the saddest thing is that cold sores come as and when they want to. it cant really be cured? sigh. im sad again lor really really sad.

now my cheeks also feel kinda rough. the mouth area is better but still not ok. it still feels damn rough and my mouth still cant really open bigger. argh damn sad. i was also super duper sad the day before cus i cldnt shit and i cldnt even stand straight at work. damn sad la. my body system is super duper haywire. btw. recent fav phrase: super duper and chao ji wu di (super ultimate or sth).

i cldnt shit and was not feeling comfortable but i had to acc siti to buy present for anna. and lovely xuan was so swt. she insisted on coming though siti was around cus she said she had not seen me for a long time. which is a week or so ba. her phone had no batt and she had to use payphone lor. damn poor thing la. haha. i bought her strawberry swts. and we ate ichiban! ended off with green tea ice cream with glutinous rice balls and i ate mac choco cone on our way back. yea im damn fat. we wanted to discuss abt sun but obviously, we didnt discuss anything with regards to sun's gathering at all. we just talked abt nonsense la. i love her! haha.

anw. i finally took a bus to work today! neo spammed me with 6 smses from Rome at appx 6.50am. auntie connie also msged me "wake up pat" at 7am. haha. so i had no choice but to wake up and bathe due to all the stupid vibrations made from the phone.

work was ok today but sth happened la. not abt me. but from this and few other things, i realised i really become v stupid and i feel ive disappointed lisa. i say really stupid things which irritate her and i dont know. sigh. i wanna be smarter and stop acting bimbo. i say irrelevant things and comments that are quite weird and "different". i dont have common sense. really. or maybe i had but i lost it. :(



aft work was ktv! haha. boss treated us to dinner and everyone had an upsized mac meal but guess what. partyworld confiscated all our drinks! nobody drank at all lor! not even a sip! super wasted la. damn partyworld. my mgr wanted to see their mgr and they sent two waitresses to come explain. so in the end we gave in la cus they were super duper insistent. once again, stupid partyworld. btw. boss paid for ktv too. haha damn shiok right. the room itself was alrd 140+++. eunice rocks! finally, the perfect night ended with a perfect cliched song - thats what friends are for. haha i love the last part. everyone was happy. :)

i ate super duper a lot lor. mac plus all the tidbits and choc cake! haha cus we bought a cake for the dec babies also. :) april and anna. but april is mean. she said, "eh u not full one ar. why u keep eating?"

but shes right. april. you are right.

gonna be up early for ktv again tmr. crazyness right. goodnight.

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Thursday, December 27, 2007

my christmas presents from sue and vann! :)
really like both presents. in fact, seeing them (the items, not the people) make me really happy.

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i was very upset last night cus i cldnt shit. im very upset tonight cus i still cant shit. i hope tmr will be a better day for me. sigh.

char is flying off in 6hrs! be safe char! :)

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

my fingers were trembling. when my a/c balance appeared on the screen, my face fell flat and my heart sank. damn it. what have i been spending on? the other time xk saw the figure and he was damn amazed. the figure i saw just now is half of that. and what abt my pay? so have i been spending my part time pay AND my savings also? i really shld learn to keep track. what am i doing? ok its not too late. its not too late. breathe in breathe out pat. plans plans! the insurance i bought... isit useful? i better check. no procrastination. maybe i shldnt have short hair? but no la this is silly. i love short hair. sigh. argh. and now im scared of the dark. why? cus i just watched i am legend. damn scary show. luckily xuan didnt watch. super scary. will smith is damn poor thing. the show is very very sad too. i guess most find it amusing but i think its real sad.

i changed 3 outfits today lor.

1st set - city harvest & sakae at J8
2nd set - shopping with bro & pasta mania
3rd set - i am legend

i shld slp now but poor sue is worse off la. i dont even know if shes home yet and she slept only 2hrs this morn. shes crazy. kk i gotta go aft surfing a while of net. gotta wake up at 9 tmr! :(

sigh my christmas really ended on a pretty sad note. boo.

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

im home! haha but going out again. :) quite tired actually.

yay yay tmr is facial battle and meeting the Ps.

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smses are still coming in. if only they were like money rolling in...


ok... ive sent a few smses to pple i care and i assume they care too. but since my dear neozers cant seem to receive any smses, i shall type it here. but shes in italy la. so er. when she reads this, it'll be how belated lor. :(


neoneo! its going to be year 2008 and it marks the 9th year of our on and off friendship!! :) haha i love you really very much cus you're my "longest" friend. k la. i love you really very much bcus you're my... erm... nicest friend? (im sure my tagboard is gonna be flooded with insults again haha.) anyways, i hope you had a merrilicious christmas with your GOOD friends and i bet you took a billion pictures. if you do miss us cus we arent there for you this christmas, take out the video we made and watch it. after the video, lift up your head and look at the neospray poster we gave you! and finally, give a BIG grin! (i assume you werent lying when you said its displayed in your room.)


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my mum keeps saying that yangzongwei is ugly. actually after youtubing that whole night, i realised he is a bit ugly and act cute. kinda gross also. sigh so sad la. i hate having to have nth to look forward to lor. maybe thats why i love watching tv. esp serials. cus i know i can always look forward to the next ep.


philip is still not ready!!

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hi! this is my 261st entry of this new blog. haha. i almost forgot i had another blog. that blog has really a lot of happy and funny stuff from poly. and pre-poly. i started that after i grad from sec and i didnt change it until one unfine rainy day. sigh. nvm. things always change for the better right?

im so happy for sue cus shes happier. i think when pple grow older, they become unhappier cus they tend to think more and they have more pressures and stuff la. aiya a lot of reasons but im currently quite lazy to think.

i was so afraid i wldnt have the christmas mood to reply and msg pple who care. i deleted every single greeting sms from my friends and colleagues. i received not a lot la. less than 20. and i slept super early last night aft i came back from town so i only saw most of the msgs this morn. v tired la. i slept at 9.30. wanted to try to tahan a while more to see who were gonna appear on kangxi (a tv show) but er. i really cldnt take it. when i woke up, it was only freaking 11.35pm lor! wth la. i felt like i slept for 2 nights. i was so afraid i cldnt slp. haha but luckily aft replying a few smses, i managed to cont slping again.

charrypoo! did i reply at 11plus? cus i rem i replied you when i woke up. or was it 3plus?

i woke up at 7.30 this morning and was super hungry. so glad there was prata with sugar! why did i wake up so early when happening-xuan only slept at almost 7am? haha. i went chc with vann sue and py and wy! we were almost 1.5hrs late but we were so lucky! just in time for the play. when we sat down, the play started the next min! it was not bad. i'll go every year lor. as long as there's the girls. but i wished gw and xuan were there cus i know they will enjoy. too bad they cant make it.

anw, i just came back from yummy sushi! sue and sushi really made my day! the sushi was better than sue la of cus. food makes my world go round and round lor. :) haha. if sushi and sue were to drop into the sea, who wld i save? SUSHI!

supposed to bring philip out to buy a new bag but he wanna watch his cartoons. it ends at 4. wahlau. nvm. i can rest. im feeling tired again. bye!

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Sunday, December 23, 2007

since i was uploading pics, i decided to look at the old pics and sigh. i was v skinny and happy. but i was not happy cus i was skinny. everyone else was happy too. everyone led a carefree life. ai xuan gw zhen teck kent hida kun wy... everyone was genuinely happy in the pictures. i only looked at pictures from two folders and... sigh. i stopped browsing. look at those genuine smiles. im not sure if its the maturity/ageing with time, or the hectic lives that everyone is leading now (or whatever other reasons which i refuse to accept), the smiles have changed. everyone seems tired and not so happy. dont you think so? or maybe my point of view/perspective has changed.

(its all randomly picked from the hundreds of pics taken on two days of class gathering)

look at xiuzhen. shes damn funny. and oh pls lor. she really has lost a lot of weight. look at me and gw la. we are super obese now. :(






















































maybe only this smile is real...

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the kenny rogers day! (and sadly, my nike bottle has some scratches alrd. poor bottle.)


my grandma's 81st bday! (i think its 81st... haha.)




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Saturday, December 22, 2007

very silly conversation btwn me and xuan that took place from 10am till even now.
(this is just a very silly and emptyheaded conversation. i hope we dont offend anyone.)

10plus am.
pat: so tonight going clubbing ar? or another friend's bday again?
xuan: haha yah. celebrating jesus's bday in advance.
pat: wah. you got damn a lot of friends leh. you even know jesus.
xuan: yahlor. this morn we just celebrated bday with dua bei gong and we ate tang yuan. i woke up v early just for him lor.
pat: wah you really a lot of friends leh. dua bei gong stays at your hse right? sigh. my dad said we cant eat tang yuan for 3 years. cus of my ahma...
xuan: huh how come? got clash one meh. oh no la. dua bei gong ate and left alrd.
pat: i dont know leh. i think also cus that time we wanted dua bei gong to help us install the tv... then aiya got quarrel lor... sigh long story la.
xuan: huh you nv tell me. i can ask him to help you lor.

6plus pm.
pat: im going chc next wk.
xuan: huh how come? you christian meh?
pat: haha everyone needs a religion to be happy. :)
xuan: no wonder dua bei gong dont wanna install tv for you cus u betray him.

hahahaha. wo de tian ah. so silly.

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haha silly me suddenly got all hyped-up... oh no... they stopped the song.

my head became ok cus the malay wedding downstairs was playing my fav buble song! :)

nvm alrd. they stopped playing... my headache is back again. and they are playing some song that sounds really sad. i think when i get married, i will hire a wedding planner.

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i miss plucking char's dead hair.

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edit: this is damn funny. hahaha.

pat` is no longer tired, mentally. she knows that life still goes on but sometimes, she wonders why. says:
tmr i going vivo watch jasmine carol
h says:
hmm
h says:
who is jasmine carol ar?
pat` is no longer tired, mentally. she knows that life still goes on but sometimes, she wonders why. says:
er jasmine is my sim friend
pat` is no longer tired, mentally. she knows that life still goes on but sometimes, she wonders why. says:
carol is the thing she does
pat` is no longer tired, mentally. she knows that life still goes on but sometimes, she wonders why. says:
sing xmas songs?

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omg sigh i gotta say this before i go. sue is really damn pretty la. shes so skinny and she knows how to dress up. being skinny is so good lor. sigh.

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rem the forfeit drink which i mentioned? char! i suddenly have this really ingenious idea! we should make pple drink my prune juice! hahaha. YUCKS. gross. i have a slight headache after i drink it each time. but im damn slack and not disciplined now. so sad. i used to drink every night before i slp.

more evidence of ill-discipline - the essay due last wed, is undone! unstarted. and i forgot to pay sim my membership fees! i dont wanna go down clementi all the way la and next week is pretty packed for me. but chianrui told me i wont be able to go for exams! wth. refund me my 10k la idiot.

ytd night was really tiring. i was v tired but poor char was dying. almost. sigh. she looked so tired. her face was like some tired dog lor. she didnt even speak a word (bark). but she sent me home anyways. thanks leh charrypoo. cus you are not poop.

when i was home, dad bought prawn mee. but me and char had super late dinner. BK at 11. i was damn full and i felt really fat and sad. my dad should really control his diet if he doesnt wanna end up like me. he finished my box of van houten chocs given by teck. i bet hes gonna finish the box of rocher from my aunt.

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neo! did you receive my sms?! i heard you bitch a lot abt me with char. damn jian la. i will splash red paint on you at the airport next year.

and kangs is on her way to thailand now to visit her relatives! hahah its so weird right. why did her relatives migrate to thailand?

wen is busy too. char is busy too. maybe vann and sue are right. we shld set a specific date or day to meet each mth.

but im ok la. im happy to rest more since going out means eating so im happy to be home. happy christmas girls. im slpy again so im gonna nap a bit and make philip go with me vivo tmr.

oh i forgot to mention my grandma's bday. i'll upload pictures later maybe and i must burn photos for my P2 and P3! :)

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

sigh... its been almost 3 years... they are still tgt... you see... i really really think if you had tried, things wld have lasted. but anws. it was one-sided la. haha what to do right. if time cld be turned back, i cld do nth also. so... nvm...! haha sigh...

on a happier note! ytd was a happy day for me. :) today was not bad.

i was actually quite tired ytd aft boring stats cus its getting more and more difficult with all the stupid stupid formulae. but meeting up with the girls and doing and getting things i like (eating) really cheer me up. met sue and vanessa at suntec aft sch and they wanted to get a la senza bra for me. it was so obvious cus they called and asked me for my cup size. they said they are getting for somebody who has similiar boob size. i said i dont know whats mine and they asked me to go over and try cus supposed to meet at marina sq ma. aft i tried, i told them "that friend" doesnt need bras actually cus "that friend" still has 2 new ones with tags, not worn yet. "that friend" doesnt need so many la. i told them i think "that friend" wants pjs. but van said its a waste of money. which is right. (i can get from pasar malam lor.) so i told them to get the nike bottle (which i like a lot), for "that friend". haha. there was no stocks at tangs wisma and taka when i went last week but marina has a lot! there were like 10 bottles lor! so happy. :) there was a new piece and the nike person offered to gift wrap but we said we'll wrap ourselves. cheapo sue la. she wants the wrapper. and to make the whole event seem "real", sue carried the bottle the whole day cus she wanted to give me a "surprise". what cute friends i have. and oh! they let me eat my kenny rogers! so happy la. makes me feel like drinking their chicken soup again. char! they love the soup too! and corn niblets and cheese pasta. omg. im hungry. can we eat that again and watch a movie?! i love chicken soup!

i think i watch a lot a lot of tv and im tired. im gona slp soon. today was a long day. it wasnt long but im really quite tired. april my colleague came my hse and she borrowed a pair of shorts and a top. i gave her a panty also cus she stained. i got new ones anw. with tag also k.

tmr is gona be food day again. buffet! wo de tian ah. i just gobbled down a box of durians and a pkt of lays. evil me sometimes wished my durian neighbour was out of job. haha no la. kidding. but he really is always out of job. quite poor thing la.

yay. im happy now but i'll be sad cus im scared. my bank balance... i dont dare to check leh how... :((

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

im like chatting online and uploading photos and sending photos to pple when i realised, shit. my ibm assignment which requires research and 3 full pages of words, is due on wed. damn it. but im feeling so slpy now. and i cant slp cus i jus ate a quarter of my 10-dollar watermelon and 2 fried chicken wings.

its been a week of food feast and im feeling fatter than usual. i think i can recall whatever i ate. shall i list down? no? i shall.

k la. in sum, i dinnered at ichiban with meiling helen serena and elaine on wed, dinnered with mingxuan ethel gwen vivian on thurs at village and dinnered at miss claritys with wen and char on fri.

in school, i wld eat tuna sandwiches or chicken sandwiches or egg tarts. at work, i wld eat nasi padang with loads of curry and nougats in btwn. at home, i wld eat a lot of tidbits and homecooked food lor. and sadly, i haven shitted for 5 days. i think its food overload. i dont know.

ytd was the ultimate. keegan kent kun gw teck shan stracy sheena ai xuan zhen came my hse for a mini steamboat. i felt quite sian at first cus i was waiting for everyone to come and some had to leave early, others cld only come later than ten. like the class cant even gather for once?? but midway, i felt quite happy cus i suddenly realised the guys all came in green and the girls all came in red and everyone brought a present! without the presents, it wldnt be a success also cus gift exchange was really quite fun. and we managed to get the pple who wanted to leave at ten to stay till abt eleven cus xuan cld only reach at eleven. kudos xuan! :)

there. these are the gifts. i wanted to get a xmas tree cus its not that exp but then i guess it wld really take up space in my store.



my parents are really nice pple. my mum bought all the meat and prawns and stuff and she offered to pay for all. its hundred plus lor. she even bought chicken wings in case we were hungry and she cld fry for us. my dad needed to slp in actually but he woke up early with the intention of going market to help me get fishballs and yong tau foo. but i was earlier so i went to buy myself. philip was nice too cus he helped carry the tidbits and drinks back from the supermarket and my arms are aching like shit now. patrick also helped to set up the dvd player.

since i woke up early and i slept late the night before aft meeting with wen and char, i took a long nap and when i woke up, everything was cut nicely and the food were all in containers in the fridge. my parents are super nice. my dad made the stock and he added dried scallops, pork bones? and veg of cus.

anw. in the end, i felt bad cus i made my friends watch all my yangzongwei videos and i think they were bored. and i feel bad cus i know they went mac aft that so i feel like im a bad host and i chased them away? but i really didnt la. i was afraid they were too tired. i dont mind if they wana stay longer cus aft all, i really crave for mj which i didnt touch at all. no cluedo either cus we played card games and i was not concentrating also lor. i dont know what i was doing. watching tv i think. oh yah yangzongwei isit? haha sigh. i was damn lucky though. zhen was quite poor thing. i shld have taken a picture of the forfeit drink. it was coke plus 2 kinds of vodka plus sour plums, prunes, chocs and potato chips. gross! my hair wld stand everytime i saw someone drink.

so they ate mac breakfast and lived happily ever after and me? i read kiterunner till i fell aslp. im so sad lor! i didnt get to cram in kents van tgt with them. rem once we went chalet, we hitched a ride from a lorry driver and all of us sat in the lorry from the chalet to the mrt station. so fun. and we all teased xuan and said it was her lorry. poly life was great.

whatever it is, i really really hope everyone enjoyed and its the best that i cld do actually since it was really kinda like a one-man show. i know its not "fulfilling" enough. chalet next time then. though it wld be exp.

sigh i love blogging. it makes me feel like ive told the whole world how i feel. and my mum is crazy. shes asking me to eat again. helo. the amt of chips and chocs and watermelon (damn swt!) last night. plus the 6 chicken wings and 5 nuggets i ate this morn? pls stop asking me to eat fried rice. tonight k? my aunt jus gave us 2 cans of pringles and the biggest box of rocher and pocky and fruittips? all my fav. shit. fat. and slpy. omg. its going to be 6. my stupid ibm assignment!

resolution for xmas! to spend lesser cus ive spent more than a thousand this dec and argh! a thousand. its crazy.

before i go, pictures!

a cute yong tau foo! haha so cute right.


they eating. i ate with my parents at 5 plus. they only ate at 8 plus. by then i wld have fainted from hunger lor.


the guys in green


candid shot of girls in red


(haha stupid kent the stupid photographer!)


after the severe scoldings he got from the red girls, kent took a better shot.


the 2nd highlight of the night! the first was the gift exchange ma. which reminds me. everyone got a taste of the cake. so glad shan stracy and keegan decided to stay a bit longer. look! swensens christmas logcake! yummy! omg makes me feel like eating again.


enjoying the yummy logcake - rocky road


a symbol of peace (kun & teck)


nice pic! cus i took it!


i didnt know the present i picked was from teck and an hr later aft this pic then i realised. so qiao right! and me and ai bought the same thing! so qiao right. haha.


poor gw. he had to eat all the decomposed prunes and chocs.




poor ai too. hahaha.


forcing them to watch yangzongwei. haha.


all of us :)


er. my breakfast this morning.

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