oh, love's gonna get you down.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

though i only managed to catch 4 hrs of sleep and as a result, i had to cab to work, i did not regret cus it was a happy happy night. hehe. scrabbled all night long and guess what. ALL OF MY PERFECT FRIENDS HAVE SCRABBLE!!! including wong kangwei lor! me and kangs bought at mustafa ytd! so cool right. vann has too i think. she just gotta go dig out from her store. haha.

im going to bathe now. shall not bore you with a list of the massive amount of food i consumed ytd. ok la. maybe i shld. you look disappointed. hahahaha.

erm. oh. yah. i ate papaya and banana and cream crackers for breakfast. filet meal for lunch. which reminds me. freaking angry ytd with the stupid yin du ren who served me. she gave me an upsized meal. damn idiot la. i said no upsize lor. k nvm. teabreak was laksa. dinner was zi char with my fam. kinder bueno. cadbury fruit and nut. dim sum. yea you're right. jalan besar again. hehe. we love green bean soup! we are gonna hold a scrabble tournament with green bean soup and cadbury fruit and nut! hahaha. whee.

today was a busy busy day. finally went facial. yay. tmr gonna cut hair. yay. but im really pretty broke. sigh. i was all alone today lor. i ate a hotdog bun alone for breakfast. i ate sushi myself at ichiban for lunch. i drank bubble tea and ate durians alone for dinner. haha but im ok with being alone la. i was too tired to talk to pple anyway.

at 9:32 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

few months ago, i spent most days with char and we had happy but guilty times tgt. now that neo's finally back, char's working hard at work with amber. hahaha.

my life now has a few new faces which always appear for suppers and their names appear often in my inbox. as for those whose names appear for less than 3 times, erm... i dont know. everything takes two hands to clap. really. i clapped and i know pple who clapped even harder. they applauded and even did standing ovations but erm. i tried to find many excuses for those who either refuse to clap or are handicapped... nvm. dont know what im saying. anyways, this is just a v random post la. doesnt really mean anything.

xuan found a part time job. shit. i just rem i forgot to reply her. haha. anyways. zhen! kfc cheese fries soon! i love cheese fries!

when was the last time we went out for breakfast tgt as one whole family? i dont think it had happened before actually. we usually buy back. but today we did! visited grandma also. haven seen her for so long.

history:

thurs - shopping with neo. ktv with char and neo hehe.

we are so cute right. hahaha.

fri - work. wasabi tei with van. shopping with van and py.

sat - work and dinner with char and van. topic for dinner was pubic hair. hahaha. shoe-shopping while waiting for kangs. finally, mango cake, fruit tarts and dark choc magnum with kw van char and neo watching us eat. scrabbled and tabooed till neo cldnt take it anymore and sent us off with the excuse - "i'm sorry i got mothertrucking headache"

hahaha you shld have seen them lor. they make a perfect team.

hahahaha. video of the perfect AJs! they are so cute.

hahahaha i'm sorry but i think the perfect AJs are damn funny.

yummy and colourful!

where's char??

the bday girl really seemed unhappy right. "mothertrucking headache". whatever.

ok! done! going to read my book now. this week is gonna be really busy again. what a tai tai life right. tai tai without husband and money.

at 1:11 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

happy bday neozers! poor neozers. she has food poisoning and obviously, she has fever too cus when we hugged her, we were like hugging kfc hot wings.

anws. someone buy me scrabble! haha k la. actually i think i will buy myself on the day i dont feel so poor. its so fun. i can just play with philip lor. wonder if patrick wld wanna play. we can buy the travel set and play in the plane. actually its good also cus in future, we might need it for travelling when philip comes along.

at 1:15 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

sigh! feeling so fat now that i dont know if i shld slp.

ytd was creamy pasta, nasi lemak, durians bought from msia, a slice of choc truffle and a bit of apple crumble...

today, i ate 1 jco donut, 1 pkt of chicken rice, 5 pcs of cream crackers, 1 pc of papaya, 1 slice of the sorry-to-mummy cake, many pcs of free durians from neighbour, 1 mac apple pie, half a filet meal (shared with vann), jalan besar dim sum (2 pcs of har gao, 2 pcs of fried carrot cake, half an egg tart, 1 xiao long bao and a little bit of preserved egg porridge cus py ate a lot hehe).

OMG right. sigh. quantity and variety. shit la. tmr better not eat. but i'll be out with neo and char leh. k la. char eats little actually and i gotta go home for dinner anyway. going home for dinner on fri too. its nice to know you actually do belong somewhere.

ps: "sean and py la. so bad. woke me up for supper." --> i hereby apologise and retract this statement that was posted on Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 3:00 AM. i was the one who agreed to go out and eat instead of slping. nobody forced me. hehe.

at 5:11 AM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

hehe. looking forward to my adidas candy watch. i saw a very pretty fcuk dress ytd but its 129 dollars. so exp hor. i wont buy la of cus. dont worry. hopefully, mustafa has my black and pink watch. otherwise... :(

i hehe a lot nowadays and its indirectly bcus of kerly. she hehes damn a lot in her blog. hahaha. hehe.

at 3:55 PM

hehe. da gong gao cheng! :)

at 2:00 PM

sigh. today is a very sian day. the only happy thing was seeing xuan in the bus! so qiao right.

i hate lying. lying sucks. i had told a few lies and it was really v scary cus i was constantly worrying that someone might discover it. hai. i managed to get a cake cus i took bus from town to thomson and from thomson to home but i dont know how to "present" the cake. philip kept telling me to do it myself and i was just... aiya. v useless.

i finally tried the taka ambush pasta and its not that bad. im hungry. i suddenly feel like eating unagi.

anws. sorry girls for pangsehing for mj. yahla you know the reasons la... i think i will only go out 3 times a week lor. sigh. dont know what you two are doing now. nv reply my sms. hope you're having fun. :(

at 12:17 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

HAHAHA. i love this picture! oh so pretty. hehe.

ok. its finally sunshine after rain. a lot of tears and screaming and sigh dont know la. philip said i went crazy. actually, its not exactly sunshine for me and my mum. i wished i apologised but... sigh. i dont know. hai. anyways, im gonna slp soon. tired. sean and py la. so bad. woke me up for supper.

at 3:00 AM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

who says friends are not as impt as family? sometimes, friends know you better. but i cannot deny the fact that there are times only your family know the true colors of you.

at 3:28 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

i hate days like today. i thought i lost my camera and as if my poor performance at work wasnt bad enough. not to mention the drama before work. i looked at my organiser, trying to recall whether i took my cam out with me. no leh. the last time was keegan's bday dinner ma. patrick borrowed the next day but he returned me the same day. and that same day, i went for an interview but i didnt bring my cam. thurs, i was with char and neo for kfc and hairspray and i slacked all the way till 11pm while waiting for py to pick me up for super late dinner at xingwang. i ate chicken chop with rice at 1am lor! so fat right. then we played mj. i won 26! but we had agreed to divide by 2 so its 13. after mj, we still went for mcgriddles lor. fattening right. no photo taking also. on fri, met up with sue py van for supper at ma maison (steak and pasta were really good). scrabbled with py until sean came then we went sean's friend's hse to play mj. lost 14 but ok la. got a free ride home (again). no photo taking also. i think and think and i wondered if philip brought it to NE show but he didnt switch on his hp. suddenly, after a few drops of tears of self-pity, i rem me using it to take photos of myself in my parents' room. it was on the dressing table.

sigh. but i thought i was really quite calm. i mean, its just 500 of my own money. that's all ma. its not even anything. im so rich. i can take cab home everyday cus apparently, im always cabbing.

talking abt the free rides...
me: sigh i feel v bad that my friends hafta send me home all the time
sa: then dont go out lor

true. not sarcastic at all. i know. i will follow whatever is right. family will always be there for you. not friends. i shldnt stay out till 7am everyday. which ive been doing for the past few days. my family miss me. they cant call me cus my phone sucks. it hangs all the time. i was so worried it might just die cus i cldnt even switch it on that day.

im so slpy. i need luck.

ok. there you go... keegan the 23-yr-old bday boy:

at 7:50 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

oh yah.

present for x. (bought alrd. hehe. but actually this is not since last year. i just wanna make a xyz.)
present for y.
present for z. (bought alrd too! but haven seen it yet cus i "ordered". omg. i pray. sigh.)

at 12:07 PM

a summary of what i did (taken from my organiser from xuan):

last wed - supper with the guys. hehe. dim sum at jalan besar again.
last thur - adhoc job at spore flyer.
last fri - sushi tei and you know la. the busy day with many apptmts. i blogged abt it.
last sat - work.
last sun - zahidah's wedding and hellboy.

mon - supper with py and van at... oh. lai lai hong shao niu rou mian. hahaha. come come beef noodles. we shared two meals which come with bubble tea! ive been drinking a lot of bubble tea. i buy one when i take bus cus there's one stall at the bus stop! $1.20. cheap cheap. after supper, sean joined us for mj and we ended the game at 4 plus! we played 20-40 first but were going to divide by 2 cus 20-40 v big ma. we noobs leh. after dividing by 2, i won 13! haha paiseh la. luck was good in first two fengs. ate mcgriddles after mj and i reached home at 6 plus lor. yums! my cute little philip was v worried abt me cus he was leaving for sch but i was not home yet. haha.

tue - dinner at mof. sigh. it was a v weird and unlucky night.

1. kent forgot to bring keegan's bday present! i scolded him non-stop haha shiok! i rarely get to scold him leh. but he's v bad. he kept defending himself by throwing toothpicks into my shirt. and 5 mins later, both teck and kun had toothpicks in their hands. what the hell right.

2. stracy left her hp under the table and she didnt even know until the mof pple called. so honest hor. but they were closing so she cld only go back the next day.

3. the next morn, keegan called and asked me if i saw his new cam. he lost it too! they cldnt find it until aftnn. mof pple said it was under a bench. omg they really v honest la. i felt so sad for keegan cus he treated his sec sch friends worth $300 of food and games at nydc and mind cafe. if he lost his cam too, its really damn sad la. but yay. good lor. thanks to the honest mof pple. :)

wed - interview at kaplan. i thought the interview was at 5.30. at 4.30, the person called and asked me how come i didnt go for the interview. i immediately said "oh SHIT!" and i told her i got mixed up with another interview and i wld go down asap. hahah the fact that i said shit and i was late for 2.5hrs yet i got accepted on the spot, i think they need pple. dinner at at ichiban. hehe. not v hungry but i ate still. still hungry when i came home so i munched on cream crackers and bread and cheese. :(

thur - today! yay yay. im surfing kfc website now and its v strange they dont have drinks included in their delivery meals. what the hell. so weird. it was the fries. now its the drinks. whats wrong with them. sooner or later they wont have chicken delivered to us too. retarded totally.

at 12:01 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

below taken from wh's blog which is COMPLETE EXAGGERATION:

i wanted to meet up with pattilicious to sing but shes got no money = your cousin here is damn broke leh. thats what she told me but if she were to save up her daily suppers and snacks plus cab fares, she could have booked the entire karaoke lounge, or even book a few outlets on different days and invite all of our family along.

haha i dont take cabs anymore!!! but yahla. i do snack and supper a lot. haha.

at 3:06 AM

我这里一切都变了
我变的懂事了
我又开始写日记了
而那你呢

我这里一切都变了
我变的不哭了
我把照片也收起了
而那你呢

如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方
像开始时那样
握着手就算天快亮

我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方
像结束时那样
明知道你没有错
还硬要我原谅
我不会原谅

at 2:53 AM

do you know? my temper is actually not very good and i cannot really take criticisms. i quite dislike it when pple tell me what i shld do what i shld not. i guess ive been doing a lot of wrong then, cus nowadays, pple keep telling me i shld do this i shld do that. they are right but... i dont know. im stubborn. sometimes, i will not answer/argue and i will still think the way i always think. shld be. i dont know. oh. you can comment on my obesity. i think its totally ok seriously. i accept them.

reason is, i THINK i can judge for myself what's right and wrong. (take note of "think") of course there will be lots of time when my thoughts are different from others and i find myself v stupid but its ok to be different right? i really admire py for being so cool abt everything and not caring abt what pple say behind her back. damn pro la. i wanna be a selfish person i wanna be not nice i wanna be myself. aiya actually, all these issues have been haunting me since dont know when la. i bet i blogged abt this before.

another thing is, im always avoiding issues. i always have a lot a lot of thoughts but i bottle them up. i tell others but not the person involved and i know its not right. even my mum says so. she told me i shld tell the person so that in future, things will not be always repeating and the contents in my bottle get more and more and just erupt someday but the person doesnt even know what's happening cus he/she didnt know ive been unhappy all along. you know?

i feel that im getting ruder and ruder to my friends. like my eq is damn low now. i dont know why. maybe its cus i dont wanna please my friends anymore but its really v bad. really badd.

i think im quite comfortable with the way things are. i mean, nobody is perfect and nobody's life is and its tiring to make both perfect. but still, ive made some resolutions secretly and hopefully, things become better.

random thoughts. super hot. gonna on aircon.

at 2:47 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

at 11:20 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

i feel very busy even though its hols and i have no work. sigh. at times i feel like working but when they call me for interviews, i just dread the thought of going.

ytd was such a busy day for me cus many pple asked me out hehe. though i had to reject vann for dinner, i managed to have sushi tei with neo and char for lunch. rushed home to give my dad a welcome home cum belated bday surprise but it was a total flop. hahaha v lousy lor. but at least he was happy la.

hahaha look at my mum. she's like how happy la.

we all have huge legs lor. haha patrick was so upset.

the cake v cute right. had a quick dinner which includes fried chicken wings and sotong balls and a slice of cake, i cabbed down to smrt and indulged in more sushi, konnyaku jelly and delifrance blueberry muffins (yummy!).

after we finished watching "august rush", i went home and ate more - potato chips. i eat a lot hor. i just ate ban mian and also finished up the calbee chips. hehe. nice. im gonna slp now. i didnt slp well cus philip kept elbowing my face last night! :( bye.

at 4:23 PM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

vann and py left abt 2 hrs ago and yay! i finally got my winning pic from golf! hehe.

we played scrabble twice today and cluedo once. cluedo was so bad cus vann is such a bad player.

today was a super long day. i went for interview and erm. sigh i dont know. heavy workload but little pay. sigh! i hope i get tuition jobs soon. :( even neo has tuition jobs alrd! btw. my best friend neo got into rajah and tann which is a top 5 law firm! cool right. so happy for her! :)

rushed to boonkeng after the extremely long interview to meet py and we drove back to my home. when vann arrived, we played boardgames with philip and indulged in peanut butter bread. hahaha yummy!

after dinner, we queued for the axs for almost an hr lor! py la. wanna pay her credit card bills. sean came over later too. haha everyone loves philip lor. so good. so proud of my cute brother. thanks to sean, i dled 5 new psp games! :)

at 1:36 AM

Monday, July 07, 2008

im so fattilicious.

i thought i wld slp with an empty stomach but i cldnt resist food so hehe. py and vann came and picked me up last night for sups. we went hans cus its 24hr. we shared egg omelette with super unwedgy wedges, fried rice with ham and prawn and egg and pea and corn (hah! vanessa! my memory fantastic ok!), CHOC TRUFFLE! and apple pie. kinda stressful cus i chose 3 dishes of out of 4. chatted till abt 4.30 and its sleeping time. philip was slping in my room, in the centre of my bed. i had no choice but to push him down to the floor. haha no la i didnt. i love him lor.

mama has went out for full set pedi and im supposed to pack my room (my pending task since my bday).

do you think this is chio?

damn pretty right!

but look at this. even chioer lor.omg. ysl stuff so pretty!

btw. anybody wanna order bag pls let me know? (colour of bags will be darker then shown on pc due to resolution issues!)

http://tw.user.bid.yahoo.com/tw/user/002-002-002

Pls note the following:
- Price does not include exchange rate and shipping.
- Extra Charges (exchange rate and shipping) will be made known after the buyer sends in the order to the supplier.
- After the buyer sends in the order for the quote, no cancellations is allowed.
- The buyer will not be responsible for any damage or loss of bag incurred during the postage.

Extra Charges:
Estimated Shipping cost in SGD: $5 - $8 per bag
Estimated Exchange Rate: 1 SGD = TWD $23
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[BAG in TWD/exchange rate] + shipping + agent charges = price in SGD for each bag
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*Price will only be cfmed after the supplier gets back to the buyer*

Min must have 30 bags then the buyer will proceed. If total Price in SGD exceeds $200-$300 (not sure how much), we may need to share the GST charges at the customs. In the event that response is good, the order will be divided into batches so will incur less GST charges. But will be a longer wait.

at 2:24 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

oh no. pending things to buy. since last year.

present for x. (bought alrd. hehe. but actually this is not since last year. i just wanna make a xyz.)
present for y.
present for z.

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i woke up at 8! easy money but shitty performance. i suck man. i guess i will always love smrt cus i was good at it. ok nvm. i think i lack experience. excuses? no! i really lack ma! :(

im so hungry. so happy mama is cooking now.

recently had two minor rows with my family. im v stupid la. nvm. let's forget the past and look forward to a better tmr. really need to chong shi chong shi my life and myself. just sent out 4 job applications. sigh. nobody gets back to me. i hate it when they ask for my photo. but then again, it's good la. at least they dont get a shock when they see me during the interview.

miss indian! i wanted to watch gossip girls and i loaded the video but in the end, i felt too tired to watch. im sorry. i will watch soon and we can gossip tgt.

my gawd. really hungry. anws. i haven done much these days. other than tv. i love tv. i love tv with philip arnd. he makes me feel unlonely. he's so into southpark now. crazy boy.

me and charrypoo went for french on fri and our nails are lovely. we ate tutukueh too and hahaha we both betrayed our lovable peanut. coconut is juicy! but sadly, i ended my day on a sad note. on my way home, in the bus, an old men lost his balance and fell and HE STEPPED ON MY BIG TOE WHICH IS ALRD BLUE BLACK DUE TO MY STUPID TRACK SHOES AND OUCH. there is also a permanent shoe print. an old man's shoe print. sigh suan le. forget the past and look forward to a better tmr.

i told char that i think its bad karma cus i gossip too much. i smsed her to tell to beware of old men in buses too cus i always gossip with her ma. and guess what! she also had a shoe print on her toe but not on the nail. so weird right! actually, we dont gossip la. seriously, i can swear. :)

i also met up with neo and char few days back, finally, for some private moments. it was supposed to be ktv day but we didnt go in the end cus SOMEBODY said she had no mood to sing so we spent the whole day slacking at bugis and i dont rem what we did.

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patrick came back from hk with 700 over photos and many presents for us. philip got a super cute mickey mouse box of choc cookies and me got a wallet and my mum got a bag. but i was just really glad he's safe and sound. his phone wasnt switched on at 5 plus 6 and i thought yah... im always v paranoid one la.

looking forward to meeting kent cus he's off all week! yays. i hope he wanna meet me and i feel like playing mj and i can let nachos touch me cus im not scared of dogs anymore. two dogs licked me this morn and it was... really wet.

ok. a rather random post and i think i hear my mum washing up. yay yay. DINNER TIME!

at 5:20 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

im feeling super hungry. last night, i cldnt slp at all cus i felt super hungry and it was the worst feeling ever! i buey tahan so i got up and ate cornflakes. i think im gonna do that again.

hehe. internet is awesome. im watching southpark now and i dont even need to dl from kazaa/limewire. i wanted to watch gossip girls too but er. im actually quite slpy.

today was a not-so-bad day. i finally ate yoshi! actually, i got a secret craving for yoshi ever since last week! :) i ate 4 pcs of bread again. my mum bought bread. i bought bread. and there was bread at home. when i become rich, i will open a bakery! free flow of bread! yums. i ate mac sundae and famous amos today too. double yums.

i love my popwatch sister! we do not accept indian popwatches pls. thank you.

at 12:55 AM

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

omg. look at what i found in my folder called "Rubbish"! (haha it's really called Rubbish cus i cannot be bothered to sort/clear the stuff inside.)

*click to zoom to view gw's past obsession with char!

at 3:42 PM

you will not believe how amazing my memory is.

ytd, we had dim sum buffet at the above restaurant and conclusion was: vanessa shld have heeded my advice to take ala carte instead. at least i MIGHT control what i eat and at least we wldnt have spent 100. but ok la. once in a blue moon. :)

i ate...
1 and a half steamed custard buns
2 pcs of steamed pork ribs with salted bean sauce
3 pcs of steamed royal shrimp dumplings
3 pcs of steamed rice flour roll with prawn fillings
1 pc of pan-fried carrot cake with chinese sausages
3 baked mini pandan egg tarts (haha we ordered 12 lor! they all love it.)
half a bowl of century egg porridge with minced pork
many pcs from bbq roast meat combination
a lot a lot of deep-fried calamari with salted pepper (its my fav!)
3 pcs of deep-fried chicken wings marinated with shrimp paste (too salty.)

then we all shared chilled herbal jelly with honey and sweetened red bean cream. (my memory is fantastic right!) i also remember they ordered fried tofu skin roll with prawns and chives and siew mai but i dont like tofu skin and i dont like siew mai.

damn a lot right. which led to a minor depression last night - me feeling extremely fat. though we went for a session of minigolf at lilliput, i didnt sweat a single shit. haha pretty fun la. plus the fact that pingyu was the ultimate loser and not me! HAHAHA.

after the golfing, we went to boonkeng and had tutukueh. i ate 3 pcs out of 6. sigh. when i reached home, i ate cheese and bread and half a can of pringles which philip wanted to bring along for his excursion to the road safety park but his greedy and fat sister ate 50% of it. sigh. im sorry. :(

quick send me photos!

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today, i ate nasi lemak and the other half of pringles. :( nth to blog alrd. other than food. yay yay. patrick is coming home today. i bet he has a lot of stories to tell.

at 3:05 PM