oh, love's gonna get you down.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

sometimes she wished, he wld walk out on them. maybe it wld only be a moment of helplessness.

but maybe not.

sigh. i dont wanna stay hm but i wanna be in my rm. i dont wanna hear anything that disturbs. nothing at all. babies crying. phones ringing and argh. can the babies shut up pls!

ive decided not to mass-sms pple anymore. nbd cares at all. right?

at 11:52 PM

Monday, February 23, 2009

sigh. my exams are coming but i doze off each time i read the text. damn sian. i gotta try harder man.

today, angela asked hows life. my reply was: life's been good. well, im choosing to be optimistic. i mean, there are many things to be unhappy abt and to be troubled over but im not gonna thk too much or care abt them. sometimes, i thk im an irritating and noisy girl and some pple are irritated but i dont wanna care either. if you wanna go away, its fine with me actually. hahaha what kind of attitude is this right. aiya but seriously, right now, my priority is not making more friends or like socialising or whatsoever. actually, it was never abt making more friends. its always been maintaining friendships and organising gatherings. its kinda sad that once i stop, nobody starts. but its ok. when you're working, life will be like this anyway. you meet up with your friends once in few months or once a year and there's still lots to talk abt. right?

ytd, i took a 5hr nap and it was really shiok. i had a really hectic half-week. erm. which means only half of my week was hectic.

after work on mon, i lunched at vivo with merv and adrian. its been really long since i last talked to adrian and the lunch made me feel better twds him. i felt a bit bad "neglecting" him though i doubt he cares but feeling bad is not a good feeling. its like my perfect life is a bit chipped. haha. work was quite good except the monkey attacks. twice. there were like 8 monkeys. so scary right. haha luckily i made friends with an aunty who works there and her two china-boys who helped protect me. hahaha. so cute. oh yah. the night before, the crazy begonians and their sbw friend asked me out for lan or sth. did they? i forgot. but i was alrd in bed. sorry girls. and boy.

tue was sch as usual. wed was studying with liz & daniel at our lao di fang - subway @ bugis. we eat that each time we meet to study. i like the macadamia cookie now cus its not so swt. i used to hate it. i still dont like the nuts though cus they smell and taste funny. we wanted to catch benjamin button but suddenly, stupid daniel had to leave. hes weird la. hes FOREVER slping when we are studying. might as well dont come right. hahaha but its good to have him. the more the merrier ma. me and liz left at 8plus for ayam penyet but it was closed! so sad lor. :( so we settled for lai lai beef noodles. not nice de. i thought it was ok. me and the boys went there a few times for supper. thurs was studying with liz again. after 2hrs, daniel told us he wasnt coming. bummer.

hahaha flips just came in and gave me a huge smile and walked off. hes damn weird. hahahahaha.

dinnered with van for only abt an hr on thurs. haha damn short right. but no choice la. i gotta study and she had to meet a client before that. it was nice meeting up with her. she seems quiet right but shes actually quite talkative haha. she always has many things to update me. hehe. after dinner at cream bistro, i went to meet kwang peixin and xiaohua to go burberry. the bag was so cheap and not v aunty-ish. aiyoeh its damn tempting cus its a v good deal but er. i dont wanna spend my almost-zero savings on materialistic stuff. its never my style actually though i thk i'll adopt it if i earn enough. once again, the begonians went crazy and called at 2am for supper. so we picked mag up and drove arnd sbw&yishun aimlessly and finally off to springleaf hans after realising ulu sbw&yishun are really ulu. for a moment, i was quite scared. hahaha as if. i live there. came home at 4 and studied till 6plus. haha so hardworking right. slept for 5hrs and it was work time!

work was not bad but my shorts were dropping. i hate to wear loose bottoms. i swear each time i try in the fitting rooms, they always fit nicely but once i buy and wear them, they drop. its weird la. damn irritating. after work, i received a call from crazy sbw-mag who asked me if i wanna go char's for some games. i was really v tired actually but i thought that i shldnt dampen their mood cus she "threatened" me! haha she said if you dont wanna go then we dont go le lor. this always works on me. damnit. but im glad i brought clothes to bathe and change. i was how dirty and sweaty and tired. so we played boardgames the whole night till almost 5 i thk. i forgot. i cld have stayed till later if i had extra shirt and shorts for work but i didnt so i quickly cabbed home to get as much slp as possible. i did get an extra hr of slp cus i woke up late! had to take cab to holland lor. but ok la. 14 bucks. quite cheap for such a long distance. with only 3hrs of slp, i managed to survive the whole day. i had to work from 930-630. we had ikea for lunch! hehe. went dinner with my fam and when i got home at 9, the boys asked me out for supper. while waiting, i fell aslp. suddenly, my phone rang and they told me they were downstairs!!! i quickly got changed and i realised... they tricked me. sigh. oh no. im supposed to be optimistic! oh supper was great it was wonderful. hahaha no la seriously it wasnt. i had headache and it was weird. i shall not elaborate. nvm.

at 4:24 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009

hehe photo is up. philip is damn skinny right. anw pure lost 4kg in a mth so i gotta try and lose too by eating lesser! sigh. damn sian la. all bcus of idiot kent. :( i shall try my little best.

today, i was at sentosa and many monkeys attacked me. they even stole my apple turnover. damn scary. are they trying to help me lose weight too?

at 5:27 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

im quite slpy actually. i slept at 8plus ytd morn cus i was at char's hse partying with lots of beer and erm tau sar pia. hahaha it was great fun though. i was declared the Queen of Beer Pong and Mother of Gong Teng. hehe quite shy abt it but its the fact. some small-eyed person seems quite unhappy abt it and wanna have a face-off. hah! i can beat her with my eyes closed. watch this space for updates k. actually no need to la. i sure win one. :)

btw. happy vday!! some small-eyed person dated a pretty big-eyed girl and had a wonderful night. i heard there were candles, a ROSE and OILY fish&chips. candles seem quite dangerous. a rose seems rather stingy and oily is obviously unhealthy. im not jealous at all. not even a bit. nono. my vday was way better. hehe. it was spent with my fam celebrating flips' bday. but er. i dropped his bday cake. i felt v bad and bewildered also cus we dont know how it happened and i took the blame since everyone thks its me anw. im always clumsy and blur ma. quote from mum. nevertheless, this year has been rather fun-filled and im always grateful (more grateful this year) to my fam and friends. :) xuan's bday was a breeze cus she told me what she wanted as present. v good. i like your attitude girl. the rest (XIUZHEN) pls learn from her k. saves me time and trouble and effort and brainpower. plus we celebrated at kent's hse tgt with cny so its v good. one stone killed two birds. attendance was not bad either. 12pple!! not bad hor. i hope the year will be smoothsailing in terms of meetups and celebrations for bi0306. :) and of cus smoothsailing in sch and stuff! pls pls?? tanks.

oh yah. which reminds me, i gotta send a sms to the Perfects rgd our new rule for this year: a presentless year. nvm. ltr.

the bday bbq was still good without a perfect cake. we managed to finish everything we brought there. hehe v good. flips had a lot of fun! im sure everyone did. tai hao le. i cant upload any photo to show you the good times we had cus blogger is stupid but trust me, it was good even though the park was infested with... yea. some pple.

on mon, i went back smrt to visit my excolleagues cus i haven seen them for 3-4 mths. they all thought that i was pregnant. haha they looked damn serious and even uncles asked. i didnt deny haha so i thk most of them thk i really am. i shall visit them again after i lose weight. if i even try. sean (char's bro) is still losing weight la! its madness. i thk he lost 30kg alrd lor. in a year. crazy right. you gotta be determined la really. look at me. ive been eating the cny goodies everyday for breakfast. i eat bahkwa daily cus we bought quite a lot. ok la not really. 2-3kg? shld be less than 3. but they commented that my skin condition has improved a lot. i wonder why. and i wonder. cus i dont notice my face and er. i dont even take much care. i only wash it at most twice a day and thats it. no mask no toner no whatever.

wed was the wedding game with char! haha fann damn chio and christopher damn shuai la! me and char were gushing thruout the movie and i thk i was quite noisy but whatever. they are so compatible. the show was not bad cus i thought fann acted well and the storyline wasnt v crappy. it was ok la. hei ren was v cute too. haha and hes also v goodlooking. but his gf is quite er ugly. we wanted to watch two movies but in the end we didnt and went ichiban instead where i ate a lot. char's appetite is almost comparable. almost. but not yet there. you gotta work on it. sigh pls. ME gotta stop working on it. and start working out. hai.

thur was out studying again with liz and dan at subway. last thurs too. both days i was late. the first time was 1.5hrs. the second time was 2.5hrs! haha and i ate teriyaki chicken on both days, with 4 cookies each time. i like macadamia now! damn fat hor. sigh. minus the fattening part, it was quite fruitful to be studying out with them. i dont talk at all and i conscientiously did my work. -claps- haha tanks tanks.

i wanna backtrack all the way to cny. can i? i wanna note down the things i did before. i wanna tell you abt my swollen eye which celebrated 7 days of cny with me and the things i vomitted out before cny. OMG. its freaking early la. 530 alrd. i better go pee and slp. laters!

at 5:34 AM

Monday, February 02, 2009

im feeling quite tired even though i napped till 430 this aftnn. i slept at 730am, woke up at 12 for lunch. slept at 130 again. was almost late for bbq! hehe mrt is amazing. or i shld say, spore is amazingly small. i was at my bus stop at 510 and i managed to reach kallang at 550!!! li hai ba! haha. as usual, i ate a lot of swt potatoes. zhen hao chi.

i regret not gg visiting with my family instead this aftnn. they went my cousin's hse where there's FREE BUFFET! hahaha. free food leh. wasted right. then they dropped by my aunt's hse and they went to the temple! i wanna go leh. we wanted to go on the 1st day of cny but we were so busy that we cldnt go in the end. the 1st day of cny, we visited my grandaunt, my aunt, my uncle, my another aunt and rushed home to prep for the arrival of two families. we cldnt even prep anything actually cus they came aft 5mins upon us arriving home. it was such a busy day la. we cld only spend like 1hr or so at each hse. the last event of the day was obviously gambling. i lost 15 to patrick and i decided that my luck is bad.

2nd day was... oh yah. 2nd day was spent at my grandma's hse. we had a party!!! my mum and aunts cooked a lot of food (prawn fritters, chicken curry, fried beehoon etc)! it was just eating non-stop and a bit of gambling. i lost 22 to my cousin who's getting married. haha this is kinda out of point but yah. once again, i confirmed that my luck is bad this year. patrick's friends then came for more gambling. mj and cards. two tables. i was thrown to the mj table cus not enough ka and i lost 14 bucks. told you my luck is bad right.

3rd day was spent at my aunt's hse. btw. i have like 9 aunts and er. aiya. infinite relatives haha. took a nap while patrick's 16 friends gambled and ate steamboat. since my luck was bad, i didnt gamble that night. so glad no one played mj. heng lor. otw, i wld be giving money away again. but ok la. so far, i only lost 80? so its not that bad.

4th day was rest! damn shiok. i love to stay home. and dinner was ichiban! hehe. long time nv eat sushi le.

5th day was damn retarded. supposed to visit kun's hse and they supposed to visit mine but in the end he overslept. i waited till 10pm and called kent. told him its too late to go visiting and changed out and watched tv and was still happy. hahaha. tv is wonderful.

6th day was ytd and it was a busy busy day! my relatives were coming over but we also had a lunch to attend to so me and patrick had to split up. hahaha. patrick was assigned to stay home and help out while i was assigned to go my aunt's hse for lunch. we went causeway pt first to get some gifts and meet my cousins. patrick then dropped us off at my cousin's hse. i was forced to gamble (again) cus not enough ka (again). this time, i only lost 3 bucks. hahaha good lor. but still, have i won any single game so far? no. not even blackjack lor. my luck is extremely dogshit (gou shi). a while later after my bros came to meet me, we had to rush home cus my friends were coming. they were forced to eat a lot. haha paiseh we got damn a lot of cny goodies but ive cleared the chocs! haha. aft gorging themselves, we rushed to northpt to get salmon, drinks, cake and xuan's bday present. while we were still shopping, keegan jimmy and stracy called to say they were at kent's hse alrd hahaha. and kent was with me lor. looking for sliced salmon. eh! v hard to find leh. in the end, we bought salmon sushi and told the aunty we dont want the rice. so clever right! hehe.

kent's hse was fun! i love my friends. :) haha we wii-ed and blackjacked all the way to 6am, with red wine, white wine and fruit wine as company. i cooked dumplings for them too. hehe im so talented right. i know how to gamble and cook. but my luck is really damn bad la. i "bao" all the way leh. "bao" as in more than 21? the bankers always opened my cards first cus they know i confirm "die". so bad hor. kent was sitting beside me and he kept laughing at my bad luck. damn idiot. but i only lost 5 bucks hahahaha cus i only bet 50cents each game and i took a break to cook. oh we had lao yu sheng too! i said v loudly that i hope my luck will be better but er... and from the lao yu sheng, i realised how unwelcomed i was. my chopsticks were being "attacked" and they flew into the big bowl. i had to try and pick them up from the mixture of salmon and veg while the other chopsticks continued lao-ing the yu sheng. and at the end, only my hand was covered with everything you can name that makes up a yu sheng. tsk. so jian right.

er. this post is kinda long alrd. haha i just wanna say, this year's cny is good! i like it. other than one aftnn, someone shouted at me for his own valid reasons. woah. i got nv-ending visitings to do. i got visiting tmr night and sat/sun aftnn lor. ok la. i better go read my notes. see you soon! :)

at 1:04 AM