oh, love's gonna get you down.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that youre not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when its all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

Its sad, so sad
Its a sad, sad situation
And its getting more and more absurd
Its sad, so sad
Why cant we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

at 5:41 PM

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

at 3:37 PM

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱我明白
已变成你的负担
只能永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖

at 11:44 AM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

早已知道爱情是难舍难离
早已知道爱一个人不该死心塌地
早已不再相信所谓天长地久的结局
所以我习惯了一个人的孤寂
所以我习惯在人来人去中保持清醒
所以我习惯戴上面具
不再为谁付出真心
但为何还是把你藏在心里
为什么还是等着你的消息
我怎能告诉自己说我一点都不在意
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
你的笑容你的一动一举
都是我所有的记忆
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息

at 8:29 PM

i hate myself for being so greedy and tempted all the time. my parents really love me... being fat.
today, i ate a dou sha bun and old chang kee carrot cake for breakfast. lunch was pork porridge and ba zhang. teabreak was HUGE strawberries. starter for dinner was, fried sotong balls, fried lemon chicken, fried nuggets, french fries. :( dinner was a plate of mixed veg (cauliflower, broccoli, mushrooms, button mushrooms, prawns, scallops) and sweet&sour fish. im so full now and im so fat. i feel damn bottom heavy. as in, really. i dont know how to describe. but i feel like my legs and butt are v humongous. titanic. they feel heavy.

ytd's exam was horrible. but expected it la so i didnt feel anything. lunched at ichiban sushi. dinnered at home. it was... porridge with braised meat (pork) and braised hardboiled egg and braised peanuts. napped a short while and went pasar malam with my mum and philip. ate guava and 4 fishballs.

i was actually v tired but i suggested watching the show cus i wanna watch it before they stop showing it. i wanna watch a sad show. haven watched one for a while. and main reason why i bought nachos cus i wanted the tissue. i predicted i wld cry during the show. and really, the tears were welling in my eyes all the time throughout ps i love you. and a few times, they fell. sigh.

after finishing 40% of the nachos, i felt so sick and full but i made myself finish cus it was 7bucks ma. and xuan was too full. :( she didnt even touch the food at all.

fri was spent at home. didnt really study. was online doing crap till like 2am. thurs was sch and dinner with angela at ikea. btw. sch was good. i miss having sch. i just hate exams. i cabbed to her place from sch. which is like 2 mrt stops away, its freaking 12bucks. when i took midnight cab home, it was only 22. hmm... i better start saving. recently, i... hmm... nth. i must buck up. i used to be quite thrifty lor.

my tummy aches. i think i ate too much. :(

at 7:54 PM

Friday, February 22, 2008

click on the link to listen to leo ku's new song which combines like 32 chi songs tgt or sth --> http://xiejiafa.blogspot.com/2008/02/2.html

omg. its so late alrd. sigh.

at 3:16 AM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh..
Your love

at 10:19 PM

mon - lao yu sheng. a lot of food (pizza drumsticks gyoza friedpopiah). jumper. ok only lor. neither good nor bad. thanks ham :)
tue - lydia sum passed away at 8.38am. met zhen to pass her her belated bday present which she had to waste 5 smses after that to assure me she likes it. cny visiting at aunt's hse. pedicure. sushi tei (yummy). lao yu sheng. mahjong. busy day hor.
wed - slack slack slack. flipped thru econs. read newspapers. watched tv.

lao yu sheng at wen's

my aunt's grandson = my cute nephew

i always thought that ive changed. but i guess i didnt. maybe a little but the same goes for everybody. therefore, in conclusion, i didnt. i wished i did though. at least i feel like im someone new and im leading a new life. however, i believe, if given the chance, i will show you im who or what i was.

每年这个季节特别有感觉
我好想你想再见你一面
让我们重来好不好
再一次温暖的拥抱
求时间停在这一秒
倾听你的耳语心跳
许多事曾经是煎熬
回头看突然都明了
用一切换你的微笑

at 5:52 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

i spent the whole night playing viwawa sushi and watching youtube. pulled out many many strands of hair and now i feel sad. i feel sad that my hair is so thin.

was slping the whole day and it felt weird. it felt weird cus it seemed my life has rewound to the past. but it didnt rewind to the point of time which i like most. it rewound to the period which i felt like being alone, and was alone anyway. i lay in bed, staring into space, doing nth, daydreaming maybe. i dont know. im so useless. sigh.

i dont know. i dont know what im thinking of actually. suddenly, i feel i shld work hard for that sth again.

at 4:28 AM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

hi! i just came home from ichiban. damn full. but i dont feel fat cus i love sushi. so glad elaine likes the presents i bought! she said its v nice! haha yay. thanks sue for accompanying me to diva. :)

happy birthday zhen!!! :))

though you cldnt come ytd, your photo was on the dining table and we also took a pic of you and the bday cake. hahaha. and the yusheng that we lao-ed ytd dropped on the photoframe also. did it taste nice? haha.

k la just kidding. see ya on tue!

at 4:08 PM

finally chatted with angela a while on msn. i dont know if i'll rem anything she says since my memory fails me all the time. i guess its not bad memory. its selective la. i ask my classmates where they stay each time i see them. its always my standard try-to-be-friendly-and-get-to-know-you-more question. and i always forget i asked before and i'll ask again but i still dont rem. i'll then ask again if i see them at the bus stop. i think they think of me as a super insincere person ba. :(

she has graduated and she had a pretty fun uni life. which is so good lor. aussie is really more interactive. look at uk man. im dying la. in march and april, i'll have 7-hr long lectures on weekends! what crap right. but its all for the better hor. sighhh. pat. you gotta work hard man.

i feel so fat that i feel i shldnt slp... i ate so much ytd and today. :( today was a busy day and i think my parents were awesome. they are only awesome when they are. other times, they are just crazy.

slept at 5 this morning (sat) cus we went to watch deathnote. damn nice. me and xuan love L. hes damn cute. we love him since deathnote 2. omg hes so cute. lalala~ the ending was quite idiot but realistic la.

before deathnote, i was at chinatown with sue. argh shit. which reminds me of my teabreak. mcchicken meal. why!!! why am i always so tempted to eat?! idiot. how cld i eat a mcd meal for teabreak! nvm. vivoed after chinatown cus i needed to get bday presents for philip and my ex-colleague. its my 4th or 5th time to vivo. i rarely visit cus its so far away from yishun. ltr in the evening, we each had 8 freaking wantons at py's hse and boon tong kee's yusheng! damn bao (full)... and her mum kept feeding me with cny goodies. pat pat pat! why did you still eat nachos at freaking 2am when you werent feeling hungry at all! boo!

anw, i was saying, it was a busy day today. went supermarketing alone this afternoon and omg. it was how heavy la the stuff. my parents insisted on cooking curry chicken instead of eating out so i had to get chicken and the ingredients. it was not of the normal standard (chicken cut too small by dad and curry not spicy at all and gravy not thick enough) but i think they were great. went northpoint ltr to get a cake for philip. slacked arnd at home then went down again to buy yusheng. so many pple came my hse today lor. patrick's 7 friends. my 9 friends. philip's 2 friends. we played blackjack and i won 10dollars. not bad hor. cus i only bet 50cents each time.

ok... i need to slp soon. gotta meet elaine & serena for lunch tmr. goodnight pple.

happy belated philip! jiejie loves you a lot even though you made me cry today. sometimes, we just gotta get used to pple being unappreciative. my mum is the best role model. which is really sad.

lo hei time! HUAT AR!

hehe. after lo hei, its BIG MONEY time! woohoo!

thanks for coming pple. really appreciate the attendance. :)

*shit la the photographer (xuan) is very lousy lor. look at the pics. philip shld take a pic with the cake ma! haiyo. and we all shld take a grp pic!

at 3:53 AM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

i know i know. i will try and study later ok? sigh. im super slack and everyone tells me im running out of time. argh.

here's a summary of what we did for xuan's bday. and a lot of my own stories in btwn. but then, this is really like my diary ma. omg. btwn 20th to 27th jan i didnt blog! what was i doing??

17th jan - bused to ikea to meet char after school to get a frame for xuan's collage and a blanket for vann. i rem we both spent 70plus on dinner and stuff! money really is spent very fast hor. oh yah. i bought a lot of photo frames for my colleagues too. damn lousy la. the frames are as yucky as char's black prunes.

21st jan - went to the airport to send vann off. sadly, she cldnt bring both the collage sue made and the blanket i bought cus overload. :( told her mum to bring it home and when she comes back to humid spore, she can use it haha. suppered with gw after that. damn fatty la. was home at abt 3am i think.

22nd jan - lied to xuan that i was out with char. in fact, i was with ailing gw and kent, looking for watches in town, after sakae. i knew she was having dance classes so she shldnt be in town. it was a trip wasted though cus we cldnt decide and actually, we didnt know what xuan wld like. everyone says shes my best friend etc. i know a lot of things but then, watch is really you must wear then see nice or not ma. hahaha super broken lor this sentence. whatever.

we tried so many watches that i felt super paiseh cus there was this guy bitching abt us to his colleague. im v sure! anyways, mission unaccomplished so we left for bedok for punishment. fried chicken wings and roti john! damn damn fatty. and its crazy cus we spent 35bucks on 2 rotijohn and 3 wings! kent treated us though. wahahah.

23rd jan - facial. did i do anything after that? oh. i went sch i think.

24th jan - went shopping with xuan. i totally dont rem what happened cus im just looking at my phone which serves as my mini organizer. super useful.

OH! i rem now. haha cus all along, i lied to xuan that char's bday was on 28th jan and i wanna get a watch for her but i cant decide so i needed her help to try since both have small wrists. i made her go tangs with me and after half an hr, she decided on two. but i needed her to choose one! in the end, she asked the man to choose instead. the whole process was damn stressful for us. i was trying to hide from the couple who bitched abt me that day. moreoever, it was 9.30. the place was closing. the sales pple took out their bags, all ready to head home and bathe. but xuan felt even more stressed up cus the watch was not for her. she didnt know if char wld like. and it was quite exp. she actually felt bad for making me spend so much on char cus i told her my budget was 150. and on the way home, i made her assure me a hundred times that she really likes the watch cus if she likes, char will like it too. i really needed the assurance la.

25th jan - my mini organizer says "mj with perfects". did we? hahah totally dont rem. oh i think we didnt. i rem one night, i went to develop photos at chongpang myself.

singing, "all by myself... dont wanna be all by myself anymore..."

it was an irritating day. i went to the photo shop near my office to develop the photos and she said it will be ready in one hr. actually she didnt have to say. its supposed to be ready in an hr. express ma. so i said ok i'll go take after work. when i reached the office, the aunty called and said i gave her only 15 when its 25. i told her i gave her 55 and she returned me 30. rem? aunty said she rem but she said, 55-30=15. then i said, huh? 55-30=25 what. she said, "you count again... its 15 what." she confused me and i was almost bought over by her stupidity. i asked my colleague whats 55-30 and he said its 25. i told the aunty both of us say its 25 so how can it be 15. she said hold on and i think she went to take a calculator or maybe abacus. "oh yah yah. its 25. sorry ar sorry ar." poor aunty.

wait. the story hasnt ended. i know la. v long post right. i help entertain you leh. after work, the aunty's colleague (ac) called me.

ac: eh xiaojie. the photos cannot be ready by today leh. cus the machine spoil.
me: huh! but i need the photos by today leh. i need them tonight actually.
ac: oh. im v sorry leh. maybe earliest is tmr.
me: huh. er. but i really need them by tonight.
ac: sorry really cannot. cus we are not sure when the technician will come down.
me: then can i get a refund?
ac: we alrd put all the photos into the system (and whatever other crap) so we cant do a refund.
me: huh. why like that one. you said one hr what. k la i'll call you back later.

after a lot of complaining to my colleagues, i decided to take the photos the next day and do the collage another day but its super sian la. i had to convince myself to come back on a sat morn just to collect the photos. so angry lor.

me: hello. ok i will collect tmr...
ac: sorry leh. the technician wont be coming today. so i dont think you can collect tmr morn.
me: huh (#@^#D!%!(A(*!*&*M!(!*!N">#@^#D!%!(A(*!*&*M!(!*!N) so when can i collect the photos?
ac: actually we cannot confirm also leh. i think we refund you lor.
me: er.... (if she refunds me, then where else can i get the express service? damn sian la.)
me: so where else can i go for the express service?
ac: the nearest is chongpang lor.

so anyway, i told her i'll go get my refund and i bused to chongpang, tiredly and hungrily. spent a long time loading and choosing pics all over again, and since it would take an hr, i went to mac and ate alone!

singing, "all by myself... dont wanna be all by myself anymore..."

idiot kent and i had some miscommunication on the same night. he thought i was joining him for dinner but i thought he had his dinner alrd. sigh so sad. anyways. yea.

26th jan - hightea at royal plaza! my colleagues treated me. haha shiok right. they are really very nice to me. i will be visiting them this coming mon. :)

27th jan - dinnered at sukiyaki with family. damn bad. the food was damn bad. is damn bad. isit yukiyaki? dont rem la. but anyways, just rem the place beside kbox at marina square is very bad. its like seoul garden but tak halal. hahaha. so cantik hidayah cannot eat. we were supposed to go buffet at holiday inn but the whole place was booked by some bloody rich person who was celebrating bday.

which reminds me, bcus of the bday and buffet, i cldnt slp for many nights. im not sure if i told anyone but it was so irritating. all bcus of a certain person. actually its not his fault la. haha i guess im just biased. nvmmm...

28th jan - char's house to make xuan's collage. have posted the pics previously. i was super tired that day and my photos and frames were bloody heavy. my colleague kept persuading me to go town with her for thai food cus its my last day anyway. i was really really in a dilemma. it was very bad. i rejected and she asked again and this cycle repeated 10 times. i swear, really. so glad i didnt go cus later i realised i was really very tired and hungry. bought subway at amk and cabbed to char's. when i got up the taxi, it was freaking $3.80. and when i reached her place, it was $9.65. crazy right.

29th jan - i was in town since 4 cus i ended sch at 3. slacked arnd, looking for ideas for dinner. decided on the new billy bombers at cine since we nv tried that before. it was very bad. i asked waitress A if i cld make a reservation and buy a cake and put it there first, waitress A cldnt understand me. she asked waitress B for help. i repeated my qn to waitress B but waitress B still cldnt understand me. so we waited for a while for manager who is the one and only chinese to assist me. the ans is "can". i knew it lor! since they dont sell cakes anyway. and when was i abt to leave to go centrept to get the cake, xuan smsed me and said she wanted to meet me first cus the rest wld be late. but i was supposed to go get the cake! i lied that i was busy and i wld be late too. she sounded disppointed but what can she do right. haha. i walked really fast to centrept and finally, i reached the place and miss well-known-for-her-indecisiveness managed to choose a chocolate cake which looks damn yummy. but. the cashier doesnt accept nets! irritated me had to go upstairs to draw money and go back again to pay for it. rushed back to cine and on my way there, i had to make sure i didnt bump into xuan since she was taking the same route. i kept msging her to check where she was. when i made sure she was at cine level 3, which is the only level she goes to, i went to billy bombers and. they completely forgot who i was! they wanted to bring me to a table. i told them i had made a reservation and i handed over the cake and rushed off to meet xuan. photos were posted before so yea. we lied to xuan ailing didnt bring the present. she believed. good good. everyone was scolding ailing lor. hahaha.

30th jan - xuan's actual bday! we met at BK at northpt for dinner while waiting for shan and stracy. but sadly, their meeting only ended at 830 so they cldnt come. we bought cake and went my hse to take the 22 balloons philip and mum pumped, the collage and the present. :)

lied to xuan i was going aunts hse (my aunt stays near xuan) and my dad bought her some chocs. told her to meet me below her flat. she believed. haha. the guys were hiding at level 5 and when they saw xuan with me, they went down to level 3 and hid in xuan's room. obviously i informed the dad and bro alrd. tried to stall time while waiting for their sms so we went to the supermarket. finally, teck msged! told xuan i needed the toilet which was not exactly a lie cus gw forbade me to pee! but she believed. went upstairs and xuan wanted to cont with her dinner and watch tv. haha. her cute dad took the plate from her and asked her to stop eating and she did. told her i wanna go to her room to put stuff and i wanted her to acc me. she agreed. when i opened the door, haha pictures below. i need to go. bye. (oh man i took 2hrs to blog this whole entry. you can take 2days to read i dont care.)

SURPRISE!!!

happy birthday :)

lovely strawberry heart-shaped cake (she loves strawberry!)

xuan and her family.

xuan and us. her bro and dad are damn bad photographers. nobody said 1, 2, 3
and we didnt know which cam to look at.

first present!

after a lot of phototaking and eating...

and eating and phototaking...

we gave her a second present. haha she didnt expect 2 presents. ;)

yay! success!

the bday present! (dkny watch)

the bday collage!

kudos to everyone who shared the present and spent time and effort to make this a big success! thank you pple. love ya.

at 2:27 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008

woohoo. i got a player too. similar to char's but diff colors ok. i tried not to be a copycat. there's only 3 songs though. if you them irritating, click on the square which is stop. alright?

at 6:00 PM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

was everything worth it? was it love or fun? seeing how happy she is reminds me of what she told me.

i dont understand sometimes. why can you have everything you want yet i cant? and when i cant, you told me not to fight for it but you're fighting for your own?

i know the ans actually. haha cus John Heywood said, "Nothing is impossible to a willing heart". therefore, everything is impossible to an unwilling heart.

i was trying to make my dad understand that we cant expect everyone to be like us. so what am i blogging here? crap.

but guess what? he doesnt understand. so why cant pple understand we cant understand and instead of making us understand, try and give in to us? my mum said we should give in to him.

one time, she said my temper is so bad cus my friends all give in to me and never tell me my bad points. so now what? give in? give in not?

well, selfless pple give in, selfish pple dont.

at 8:54 PM

in sums, my cny was quite bad. bad cus its busy and fatty. super sian of all the cny goodies. except chocolates. i dont really favour things sweet but chocolates are quite nice if you bite a bit off the piece each time. i finished the box of van houten alrd. guests dont really eat chocs. i wonder why. sigh. theres still so much other cookies at home. and everytime you go someone's hse, they make you eat too. they dont "make" la. they "serve" and its rude to reject right.

moreover, whenever pple visit, my parents would fry nuggets, fries and sotong balls and also steamboat if time permits. very scary. im feeling very full just thinking abt the food.

char helped calculated my mean weight. 65kg. i was 63 at my aunt's lor. so sad right. i better try and shed some fats man. and neo shall be the best person to judge cus she hasnt seen me for half a year!

btw. kungfu dunk! i mean kungfu dunk is damn good! to all the girls out there, you must really watch it la. JAY CHOU IS SUPER DUPER CUTE. plus the plot is quite good and the ending was quite touching. haha i kept asking the guys to watch but they cannot watch cus im around. i dont wanna watch 3 times. i'll be watching the 2nd time next week. so sorry. everyone agreed on ah long ptd ltd last night. it was quite bad. i find it pretty lame and most of the time, my mouth was unclosed. i was like, "er. er. er." the guys enjoyed it though. crazy kun watched it the 2nd time lor. mark lee was the only laughing factor. fann wong looked quite bad in the show. so sad. i always thought she was pretty.

ytd was a busy busy day for me. the day before too. if only i had a car. thanks for ferrying me pple. i won 88bucks from blackjack at my aunt's ytd but it wasnt a happy win. cus later, i found out that patrick lost 60 to me. :( blackjack at kent's was min $1 so it was quite a slow game la. didnt increase my bets cus my luck wasnt very good. didnt win or lose but after the movie at 3.30am, we continued with poker. crazy right. poker is so boring/slow but scary. i lost a dollar. haha i cant play poker la. im not a risk-taker.

finally, home sweet home at 5plus. watched a bit of tv, read a bit of book and zzz. until 3pm. damn damn shiok! i haven slept for so long in ages. maybe cus nobody woke me up. usually my parents would vaccum or similar noisy activities.

hey i gotta go bathe now. its ktv time now pple. i love whoever is reading my blog cus i bet you love me too. haha no la im crazy. ignore me bye.

at 5:17 PM

Saturday, February 09, 2008

today (friday) was quite a bad day. i dont know why but a lot of memories kept coming back. i kept thinking of the unthinkable. sigh. whatever la pat.

i got lost at cck area. damn sian. and when you're all alone and realise you have no one to turn to, you think of the unthinkable again and you know the unthinkable is really impossible. hai whatever.

next, i spent so much time arranging some movie thing cus i really really wanna watch movie but in the end, i cldnt get any tickets. i called huizhen a billion times la. hope she wasnt irritated. i bet she was but nvm. i've just checked the tickets for tmr btw. its booked until evening lor. sporeans are really kiasu la.

hopefully, tmr will be a better day for me. i really really hope it will. and hopefully hopefully, this year will be a better year for me. pls pls?

before i go start on my ps i love you, shall wish you a happy new year and hope my new year will be happy too :)

*wind at grandma's was really strong so that explains my hair

at 2:53 AM

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Katherine Heigl is really really damn damn pretty! her figure is so good and she looks nice in everything. really. sigh. why cant we be like her? nvm...

and needless to say, James Marsden is omg-so-super-cute! hahaha i feel like giggling to myself now when i think of his cute expressions and his cute smiles! haha the show is really good. well, at least i like it a lot. its 27 dresses by the way.

as usual, i always go imdb.com and omg. look what i found!

The wardrobe department reported that their initial designs for the dresses all looked too good on Katherine Heigl because of her figure, and they were hard-pressed to design bridesmaids dresses that would look bad on her.

is she perfect or what? char! our idol is really perfect la! hahaha. im going to watch her every show! just to admire her perfect figure. haha.

to end the entry, our fav lines in the show:

Jane: I feel like I just found out that my favorite love song was written about a sandwich.

Kevin: [in Jane's apartment, with her showing off her dresses as she pulls out a loud-looking Gone With The Wind dress] What is that?
Jane: [holding the dress up to herself] Theme wedding!
Kevin: What was the theme? Humiliation?

Kevin: What color is that - vomit?

Kevin: What about you? You don't have any needs?
Jane: No. I'm Jesus.

perfect perfect perfect PERFECT! haha. before i go crazy again, nights!

at 2:47 AM

Monday, February 04, 2008

*this entry was drafted on 19th Jan at 2am. and the reason why im posting it only now is because PERFECTNEO HAS FINALLY RECEIVED THE PACKAGE FROM US TODAY!!! :)

the package actually arrived on 30th Jan la but i guess she didnt check with the office since nobody mentioned sending anything to her. haha i was so worried that i had to sms char everyday to be assured the package wont be lost in transit. but wen told me that SingPost would inform her if theres anything wrong. luckily they didnt. yay! thanks to sue for letting me use her name to lie that sue had sent a package 20 days ago so that neo wld go down and check. that lazybum.

we bought all the cny goodies and bahkwa and indomee and chocopie and i forgot what else at amk. amk has everything. so happy. oh yah. we ate subway. even happier. hahaha. and after that, we went wen's hse to watch tv and drink the hot chocolate neo sent us. kw forced us to take 88 pictures lor. i remember i was so tired from work.

-

we love you very much. :)

at 10:23 PM

29th jan - xuan's advance bday dinner at billy bombers and an impromptu ktv session till 6am

oh. ailing came a while for dinner and left before everyone came, for "proj meeting". as usual, nobody believed her. hahaha. anws. shes not in the photos la but we all erm, felt her presence.

the bday girl and the yummy choc cake which i took a lot of effort to get :)

at ktv singing happily... the guys look so energetic right. hahaha.

but after an hr or so... everyone felt slpy and bored. they were all waiting for the free supper buffet at 2am. and ever-hyper me was singing non-stop. hahaha damn shiok. good that everyone was tired. hehe.

after the free buffet & beer... the still-happy&singing girls with the super-shagged&sleeping boys (i think the beer made them even sleepier)

what a fun night (for me hahaha).

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my body is aching from online mj the whole aftnn and night. i wanna slp. i got my period too. sian. will post pics from 30th jan soon alright? gdnight pple. :)

btw. if you're interested in the mj that ive been playing, go viwawa.com

lastly, before i go off, here's what i almost bought for cny. but i didnt. cus the purple one had a hole and the striped one was too big. each cost 73 bucks leh.

at 12:21 AM

Sunday, February 03, 2008

oh no i feel so sad for xiuzhen. me and xuan are just abt to slp. and she? she just woke up cus she gotta attend some seminar later. poor thing lor. its really tough on her to half work half study. i always think that shan stracy and zhen are very li hai. look at me. im like how slack. my work was slack and sch was slack and no hw and no projs. and exams are coming, im still slack.

haha me and xuan just ended our online mj. damn fun. gd night pple. take care xiuzhen. -hugs

at 6:25 AM

omg i didnt know its so late alrd. i was just "packing" my desktop. its super messy la. sigh. and i spent the whole aftnn with my enemies bahkwa and cookies. i hate them but i love them too. its actually kinda complicating, really.

i tried to pack my cupboard today but after i took out everything, i felt so lazy to put them back. everything's on the floor and bed now. shit man.

anws. i didnt cut my fringe cus it was raining and i took a short nap. was almost late in meeting xuan lor. how to cut hair. and i didnt call to cancel apptmt. i dont think he wld wait for me la right. so we ate yoshi ytd and i was quite pleased. and we went to sample the pineapple tarts again. its crazy. but this time she bought sth la.

met wy at tpy aft that and we cabbed to py's for mj. i was so sian the whole day cus i kept thinking i wld lose a lot. i won in the end. $1.60 from wy. very little right. biggest winner somemore lor. cus everyone aimed small small. wy's 4 tai was considered the biggest win le. and its the fastest game ever with the girls. 2.5hrs. haha i rem when vann was arnd, we wld need at least 5hrs. wanted to take nightrider home but py offered to send me home and we ate macs tgt. really really reluctant la cus fries = carbo lor. and fries plus nuggets plus twister fries at 4am is really crazy. but anyhow, it was pretty fun.

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i think i might need to wear specs soon. this is very sad.

at 2:26 AM

Saturday, February 02, 2008

its so late alrd. i gotta slp now. ate a lot today. killers were fries and nugget and bahkwa. damn you bahkwa.

at 5:29 AM

Friday, February 01, 2008

thank you charrypoo for helping with the collage! :) hope you slept well and hi! haha.

at 1:33 PM

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hahaha SURPRISE!!! dont hate me la. i look worse lor.
btw. the picture on the left was from poly year 1, 17 years old??
the picture on the right was taken on 29th jan 2008 :)

*shall blog abt the bday surprises and everything else some other day. my eyes are so tired but i gotta wait for the 200 photos to finish uploading to photobucket. :( meanwhile, lets blog!

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econs test today was totally gone case cus i fell aslp after revising thru the FIRST tut qn last night. sigh. but im so glad jasmine reminded me. though it was super last min (11pm?) but i really really appreciate her reminders. and sigh again. im so super worried abt my exams but i have no time for revision yet. im super dead. i shall enrol for time management courses or learning how to set priorities courses or whatever. pls dont go out with me anymore ok pple. pls ignore me when i say lets meet for dinner. help me ke yi ma? i can lose weight too. but i'll be rather unhappy without food.

and i didnt hand in my management assignment too cus i got no time to do! :( such a failure right.

on an even sadder note, me and xuan spent $43 at xinwang hk cafe just now! money is not an issue cus we had a $35 voucher!! shiok! but sigh. imagine how much we ate la. actually we were both damn full from the sampling of pineapple tarts at taka. haha. you cannot imagine how many we ate. er. we have high standards ma. so high that we didnt buy any in the end cus none was nice. hahaha. but xuan bought kueh bangkit la.

furthermore, in btwn the testing of pineapple tarts and kueh bangkit, i ate shrimp rolls and some other misc too. damn fat. i haven shitted for the 3rd day. its making me quite unhappy.

patrick and papa both like the xinwang egg tarts. so happy cus now i know they like, i can buy for them in future. maybe tmr since i'll be cutting my hair at kovan. hahaha i know its crazy but its so long alrd and its only 2 weeks lor.

tmr's gonna be a busy busy day and i really wanna slp but argh. stupid photobucket is taking its own sweet time la. it works 24hrs but not me leh!

at 3:06 AM