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so lazy to blog. sigh. my colleague just told me sth really negative abt work. hai. ttg is unhappy too. homie too. but seriously, i cant do anything to make things better and not to mention, to please everyone. i know they dont expect me to. but if i can, i will. really.

today, i attended siti's engagement and initially, it was qt sian. didnt really talk to anyone cus aft all, i haven seen them for so long and there's little to say since they hang out everyday and they know things i dont know of. this, im getting used to it. i can never stop not smiling i guess. sigh. when i first got onto aloy's car, i was really shocked. i had a v v v strong feeling he's attached to lina. its really weird cus... i dont know? they are like 12 yrs apart or sth. obviously, she's older. but anw, things arent cfmed. but im v sure they are tgt. or maybe soon will be.

i didnt want to be a lightbulb though i wanted to go home cus lina stays a few blks away from me, i went out with clara and karine instead. it turned out to quite a good day. we had sakae (my 3rd jap meal for the week) and then clara told us many interesting stories abt the dept hahaha. went on to the library aft that where clara borrowed 8 books. she loves reading a lot and she reads damn fast. i wanna be like her. she cooks and bakes well too and she's cute and nice. haha. most imptly, her bro is damn goodlooking wahahah! but younger than us la.

oh yah. she also told me that lisa mentions me qt a bit at work and told them to learn from me. surprisingly, lisa also said she has learnt some stuff from me too. wow. shes my snr exec lor. felt qt pleased to know that. lisa was so nice this aftnn. she said she wished she had persuaded me to stay on and i wld have been promoted. i think its really swt of her. to actually think so highly of me and im like, one of her regrets in her life?? seriously, i didnt know im this good. if my future will be like this... it'll be wonderful. im really happy that ive left positive memories and impression...

saturday was a happy day. hehe i love my girlfriends! i feel so happy seeing them each time. for once, me xuan and zhen finally finally went out tgt for one whole day! its damn rare la. the last time it happened, i think it was during poly? or maybe nearing cny, me and zhen wld go shop for cny clothes. we spent ktving at noon, followed by a successful bday surprise for shan! planned by me! hahaha. k la. planned by everyone la. thanks to everyone's cooperation! :) aft the mini-celebration, we went town to get my agnes b and more shopping! didnt shop much actually. we all bought a pair of shoes each. damn comfortable. its only 15 bucks. super cheap la! other than the shoes, its just food food and more food. we kept eating lor. zhen la! eat eat eat! we spent almost 2hrs at ichiban i think. i love ichiban. but me and xuan almost died. we ate a lot! we cld hardly walk. crazy zhen still complained that she wasnt full. so we walked to starbucks and wanted to get mocha. however, once i taught them saboteur, we forgot abt our mocha hahaha. aft a few rounds of sabo-ing, we went down the cathay basement for supper! woohoo! we ordered a new york pizza and cheese fries. the cheese fries were fantastic. and v cheap. 2.90 only! we cldnt even finish. cheap right. hehe. happy day. the whole day, we talked NON-STOP. hahaha i dont know how come we have so much to say, seriously. i love you girls! :)

fri was... oh yah. fri was hokkaido fair with neo and dinner at cream bistro. haha its van's fav place! yay! shes coming back tmr! there was a gay couple beside us and they didnt exchange a single word. so bizzare. but i saw them laugh. hahahaha at kw. kw is seriously super funny la. she's EXTREMELY BIZZARE. she kept asking the waiter how long wld the food take to come. er. and he was just taking our orders only lor. and amazingly, the waiter said 5 mins. we were like, omg. is he mad or what. 4 dishes in 5 mins??? and you know what. the food really came in 5 mins' time. mad right. the waiter is so funny lor hahahahaha. went char's hse aft dinner to pick up her luggages and boardgames! i borrowed 3 games from her for our chalet. hopefully, they'll be put to good use. since there was still time, we played guess what? yes. saboteur. hahaha. it has completely taken over all my friends lives lor. madness right. finally set off for the airport and yea. bon voyage char. happy travelling arnd europe!

thurs was a surprise dinner organised by homie! hahahaha i was really surprised cus everyone told me abt the surprise before the dinner. merv msged me and said he'll join us at 10. char told me yappy and yougang were coming. and mag thought i didnt know anything. hahaha. and in the end, i was quite surprised cus yougang came! and yappy didnt. dinner was super yummy fish soup and followed by starbucks and yes. saboteur hahahaha.

wed was home swt home! my mum was so surprised to see me home at 8. she expected me to be out everyday during my bday week. i went adrian's hse a while and bused home. was super tired and wanted to slp but philip tempted me to eat curry rice so i ate one whole pkt and i went to bed str. so fat hor. which reminds me, im supposed to lose weight. pple have been asking me abt bf bf bf and kent kent kent. seriously, i dont think i like kent la. isnt it good to remain good friends? plus i dont like to dream and wish for the impossibles.

im so sorry. surprised seems to be my fav word. hahahaha. but bday = surprises ma. :)

tues was my bday! every yr, i meet the same bunch of them for dinner. we dont always meet on the actual day but yea. i really really really appreciate their presence in my life. :)

look at me. how happy i was! if only kent sat opp me. the night wld be perfect!


happy us! :)


the events on mon and tues made me feel really really blessed. my colleagues are extremely sweet. i dont really wanna elaborate. ask me when we meet! we shall and we must!

omg. i told my mum im coming home for dinner tmr but er. homie just reminded me that we are meeting. hahaha. blur me. luckily i managed to pack my room today.

ok. before i go, photos from genting for you. of my two crazy gay brothers.




actually, im in quite a sad mood now. sigh. dont worry. work is good for me. i have wonderful colleagues and i appreciate the relaxed working environment though i prefer to be busier. oh yah. i was qt unhappy on thurs/fri with a statement made which i thought was really unfair towards me. but its over. kent told me he thinks he's nice. there are times when i can say im a nice/good person but right now, i cant.

i wanted to watch my korean meteor garden to cheer myself up. but the time now is 12.50. i shld slp soon. gotta reply the msn msges first... sigh. gdnight...