oh, love's gonna get you down.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i spent the last 3 hours deciding if im US size 12 or 10. M or L. i ordered L in the end. if its too big, i'll just wear at home or give my mum. shes about my size anyway.

i studied at teeps from 12-11. 11hours lor. crazy right. i steamed bread for breakfast. eh steamed breads are v nice. they are v "elastic". the only stupid thing i did was to eat with cheese. dont do that k. not nice. lunch was cheesemelts bbq meal at kfc. and cheesefries of cus. i actually finished my pepsi too. amazing since im not a softdrinks person. which reminds me, my fridge got a lot of drinks. peelfresh, choc milk, fresh milk, coke, rootbeer, ribena, greenbean soup and water chestnut. my hao papa has been making a lot of "cooling" drinks for us which is really good cus weather has been rather bad and i always feel like im having fever.

teabreak was mocha frap and dinner was sushi from ntuc. sounds pathetic hor. but i bought one box kind. it has like... erm... 15 sushi inside? for 5 dollars only! cheapness aside, im v fat right. :( and when i came home, durians welcomed me with wide open arms. sigh. there was fried rice and nuggets too. tempting but too full la. shld have skipped the durians. :(

k la i better go slp. gotta be up at ten tmr for sch. sigh. exams are next week. i cant believe it. its coming. sigh. and i got my mock back. got 25 for both papers lor. dont ask. yes yes. upon 100.

at 2:19 AM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

im feeling so tired and fat and full but i cant slp cus i cant remove my makeup cus "the room" is locked. omg. i dont know what i can do. i can bathe but i need my makeup remover. sigh. i wished i had came home earlier. and i wldnt have eaten two pratas also. lina la. her fault. shes my excolleague who was always feeding me at work cus she has a lot of yummy goodies in her locker. k la i admit. its my own fault. when the clock struck 5 everyday, i wld run to her and ask for food. i felt hungry all the time at work. i dont know why. :(

today was a sweet potato day cus dad knows i love sweet potatoes but he cooked too much. and crazy mum came home to cook so much that me and philip almost died stuffing the food into our mouth cus we know she wld be upset if she saw a lot of leftovers.

ktv was quite fun. saw the two new staff from prev workplace and they are both so cute and bubbly. i think my singing really sucks. philip is right. but i told him sth which i think is right too.

"singing sucks cannot sing meh"

everyone asked abt my mock and asked hows my studying. er. i totally was dumbfounded and i felt bad cus i quit to study. but i didnt. :( sigh dont know la. and tmr is gonna be a busy day. i hope i wont skip sch on sunday. pls pls.

sigh. im so full and im so sad. my face... my makeup... my god.

at 1:09 AM

Friday, April 25, 2008

gw is totally mad. i wanted to slp but he was crapping non-stop abt char being an angel and me being a devil. he actually set up a blog just for me. so sweet right.

check it out k: http://whatpplesaybehindtheirbestfriends.blogspot.com/

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anws. sigh. i just saw sth. im not really sad but i feel... sigh.

at 2:30 AM

finally met char after omg. almost a month! the last time we met up was step up! think it was on 31st march or sth. woah. i used to meet her at least once a week.

life's been pretty... slack. lunched with xuan on tue in town with her colleague brenda. they look like twins. wed was facial and it was where i spent a bomb at. shopped on both days but decided not to buy anything due to bomb. today is thur and i spent it with char. think she lost weight. did she? as cute as ever and v nice girl. hahaha. this is v lame. we ate a lot at ichiban and you will be freaked out. we shared crispy lobster sushi, spicy tuna sushi, teriyaki chicken bento, tori karage, softshell crab tempura, california handroll, miso soup and my must-eat octopus sushi. a lot right! we almost died. we cldnt finish lor. maybe cus its a lot of fried stuff. then we watched a silly show - the hottie and the nottie. it was not as bad as we thought cus we had v low expectations anw. paris hilton cant act and shes not pretty and she... ok i think thats enough. but the show is quite funny. i laughed v loudly, according to char.

went bishan to get kerly's panties but i think she bought alrd so we ended up getting panties for oursleves! haha me and char each bought an identical set of bra, pantie and a spag top. its polka dots de. hen ke ai. :) hahaha. and our boobs are of the same size! so neo and wen, pls stop saying im booby k. i am not! WE are. hahaha.

headed to char's place for... oh i wanted to take sth and go home actually but kerly picked us up and made me study. which was really good. i did 7 econs qns. i cld do more la but char wanted to bake cookies and kerly left. i gonna fail bcus of char lor! haha no la. the cookies were good! not as failure as the last time. we ate healthy dinner cooked by char's maid called sulasuki. hahahah i forgot her name. char's fav bland codfish and yummy salty doufu with minced meat and kerly's fav unagi. dessert was choc ice cream and snacks were our choc chip cookies and cornflakes and merci. a lot of choco stuff hor. i feel a bit sick too. brought some cookies home for mum and philip. hope they like. hehe. if they like, we can bake ourselves next time too. but we got no money to buy the $899 mixer la. :(

er ok. i shall study my management now before slp. bye!

at 12:22 AM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

i told my mum i spent 2000 on sth. and she said orh.

omg. i think she didnt believe me or she believed me but she didnt want the details. omg im damn damn broke la. cant wait to work soon.

my dad is v cute.

me: pa. patrick told us he wanna marry his gf.
dad: is it. when?

hahaha. he sounds like hes not involved. hello! a marriage in the family yo.

at 11:23 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008

my fav candid pic of the month!

at 2:22 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

i feel like buying mark haddon's books. i feel like buying all of harry potter's books. i feel like buying a lot of cds. i feel like buying eason's cd.

我来到你的城市
走过你来时的路
想像着没我的日子
你是怎样的孤独
拿着你给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸挥手寒喧
和你坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前只是寒喧
对你说一句只是说一句
好久不见

so meaningful. i just wanna say long time no see... thats all.

at 2:27 AM

我怎么还在记忆里徘徊
一个我最爱的人已不在
从没想到你竟然狠心这样
看着最爱你的人选择离开
手机号码还在随时都开
为了你不能改
总在期盼哪天你真的会打来
爱在我心里面象个小孩
要呵护依赖
没有人可以一口气说个明白
等待你接受我的爱
等待我给你的未来
让我这样抱紧着你
不放开
我要你接受我的爱
相信是上天的安排
让我可以手牵着你
永远不要放开

at 1:35 AM

i just cooked spaghetti with sausages cus there was nth that philip wanted to eat. there's bananas, cheesecake, koko krunch, tuna, milk, peelfresh, chipsmore and meiji plain crackers. he said he doesnt want snacks. sigh.

know what i ate today? :( in chronological order...

-banana x 1
-choc cheese cake x 3 slices
-fried beehoon x 1 pkt
-char siew quite many pieces
-fried fishballs x 2
-porridge
-sweet potatoes
-char siew a few pieces
-fried fishballs x 2
-porridge
-sweet potatoes
-cheese cake x 2 slices
-steamed egg with minced meat
-sausages in tomato sauce
-kailan with prawns and fishcake
-mei cai kou rou (preserved veg with braised meat)
-banana x 1
-fishball crackers x 7
-chipsmore x 3
-meiji plain crackers x 3
-banana x 1
-spaghetti with sausages

ytd i ate banana, ichiban bento (black pepper salmon with rice, 2 gyozas, 2 tako yaki, 1 fried seafood roll), cheese cake, fried rice with chicken cutlet, fishball crackers and papaya.

the day before ytd, i ate sushi for lunch with philip and we were at northpoint for only 2 hrs but i spent 45dollars lor. poor me. :( im really very poor and i think everyone's right. i should quit cafes restaurants and start eating hawker food. theres this malicious rumour going around that i dont eat hawker food. its totally wrong!

last week i met kent thrice and guys just cannot stop eating. i guess maybe thats why they think im a guy too. first day, we ate at terra cafe (clam chowder, carbonara, soup) and subway (teriyaki chicken with 2 cookies!) and hot cheng teng. my breakfast was tuna with cheese. my memory so good right!

second day, i went to cut my hair and ate sakae before meeting him and he treated us to dome. there were fried prawns, wings, nuggets, fries, wedges etc. fried fried fried!

third day was nasi padang and cake in sch first then a lot a lot of food at marche. the guys ordered their own and we 4 girls ordered a lot of food to share with everyone. i rem we ordered one large pasta, one large rosti, clam chowder, mushroom soup, choc cake, crepes (banana and choc which is damn good!), apple crumble, tuna pizza which i ate a lot. i love bread. it really looked like those neighbourhood bakery bread la. haha. and there was SUPPER at ktv so omg. i ate sushi, fried nuggets, octopus (the jap kind? red in color. i love them.) and many more la. i also tried the new mangosteen drink from peelfresh. i think i prefer orange. cus it has pulp. fun.

btw. ive been eating a lot of cheese cake cus i bought one WHOLE choc cheesecake from ichiban ytd. i dont eat those normal cheese cake cus i dont know. i dont really like cheese. other than cheese with bread? and almost everyday, my breakfast is tuna with cheese and in btwn meals, theres always koko krunch with milk and chipsmore. my recent fav snacks. oh. that day i ate a pkt of jack and jill. :( omg. -slaps myself

and this girl here is complaining about her diet. omg lor. taken from her blog. i hope she doesnt read mine cus shes a stranger la. haha. oops.

Monday: Maggi mee (brunch), rice (dinner), JELLY BEANS + chips at 12am
Tuesday: biscuits (breakfast), 1.5 bowls of waterloo st. chicken rice (lunch), rice (dinner), JELLY BEANS at 1130pm
Wednesday: Char kway tiao (breakfast), Nestle Chocolait Chip+JELLY BEANS+Chicken in a biscuit+Danish cookies (lunch), rice (dinner)
Today: Prawn noodle (breakfast), Subway meal + bubble tea(lunch), Nestle chocolait chips (2nd packet)+ rice (dinner), Maggi mee (supper)
Its amazing that i have been eating ricefor 4 consecutive days.

omg right. i shld let her read my blog then maybe she will feel super good. she has a model figure la. vanessa said guys think shes hot in smu lor.

i really dont know why im eating so much. im just too greedy la. k la i shld stop stocking up.

at 12:30 AM

Monday, April 14, 2008

click to zoom ok? :)

:( while waiting alone at vivo. (i waited for abt 3hrs cus sch ended at 4 and they all came at 7.30! i had to walk arnd with two 5kg bags with 6 blisters on my feet.)

pretty girls and yummy food!

SUPER DUPER CUTE KENT :)

more of sdc kent. :)) we bought him a fred perry cap.

not so cute kun but i still need to post la. we bought him a nike shoe bag and waterbottle.

im sorry. more of sdc kent. :))) haha super cute hor.

another not so cute guy. we bought jimmy a wii controller!

trying to position ourselves for grp photo taking. haha.

finally.

ktv (the same old night activity). kent wanted to go stjames but a few didnt wanna go. i feel so bad.

best buddies and sdc kent!

prettyxuan and fatpat. :(

kent said that im fat from top to toe but he's still sdc! i love kent. im still lazy to blog abt the details. maybe tonight? sigh. i only did 4 econs qns out 100 maybe, the whole day! :( i slept a lot and im perspiring cus i just ate boiling hot porridge. im eating bread tuna cheese milk cookies and koko krunch everyday. quite sick of them. carb junkie! tmr i shall eat better food. hopefully.

at 7:23 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

i woke up at 8 to off the alarm and went to slp and woke up again at 10 cus chianrui smsed me. haha he so poor thing cus he's alone in sch. but he's rarely alone lor. im the one who's always alone. he said he was leaving during lunch so at least not so bad la...

here's my new hair by the way. i love these pics! taken by kent. :))

at 1:25 PM

hi! i just got home. or should i say good morning?

the week had been rather crazy and i have no time to blog. maybe next week or tonight? im gonna slp now cus i gotta wake up at 8 for sch. in an hr's time. do you think i'll wake up? we shall see.

before i go, let me show you my fav pic of the year.

a lot of weird thoughts and mixed feelings last night. i dont know. i shld lose weight. i'll blog abt my crazy diet too which zhen is not interested to know at all.

on a happy note, i collected back abt 70 dollars from my friends! many friends owe me money lor. :(

on a sad note, my phone is quite cranky. e.g. it auto shut down on the 1st day! lousy right. but nvm la. i expected it so i dont feel v upset. just feel irritated sometimes. another issue is my phone bills. they are so high. makes me feel bad. trying hard to cut down on smses alrd... i hope april is a better month for me.

k la i better go. bye!

at 7:22 AM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

today is a moody moody moomoo day. i dont know. maybe cus i ate too much. or maybe cus of the boring lect. me and chianrui dozed off. my eyelids were heavier than my ass la. or maybe cus i just got my period? today, i made a slight achievement in my life! for the first time in my life, i got ready for my period! er sounds kinda weird but i just wanna feel smarter. i nv took note of the cycle and the dates and stuff. when it comes, i'll do what im supposed to do. but this time, i was all ready. heh heh.

btw. i bought my phone today. finally. the happy thing is i got the bronze color! damn cool. i cant believe it myself cus only singtel has exclusive rights to bronze color and i managed to get it! the starhub shop person asked his singtel shop friend if they could exchange. DAMN COOL RIGHT. at that moment, i was like OMG HES DAMN COOL. hes such a good salesman. im gonna be loyal to him so im gonna buy my dad's phone there next week or sth.

i ran to patrick and shared with him my excitement. he sounded non-chalant and he poured half a bucket of cold water on me and said, aiya they all know each other one ma. they are under the same boss same company what. so i guess, theres nth to be excited abt right?

he always told me the phone i like is damn ugly ugly ugly and all sony walkman phones are uber ugly. i had alrd decided on w910 and i needed some support but nth was given to me except negative comments. i talked to my mum and my classmate and xuan and everyone told me i shldnt get affected by what others say. my mum said i dont hafta care abt what he says. i just buy if i like. so today, i told my mum im gonna get that phone whether or not my bro thinks its ugly. btw. its a pretty big step to being decisive and having a mind of my own right? when we were there, he commented that its really ugly (again) and i tried to ignore him. really glad my mum was arnd to support me. he walked away and did some tidbit shopping.

i asked a billion friends on their advice and comments and my friends were really helpful. they all said its up to me. which is obviously true cus its really up to myself. i spent 4-5days online "researching" on phones cus patrick told me i shld get samsung. i went to read the samsung phone specs. check the prices. compared with sony. looked at nokia phones. went to forums to read comments and posts on hps. met up with xuan at bk to look at phone adverts in the middle of the night. collected brochures. i know i know. its just a hp. but i wanna be sure that thats the phone i want. i always take a long time in making any decision cus i think a lot. im really an idiot right.

the other half of the bucket of the water came when patrick threw my phone onto my table. it wasnt a 1-metre throw or a 50-cm throw but the cover came off and the battery dropped out WHILE CHARGING. supposed to charge for 8hrs ma. i guess he didnt mean it but i hope sometimes, pple can just understand that we have different attitudes towards things in life. i treat smses and photos like my babies and to me, sth new is really my precious. a new bag, a new hp pouch, a new camera... i really would take super good care of them for at least the first mth. even if its sth cheap, i would also. really. even lyric books or my shades. and i only touched my phone twice and i had it for only less than an hr (i swear) and my new phone just... sigh. i rem my camera had a scratch caused by one my colleagues, i was quite upset too. but of cus im not feeling upset or angry with him now cus he really is just like that. even though i also discovered that my phone is a bit "unequal". the "opening" at the right is bigger than the left. er i think no one gets me. but i'll show you if we meet!

i was pretty pleased with my purchase on my way home actually, and i wanted to share my joy with xuan and char. but when i got drenched with the 2nd half bucket of water, i didnt. the mood just wasnt right anymore so i spent my night watching youtube in my room with closed windows and door, no fan no aircon. im feeling kinda hot now cus my laptop is burning. anw. i didnt coop myself up in the room bcus of that minor thing la. everyone was slping le ma. haha.

oh. i told kent though and im sure he isnt fit to be the first person to know cus i know xuan and char would really share my joy. guys are like... you know? aloof to a lot of things girls arent.

i read from cleo that if im always pulling out strands of hair, my roots will be damaged and hair will nv grow out from them again. sigh. this is why my hair is so thin. getting thinner maybe. my god. after watching youtube, the millionstar competition (char. its my fav singing show rem?), ive decided to cut my hair tmr. i think cutting my hair will make my mood better, hopefully. i feel like going shopping too cus i need new clothes. i always need la but i need to be slimmer first lor. SIGH.

today i ate a lot lor. sigh. me and char are supposed to eat healthy. v heavy stuff today. :(

-meepok
-curry puff
-nasi bryani
-papaya
-fried rice
-iced milo
-lianrong bao
-strawberry pocky

before i go... this is my phone. its new to me but its not new to you cus its released 4 months ago. but i like. v slim. :) though the person said made in china and after patrick's trial, i conclude its really fragile. i just hope it doesnt auto shut down or whatever after today cus mingxuan told me her customers complained to her. the guy confirmed what mingxuan said but i think i'll go sony shop to upgrade the firmware if theres really a prob. hes so nice. he told me bishan has a new service shop. cool.

at 1:13 AM

Monday, April 07, 2008

i think its quite scary to be obsessed with a few stuffed animals and treat them like your family and imagine them replying you when you talk to them and the conversation actually can continue.

anws. today is such a bad day. there was a "service disruption" and every train had to stop at yewtee. the platform was so crowded and many were standing in front of the yellow line. its so dangerous lor. those kiasu sporeans. i admit sometimes im quite kiasu also but thats cus i wanna be in the train. i dont wanna try to be nice, giving way to everyone else, and watch the train leave. it doesnt pay to be kind at times. trust me. i hate pple who push and push. they are v irritating lor.

the announcer was v nice to suggest us to take a train towards marina bay and change at city hall to go to jurong. its crazy right. thats 40 stops i think. alternatively, we cld wait 45mins for the service to resume. oh. actually we cld also take a free shuttle bus to bukit gombak. this is the only thing which i felt quite amazed. the arrangement was quite fast. but then again, they own the buses and trains ma.

i decided to go home instead as it was too late. i dont wanna attend only 1/3 of my 3-hr lect. i waited for the train towards home but aft 10mins, no train came. then the announcer told us to board the incoming train at platform b. we waited but no train what. there was a train at platform a though. since the clever announcer said b, we didnt enter the train at a. we thought it was not the right one. after the train left, the announcer told us its at platform a. hes so clever and helpful lor. and all his announcements were in eng. i feel so sad for pple who cant understand. i think they would be rather lost lor. sigh. i was so unhappy with their service and i thought of typing an email to forum or sth. but when i came home, i got into bed and read cleo. i finished it alrd. so boring. all makeup. im not interested in makeup now.

according to xuan's colleague, a man jumped down the tracks. all these pple got nth to do lor. everyday disturb pple's lives. i had planned to go vcd shop after sch to buy deathnote and cj7 and get prune juice, cheese and papayas. and now?! im at home with no dvds and no papayas. what is he thinking? no gf? me lor. hai. when i reached yishun, it was too early for any dvds. i bet the sales assistant just woke up for work. sigh.

now for a bigger SIGH. hai. my mum told me that ever since i stopped work, ive been gaining weight. and ive gained quite a bit of weight. i didnt realise leh. so i tried on my work clothes. omg. damn tight. and my face. sigh. i took a photo and compared with old pat. omg. hai. she told me to stop eating so much cus i always eat one thing after another and another. non-stop. philip also la. we are damn buddy now. he was watching deathnote in my room and i didnt bear to chase him away though i was so tired. we are both carb junkies. we are eating a lot of meiji plain crackers, seaweed, pocky and koko krunch. damn yummy lor pocky and koko krunch. i ate a nice cake too. free de. good hor. sch always gives us lousy food but ytd not bad. cake and pizza bun. but canteen food is super bad. i ate fried chicken rice. it was so bad. lessons were super boring too. sigh. theres sch tmr again. did i tell you? i have sch EVERYDAY INCLUDING WEEKENDS.

i really wanna eat papayas.

at 12:35 AM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

diet for my saturday:

cheese sandwich (i eat this EVERY MORNING)
porridge with braised meat
2 pkts of pocky
36 pkts of seaweed (well, i ate 48 the day before)
broccoli, cauliflower, assam prawns, fried fish, hardboiled egg, fishballs, rice
tuna sandwich with cheese
koko krunch with milk (its my first-time ever. cereal with milk. i nv liked. philip highly recommended and woah. it was good. hahaha.)
4 slices of pineapples
1 orange
1 box of orange pillows
1 cheesy hotdog
1 thai coconut

goodnight pple. time to slp cus im really slpy. super full though. sigh. hmm... "definitely maybe" was definitely slow and skippable but ok la. watchable too. our butt really ached after 2hrs in the cinema.

at 2:09 AM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

sigh. i dont know whats wrong with me. i dont think i slept a lot and yet last night, which also means this morn, i cldnt slp! first, i tried to read my econs which is boring, to make me slp. but it failed. then, i watched tv. since my room has no cable, i watched ch5 and ch8. ch5 is some weird drama. ch8 is worse. ch8 was showing some tcs drama that is aged at least 15 lor. this woman (yang libing) killed her husband. hahaha chicken me even covered my ears when she was abt to shoot. so scary.

cldnt slp still so i got up to pack my drawer. threw away some rubbish and rearranged a bit. :) its much neater now. still cldnt slp so it was tcs drama time again. by michelle chia. she looked 16 lor. her looks nv change hor. finally, i forced myself to slp after ellen. it was vday special and she wore pink. so nice.

without a doubt, i woke up late. one hr late. which means i wld be one hr late for my lecture. blame it on my dilly-dallying. i took a billion mins to decide what to wear. when i reached the bus stop, it was 15mins to 10. i waited for ten mins and there was no cab in sight. when finally a smrt came, i decided to go home! so weird right. i dont know. i guess maybe i dont wanna take cab and spend 16 bucks for the sake of spending 7 hrs in sch alone. but i just realised im in deep shit. i cant crash! im dead. its super impt lor the lect. sigh. to make up for this, i must work really hard. :(

ytd after sch, me and jasmine ate kfc. damn sinful. when i came home there were a lot of yummy food cus it was qingming. my parents did some praying and offering. oh. and bukit batok had a jap foodfair. i bought pocky. its v exp. one normal pocky cost 1.40 right. jap ones are 4.20 each! but theres blueberry flavour, men's choc flavour, strawberry yoghurt...

we did a bit of maths too. i think i did abt 10qns. i really need to buck up. a lot of times i asked her qns, she gave me this "huh what are you saying" kind of look. i know im not v clever lor. :(

on wed, we had family dinner. my mum philip and i went to the coffeeshop first to order and while waiting for dad and patrick to arrive, we saw an accident. my mum and philip witnessed it! this young girl was crossing the road and an indian motorcyclist hit into her. p-plate somemore lor. i was sitting backfacing the road so i didnt see anything. i only heard a loud sound of metal scrapping against the ground. when i turned to see, the girl was alrd lying on the floor. the motorcyclist and his friend were trying to get up. a lot a lot of pple crowded arnd and some called police, some tried to help the girl, some tried to help the guys. sporeans are so nice and helpful.

the scdf took a while to come and i think if it was a fire, the houses would be gone alrd. i guess a lot of things require hands-on training la huh. when i was feeling rather pleased with the helpfulness of the yishun pple, some pple who were driving past, parked nearby and ran opposite to take down the motorbike plate no. so jian right. i hope they wont win lor. no wonder so many pple crowded arnd the bike, as if it was injured. hai... tsk tsk. after we finished our dinner, the IO still hadnt arrived. it was one hr alrd lor. v bad. bureacracy. tsk tsk. hahaha.

on our way home, patrick suddenly needed to shit. er. then we realised none of us brought our keys. he was quite pissed i think and he cldnt wait so he went mac to shit while i go take the keys from my dad. he left early to meet his friends. hai. what a bad night.

at 10:36 AM

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

step up 2 was fantastic. check out robert hoffman (he's on our right and pls trust me. the photo doesnt do him justice). very sadly, thats his gf. he is SUPER CUTE and i think i almost went crazy. haha of cus not. im v rational. sigh. everyone dances so well in the show. if only i cld dance too.

fyi char. the gf is called Alice Greczyn. i think shes too skinny. haha im not being subjective here. look!

omg i feel so clever. i realised the following when i watched the show. haha.

*After the big dance in the rain, and after Andie talks to Blake, Chase walks up to Andie and is now completely dry.

*Crew or equipment visible: During the rain dance, it is obvious they are dancing on mats, and not on the ground. You can see the indents of the dancers' feet and hands in the "ground".

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sch was good today cus i finally had friends with me. lunch was the fullest ever. and most proper. ban mian and aloe vera with cocktail. but im so tired lor. sigh.

anws. this is my new tv. its too big right? char is right abt the smaller tv being cute. my mum said patrick likes it. good. i think he shld put in his room and throw away his old tv though this morn when i called him, he said he doesnt want the tv.

-

omg. my bro is being so stupid!!

philip: ma. beat my backside.
mum: -silence-
philip: ma! beat my backside!
mum: dont want la. not free.
philip: what you doing?
mum: watching tv.
philip: -went to switch off tv- ma. beat my backside la quick!
mum: ask jiejie to beat la.
philip: dont want... i want you to beat my backside!
mum: -beats his backside-
pat: laughing to myself in the room (HAHAHAH THEY ARE SO SILLY!)
philip: harder leh. beat my backside.

HAHAHAHA. philip is asking me not to blog. HAHA. too bad.

at 7:48 PM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

thats my new shelf! i bought it last year lor. nov i think. omg right. its officially a part of my wall. its quite messy hor the shelf. after my exams, im gonna go get cacti and photoframes to put on the shelf! :) and thats my tv! sigh. theres a lot of problems with the shelf and the tv actually. now the shelf is finally up, we think its too high cus im gonna have a bigger tv soon. i dont know la... and i dont think i need to get cable tv but its like no point without cable tv ma... right? but if i get cable tv, i would be in my room everyday and there would be lack of communication. and lastly, the man installed the tv bracket on the wall but the tv is not on the wall cus after some discussion with my dad, they think that they should put on the tv on the shelf instead. though there is a piece of metal stuck on my wall (the bracket) but its ok. nth compared to the stupid taxi driver who drove like a snail. i think they are friends. plus today was a really bad day. the bracket is really nth. or maybe thats what i tell myself. anyways, procrastination and indecisiveness are very bad. they are my worst enemies.
- i did sth late and it might lead to a disastrous outcome.
- i was late for sch cus i cldnt decide how to position the tv and the height of the shelf so i had to cab.

sigh. my dad is really v nice to me... i think im always bringing trouble to my family. i dont know. i always think i dont deserve such good treatment. i always know my parents treat me better than my bro. and its also cus im v dependent and hes independent. super. hai. i better do well for my exams.

my family thinks my life is a mess. its true. its always been i think. i shld know my priorities lor. just chatted with my bro. he nv fail to make me feel useless abt myself. we didnt talk abt money issues but i wanna repeat one more time to myself, that i need to save! was telling xuan that i really really really need to restrict myself to a budget of 300 per mth. im spending more than that i think. sigh. pls be good ok pat.

im gonna read a bit of econs before i slp. hai. gd bye.

at 12:18 AM