thats my new shelf! i bought it last year lor. nov i think. omg right. its officially a part of my wall. its quite messy hor the shelf. after my exams, im gonna go get cacti and photoframes to put on the shelf! :) and thats my tv! sigh. theres a lot of problems with the shelf and the tv actually. now the shelf is finally up, we think its too high cus im gonna have a bigger tv soon. i dont know la... and i dont think i need to get cable tv but its like no point without cable tv ma... right? but if i get cable tv, i would be in my room everyday and there would be lack of communication. and lastly, the man installed the tv bracket on the wall but the tv is not on the wall cus after some discussion with my dad, they think that they should put on the tv on the shelf instead. though there is a piece of metal stuck on my wall (the bracket) but its ok. nth compared to the stupid taxi driver who drove like a snail. i think they are friends. plus today was a really bad day. the bracket is really nth. or maybe thats what i tell myself. anyways, procrastination and indecisiveness are very bad. they are my worst enemies.
- i did sth late and it might lead to a disastrous outcome.
- i was late for sch cus i cldnt decide how to position the tv and the height of the shelf so i had to cab.

sigh. my dad is really v nice to me... i think im always bringing trouble to my family. i dont know. i always think i dont deserve such good treatment. i always know my parents treat me better than my bro. and its also cus im v dependent and hes independent. super. hai. i better do well for my exams.

my family thinks my life is a mess. its true. its always been i think. i shld know my priorities lor. just chatted with my bro. he nv fail to make me feel useless abt myself. we didnt talk abt money issues but i wanna repeat one more time to myself, that i need to save! was telling xuan that i really really really need to restrict myself to a budget of 300 per mth. im spending more than that i think. sigh. pls be good ok pat.

im gonna read a bit of econs before i slp. hai. gd bye.