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by !rock

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

wah im looking at my calendar and the last time i met the girls was like, last last thurs? hmm, is that right? we had ba chor mee and icekimo. i love the waffles with milo ice cream btw.

last tues, i went pedi and painted my toes blue! yays! but its kinda greenish-blue so i wasnt v pleased. im not a fan of green. nvm cheap cheap. 7 bucks only. thanks to LLF's recommendation! haha. i finally saw her after so long lor. i kept telling liz to look at her legs hahaha.

after eyebrow plucking, we had dinner and dinner was... it was... wow. my memory is amazing. i cant rem.

but i rem what happened the next day! er nth much la haha. i went back fareast again. this time was with liz & dan and we had... oh yah. we had ayam penyet! not nice one. supposedly quite famous somemore lor. the chicken so small and pathetic. so sad. then we ate dessert. damn sucky. pls dont eat from the stall beside pontian wanton mee at the basement. yes pontian is everywhere! its crazy.

fri was supper at chomp chomp followed by desserts at tong shui. i dont like impatient pple seriously. or easily frustrated pple. hello. i was in the office all by myself till 7.30pm lor. did i flare up at my colleagues? i only complained that i was bored and that's all.

sat was supper at prata hse & amk macs. both nights i slept at like 5am and i still had to rush down to office that morn cus sth was missing from the van. zzz... luckily i finally cld get to use the car. when i got to amk, it started pouring. the rain was SUPER HEAVY and i cldnt see anything. im glad the car was not damaged. otw, it will add an additional prob to the current situation and it will continue piling up cus the management does not see a need to resolve any differences or to create a better and fairer system.

sun was the ugly truth followed by xing wang. it was 12am. i ate 4 pcs of kaya & butter toast AND pasta with black pepper chicken chop! haha crazy hor. i love their green tea with honey! nice! oh. i like the ugly truth better than the proposal! the proposal ended quite abruptly. unlike the ugly truth. gerard butler is quite cute in the show. not his face obviously. but i think its skippable. or maybe cus the first hr of the show, i was super distracted by a couple beside me. the girl was crying NON-STOP THROUGHOUT and they were typing out smses and passing each other the phone. sian right. i was so glad the guy decided to stop this nonsense and walked out. the girl followed him. pls dont quarrel then come watch movie. pls watch movie alrd then quarrel can?

mon was public hols! i went to watch aliens in the attic. it was not bad la. quite funny haha. dinner was creamy chicken! hehe. i love it. the night before, xuan was talking abt it lor. she must be feeling jealous now.

the whole weekend, i was worrying abt work. i just cant help worrying abt the weather, the facs, the this and the that. i dont purposely think abt it. it just comes naturally. and aaron said im v naggy. i am la actually. i nag at shar. i nag at aaron. i nag at... i dont know. whoever lor.

even though i may look non-chalant, i do care abt every single thing someone says about me, i think. and i guess i'll try to change and be better. but sometimes, i wonder, why am i always the one changing? what abt themselves?

yesterday was the first day of sch. the lecturers taught me before and i like them but it was still sian la. and clients had to call me in class. in the midst of trying to pay attention and thinking abt work, someone told me someone was frustrated with me. i was v frustrated lor. and all i said was, i dont care. sometimes, i really wish that when i say i dont care, i really dont. and during break, i had to msg that someone to clear up the misunderstanding. seriously. i have better things to do. other than trying to be a people-pleaser or trying to be nice and perfect.

dinner was nice. the food was nice. the company was rather stressful. nvm... people-pleaser pat.

sch was at 830 this morn. i actually went! amazing huh. i had to wake up at 7. sian lor. so boring somemore. law is seriously boring. oh shit. i forgot to order the textbook and the statutes. hai nvm. next week. afternoon was bad. i was falling aslp and daydreaming and smsing non-stop. and ytd i told shar i dont sms in class anymore. tsk tsk. retail therapy didnt make my mood better cus there was nth to buy and i hate to see crowds. maybe cus i had a heavy bag so i was feeling quite pekchek. the day just ended bad la. i dont know why. i only felt better when i got home and opened my outlook. work is good. it distracts me from thinking abt the unthinkable.

wah. this week really is moving much faster than last wk! tmr is work and its gonna be a busy day cus i gotta prep stuff for fri and weekends. i have work on fri till 8pm and i have work on sat till 6 or 7pm.

my life isnt sad. it isnt. i just need to adjust to it. poor shar m. shes been eating like air? for lunch. poor girl. tmr shall be our reunion! im sure shes gonna wear nice nice tmr to welcome me!

i miss sophie! :(

at

Thursday, September 17, 2009

many thoughts in my head. and i know, by the time i decide to sit down and blog, they will all be gone. i shall quickly blog a bit at work.

nothing much actually. its just about favouritism. i tell everyone it doesnt exist in my family and i still dont think it does. but somehow, sometimes, i dont know? but really. it doesnt matter bcus it doesnt exactly affect me a lot? er, ok la. sometimes it does.

i wish i can have better temper during "the week of the month".
ive been patient with impatient people. but im not even patient towards my family.
do my friends really think im a nice person?

i was thinking abt the reason for having no bf, and in 5 years' time, would i have a successful career and a dog? like what i always hope for. but even then, will i be happy? i guess i'll feel v alone and lonely.

this week is moving so slowly.
its so strange that i cant sleep well every night.
did i make the right choice? will i be happy working so much when i can actually rest because i dont exactly need the money? er but yahla. the more the better huh. keep for rainy days.

well, its ok. ive accepted it! since i have made the choice, there shouldnt be regrets. ive grumbled enough to shar m and shes gg to flare up again. :(

at

Monday, September 14, 2009

im having terrible mood swings since ytd. pardon me for my bluntness and whatever. sorry.

at

Sunday, September 13, 2009

my chest of drawers is finally done! thanks to my family who helped to carry it up and assemble it. i did nth and even got to eat sausages and sotong balls after that. haha.

last night was... i dont know. mixed feelings. i did voice them out but nobody knew what i want actually so... nvm then. it was quite a bad day initially until... haha shall not say it out here. but i think shar knows why since i met her today for dance!

steamboat was a quick affair. preparation took longer lor. it was followed by ktv. aaron and bryan really love ktv... i felt bad for beishan cus she didnt want to go but the guys still... nvm la huh. she didnt have to pay anyway plus we sent her home! :)

ok. i gotta start thinking abt proper stuff. stop thinking abt... nvm... sigh. how i wish this was a fairytale or i was a fairy godmother and i can get whatever i want.

at

Thursday, September 10, 2009

i miss neo!

hmm, been feeling nauseous. think i have digestion issues. nvm. tmr shall be a better and less tiring day.

at

Sunday, September 06, 2009

knowing that my friends are happy warms my heart. :) i cant help but smile at the thought of it.
i love you shar m! let's smile and sing more.

at

good news! i passed my exams.

bad news! im super duper hungry now! dinner was like popcorn and er prawns? many many prawns. we met a super nice uncle who taught us how to prawn and he gave us like 15 prawns? so nice hor. we were quite good as beginners actually. er i didnt prawn at all. but i paid lor. stop saying i nv contribute. i had so much to eat cus rayson and peiyuan are allergic to prawns so me aaron and beishan had everything to ourselves. peeled and ate like mad since g-force was at 9pm. hehe we managed to reach early and got ourselves a parking lot.

the movie was... so-so. but i liked it that the songs match the scenes and the actions. without the soundtrack, i wld give the movie like, 2 stars?
after the movie, we went for tea near ham's hse. i miss the guys! i hope they are doing fine.

i need to be home more. sigh. i wanna go ikea tmr. hopefully, i can get sth, like finally.

oh. pls listen to my new blog songs! shar m will love them! i made char listen to them alrd hahaha.

at

Saturday, September 05, 2009

im feeling really really tired and i wanna slp. even though work was at 11.30am today but, the aftnn was spent playing with sand in the sweltering heat. no. didnt get a tan. it would be nice though. shar m think its ugly. i like to think otherwise. i didnt tell her her pink shorts she wore today are nice. dont tell her! ltr she ya-ya.

dinner was bbq food and it was quite horrible cus i was forced (really really forced) to eat the chicken wings despite my stomach bloated with mango juice. sigh nvm. there were too many leftovers. no choice lor. plus some evil colleague whose name i dont wanna mention kept passing me the chickwings. tsk. (must ren. must ren!)

and after the bbq, daniel treated me and liz to sushi tei! he's so cute lor. he insisted on treating us cus he passed his exams! haha. good for him! initially, he was v disappointed he cldnt treat so i decided not to stay for the bbq and i asked him to order special unagi roll but in the end, i stayed for the bbq and still had to FINISH ALL THE UNAGI ROLL BY MYSELF cus he had diarrhoea. so nice hor. still treated us even though he cldnt eat much. and liz doesnt like unagi with bones so hai. i really stuffed myself to almost death tonight. and er. a bone was stuck in my teeth lor. damn irritating. finally gone. either i swallowed it or sth.

thurs was mayim (a chinese restaurant that's like din tai fung and has really not bad food!) with xuan and i love you, beth cooper. the girls are not cute or pretty and the boy looks older than my dad. sorry that i use the word ugly often cus i have limited vocab - ugly and stupid are my two fav words. oh there's also retarded irritating and yea. i mean, etc. ok whatever. you can dont watch beth cooper. no loss at all.

wed was mos burger with elaine and serena! i shld control my diet seriously. my butt is really super huge. i eat lots of mayo. today at sushi tei, i asked for mayo refill thrice. and mos burger, i had two to myself. hai. :(

tues was family day at JB! spent S$120 there lor. must really save money. i spent like $2000 in 3 months. on what sia. i dont even shop much. hai. still got the late fines. scared the discrepancies will sum up to $150... :(

mon was... omg i took 10mins to recall whats up on mon. i met charneo for dinner at iluma and movie! year one is better than beth cooper but worse than i love you man. i think so la. oh but the proposal is the best!

hey charneo! xuan told me chang the korean restaurant is v nice! hahaha we shld have tried it lor! soon soon! im gg to slp. love you girls. gdnight. :)

at

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

oh no. im so irritated now.

at

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

haha i think im hopeless. im deleting sent smses to char and the first two i saw are really lame maxxx.

the first was sth like, how come cinderella neo thinks i wanna buy crocs?? i think she not only lost her glass slipper, but she also lost her mind.

hahaha wth right. oh we used to call her cinderella cus she had curfew. she gotta be home by 12.

the second was, her crush alvinder rajaratnam is no longer with her? ltr go mustafa find a new one lor. but maybe cannot study with her la. can only build flats.

hahahah this is qt funny hor! she used to "study" with some indian friend whose name we do not know of or we dont rem cus its too long and complicated.

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