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by !rock

Thursday, September 17, 2009

many thoughts in my head. and i know, by the time i decide to sit down and blog, they will all be gone. i shall quickly blog a bit at work.

nothing much actually. its just about favouritism. i tell everyone it doesnt exist in my family and i still dont think it does. but somehow, sometimes, i dont know? but really. it doesnt matter bcus it doesnt exactly affect me a lot? er, ok la. sometimes it does.

i wish i can have better temper during "the week of the month".
ive been patient with impatient people. but im not even patient towards my family.
do my friends really think im a nice person?

i was thinking abt the reason for having no bf, and in 5 years' time, would i have a successful career and a dog? like what i always hope for. but even then, will i be happy? i guess i'll feel v alone and lonely.

this week is moving so slowly.
its so strange that i cant sleep well every night.
did i make the right choice? will i be happy working so much when i can actually rest because i dont exactly need the money? er but yahla. the more the better huh. keep for rainy days.

well, its ok. ive accepted it! since i have made the choice, there shouldnt be regrets. ive grumbled enough to shar m and shes gg to flare up again. :(

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