oh, love's gonna get you down.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

it was early morn (12.30pm. haha.) and my family members were making so much noise.

the sound of locking the gate... dad was going out to get lunch for us.
4 secs later... dad was abt 3m away...

philip: paaa!
patrick: pa! paa!
philip: paaa papa!
patrick: pa!!
philip&patrick: PA!!! YOUR SHOW LAST EPISODE LEH!

dad turned back and the 3 of them sat tgt hand in hand watching the last episode of a hk drama. hahaha. so cute right my family. :D

patrick bought 12 dunkin doughnuts and i ate THREE! sinful. i gained 1kg and im v sad. really. so wat did i do? i went to watch shrek and ate popcorn and drank coke. before that xuan FORCED me to share with her niang dou fu.

during meeting, i ate tapioca chips and keropok. i hate meetings! im gona skip all meetings. i dont care if i get sacked. i dont wana be putting on weight jus bcus of a stupid job.

and during lunch, stupid laosai girl went lunch without so i had no choice but to eat at my canteen that has only 2 pathetic stalls.
a malay stall.
a chinese stall.
both sell only rice and veg and meat. so i ate nasi bryani.
i dont patronise the chinese stall cus i find the pple dirty. really la.

shrek was kinda boring. bt there were 3 funny parts which i do not rem wat they are. haha.

I NEED A BAG! i wan a sling and a side sling. I WAN A BAG! ok sorry. I WAN TWO BAGS!

ive alrd sent out smses and emails abt my bday buffet. hmm inviting abt 60 of my colleagues lor. i guess i will order a buffet for 40pax ba. and Perfects! pls keep 21st free can?? either 21st or 20th can? or maybe 23rd...

and my poly friends! can keep 23rd free??

aiya i need to pee and im gona move it move it. gg to get vcds for my family to watch ltr. whee. laters!

at 4:43 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

:) so nice to be home. really.

made tuna ytd and this morn. i made tuna melt for philip and me! haha so swt of me. wahaha. he said its nice!

waited for mum to come home and set off to aunts hse. she made us eat a lot. its her grandson's 1st yr.

then its pirates time! nachos with cheese again and popcorn! without johnny depp, the show is nth. haha hes damn cute la. but not a lot of scenes with him. so sad. though orlando bloom was super shuai, it doesnt make the show nicer.

i wanted blades of glory actually but it was kinda rush. nvm. can watch again some other time.

was having headache the whole day. feel much better now. i love bathing. i love putting on my pjs and lying in bed slacking.

last night dad came back with a lot of nonsense. i was rather angry with him and patrick for wasting money on things i find totally useless and retarded. shall not elaborate further. i dont wana hear comments that are judgemental.

but he bought perfume for me and i love it. haha smells really nice. he spent 100over. he told me he wanted chanel but the person intro christian dior to him and he bought it! cd addict two i think. nice. :) im happy.

rushed to meet xuan at 11pm ytd. smelling nice (wahaha!). wanted to watch udon but no available time slots so ended up eating ice kachang at xinwang. gw called to meet so we nightrided to yishun and reached at 2am. ate dimsum at 925 then went home.

i had actually decided on my bday plans but patrick and tsiang gave more comments. so now i hafta think thru again. boo. troublesome. if only i was rich hor.

i wana buy bedshts! i love shopping for household stuff. if only we cld move to a newly painted hse... with furnitures i like... with colors i love... with things i heart! haha. saw a lot of nice bedshts at aussino. mum bought 2 lovely rugs. i didnt buy bedshts cus im sure got sale coming up soon. GSS ma. yippee. the bedshts i like all cost 140. so exp lor. hmm...

at 12:09 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i like staying home. :)

i lost a kg when i was sick those few days. and now i gained 2kg. 2-1=1kg! damn! :(

ate prata with lina for dinner the other night.
ate pizza hut with fam ytd. haha there were 5 of us. we cldnt finish la.
we ordered:
1. two LARGE pizzas
2. 1 garlic bread
3. lemon tea each
4. mushroom soup each
5. ocean's platter which includes calamari, fish nuggets, tempura and some onion ring thingie
6. pasta
7. 10 drumlets (yummy!)

we were really stuffed and bloated.

oh my god. i totally forgot abt wat happened last night. we went uncle ringo! philip patrick and his gf took the ferris wheel. 7.50 each lor. exp right. then i joined them for some revolving thing.
IT
WAS
HORRIBLE!

and its 10 freaking dollars per head!

i do not rem anything abt that ride. my mind is clean of that horrible 15mins. i swear i will nv nv do anything that will make my heart lose its direction again. my heart was down to the ass and then before it cld climb back to the chest position, it went down to the ass again. damn. that feeling was really urgh. :( up down up down. i hated it when we were being swung upside down, ur body parallel to the ground. nvm. shall not go on.

i was supposed to take care of philip but i cldnt cus i cldnt even open my eyes. every min, i was praying so damn hard for the thing to stop soon. i felt ok at first but when i reached home, i felt so sick. poor philip vomitted in the train. i cld smell the pizzas lor. yucks.

spent qt a bit this wk. met xuan on mon to go bugis. we skipped dinner! wat a great great achievement! :) but thats the one and only time. hai.

bought wei xiao pasta vcds! got some makeup. haven gotten eyeliner yet though. doubt i will know how to use it. actually, for the past 3 wks, haven been putting mkup. lazy neh. got a blouse for mum. bought her perfume too. and finally got my 2 cds!

went supermarketing with philip this morn! i like! haha but spent 30odd. got so much food at home now. happies. and i jus packed a bit of the hse cus dad is coming back. dont really wan him to nag. cya later dad!

at 4:36 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

its strange how one can tolerate her husband having two women at the same time.
jus ate the 2nd woman's lao po bing. haha. i tink no one understands wat im saying.

they went out for dinner. am staying hm cus i feel kinda lazy + slpy and i rather watch tv and drink water.

ytd was spent qt fruitfully. jus that, i forgot all abt my plan to take my cds!

night at gardens was v happy and funny. i tink gw tinks im nuts. i laughed at every little thing he said. but gw, ni zhen de hen hao xiao u know! hahah. wy also v funny la.

there were like 2 fights at the prata stall opp us. but we made a joke out of them. hahah so funny. :) i hope there can be more funny nights like this.

reached home at 4 plus and watched a bit of my wei xiao pasta! OMG ITS ON CH 56 NOW! MY GOD. GO WATCH OK HUMANS! its really EXTREMELY NICE! bye!

at 7:04 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

slept for abt 3 hrs then got up to buy porridge for philip. his fever hasnt subsided yet.
it was 39.7 ytd morn! they sent him to the doc and everything cost 100 over bucks. so exp.
but dad was v worried la. he wanted to make sure hes ok before he flew off.

his temp is 37 point sth now. his gd sister (me!) will be giving him his medicine later. :) haha.

patrick made hashima for us ytd. yummy. so nice. if only i cld get to eat birdsnest and hashima every morn, i think my skin wld be perfect. hahaha.

im currently addicted to wei xiao pasta by cyndi wang and zhang dong liang! hahah i love addictions to tw dramas! at least i know wat to do when i haf nth to do. :D they are both v cute. haha. gona watch it now. happy.

at 11:29 AM

at this time of the day, im not aslp yet.

i can msn no one.
i can sms no one.

and u guess wat im thking of?

sth i shldnt be thking of.

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dinnered and chatted.

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sometimes, i wish sch can start soon and maybe... my life wldnt be like this.
but then again, when sch starts, i might be too free, resulting in total boredness.
i dont have many friends. and work is the only thing which keeps me really busy.
its a daily affair which will end in aug. when sch starts, i will have a lot of time at hand.
and i definitely will prefer poly life to life in sim.

my dear friend neo is leaving soon. :( the thought of it saddens me every time.

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was so angry with together gether jus now and i argued with her. first time. i dont know why i did that. sigh. respect her pat. shes ur senior and shes old.

at 7:00 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

da jia zao an! :)

good morning everyone! --> this is for neo. she doesnt know han yu pin yin very well. only if i typed like this: da jia ZHAO an. but i dont wana be using bad chinese. i got B ok. haha.

cant believe i slept from 7 till now! haha at least now i feel much better. though throat still hurts and mucus is still flowing down uncontrollably. bt at least, i feel i can think better. ytd at work, i was like a retard.

didnt get to bid farewell to kangs and dad (face-to-face).
but at least i smsed kangs. neo was really insincere. its sad being her friend. does she even care if i leave for aussie someday for masters?
she didnt even sms kangs. its only a 5 min thing.
not for me though.
i spent 1 hr plus, typing a 7pg long sms to her, telling her to take care, to be safe, to... yah... u know...

as for dad, i saw him last night. his side view maybe. and when i woke up, he's gone. :(
take care ok...

anw. gona bathe now. cya lovelies. :D

at 6:58 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

there goes my meet-up with Perfects.
met them last wk for nydc.
met them ytd for sushi.
supposed to meet to bid farewell to kangs but...

1. she didnt reply char
2. neo might not be able to make it
3. im running a temp of 38.4

was intending to get my book and my cds. :(

cabbed in silverarrow to work this morn and every min in the office, i felt like gg home.
so i went to the doc aft clearing some pending work. he said i got no fever, only a minor flu.
ate med and slept like a log. 2 logs i mean. my thunder thighs.

btw, i had a long long dream abt my "bday present". i thought it was real. woke up to great disappointment. :((

at 6:58 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

i didnt know getting books on amazon is so cheap!

so anws. im intending to get... Suite Francaise by Irene Nemirovsky & A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini. the latter is not out yet i think so will get the first tmr if im gg town. i must get it. i wana prove to myself im not always fickle. haha.

at 11:52 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

im running a temperature. :(

at 6:29 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

i feel so fullllllll.....

patrick made chicken porridge. so yummy. really nice! i shredded half a chicken. zzz.
then my cute neighbour gave us 3 boxes of durians. nice!
i hafta try to lose weight. i wana be 55kg! hahaha. give me 5 mths. right Perfects?! haha. =D

ytd treated mum and bros to balithai or sth at novena. food was not bad. spent 80plus. so broke. im gona quit soon leh. i mus really really save up!

we ordered qt a lot.
- sambal kangkong
- broccoli with mushrooms
- butter prawns
- pineapple rice
- fried rice with crabmeat
- blackpepper chicken
- boneless chicken wings

fri night celebrated ailing's bday in advance. so nice to see everyone though i wasnt talking much. too tired le... wanted to watch blades of glory but we cldnt mk it for the 11.35 slot.

so lazy to go take my s.h.e cds.
so lazy to go novena for my manicure.
so lazy...

my phone is a bit cranky. i wana change. but i got no money. :(
actually im v thrifty la. was kidding. i dont need a new phone. i need more savings. this is security.
n76 n76 n76 n76 n76.
gorgeous.

my aim is to lose 1kg next wk. no carbo. erm. NO CARBO PAT!

at 6:30 PM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

im actually v tired and slpy. fell aslp during dinner. but my hair is still kinda damp. it takes a long time for my hair to dry up. sigh.

listening to s.h.e's new album here! not v fantastic i tink. there is one song with Fei Lun Hai. my god. they suck.

btw. every song has a special "thing" about it. for example...
no. 5 is a song using lyrics from Jay Chou's songs. every sentence has Jay's lyrics.
no. 2's chorus is MayDay's Wen Rou, sang by Fei Lun Hai.
no. 11 is composed by Ella and lyrics done by Selina.
no. 9 is written by Hebe. her lyrics were unchanged by the producer.
no. 8's is using the tune of London Bridge is Falling Down. hahaha so cute right! its a happy happy song. :D

I LOVE S.H.E!

their first day of launching --> http://www.him.com.tw/news/news09.php
ee. i dont like ella's new hair leh. so not nice. so sad.

at 2:31 AM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

went to the bank. eee. i dont like patrick's new keyboard. its like xuehui's. i always complained cus the backspace is bloody small and i always pressed "\" by mistake. patrick's previous one was yellowish due to the sunny sun so i told him he shld change and he really did (wow). but i miss its backspace.

oh yah. went to the bank and the queue was v long and the weather was freaking hot. pple were actually queuing outside the bank. i didnt wana join them cus i didnt have anything to fan myself with except a handphone and ezlink card? and i need aircon! so smart me went to the money changer to change my big notes to smaller notes and deposited at the atm machine at the mrt station. but the queue was qt long too. i was sweating like a wild boar. haha. i wanted to say pig but pigs are pink and i wore all black.

btw. does spore really have a small population? singaporeans are everywhere!

spidey was alright. it cld have been "fantastic" if i wasnt feeling really extremely cold and if the legspace wasnt so small that i had to sit in an awkward position for 2.5h. being in the fifth row and having an aching butt didnt help much either. the show was kinda draggy. and tobey was qt gross when he became sorta evil. but anws. i enjoyed my nachos with loads of cheeeese! :D

went supermarketing and i guess, with or without a job makes a diff. i tend to spend without thinking when i know i have a job. its jus subconscious. u know ur rich.

i bought 2 pkts wang zai xiao man tou for my neighbours. i jus felt like buying.
2 pkts fishball crackers and i finished one.
1 pkt wheel cracker. its the tapioca tidbits.
1 whole papaya. if u know me, i nv eat papayas. i tink only xuan knows. im starting to like it. i finished half! ahahah.
1 pkt of green peas. im looking for the japanese coated green peas which are super salty and v nice. but i dont know where to get them! can someone help me pls?

gona ask mummy if she wana go "walk walk" ltr... i need my pillows and bolster.

and oh. sth happy to share. i was rather upset and worried on thurs cus i thought i might not be able to preorder the s.h.e cds with the freebies. and last night...

me: er. can i still order the s.h.e cd?
girl: can ar...
me: erm... then are both the free gifts still available?
girl: yes ar...
me: ok i wan two cds. -BIG SMILE-
hahaha. so there goes 42bucks.

then movie tickets... 38bucks. the only person with a stable job in the family (me) has to pay for the family's entertainment, family's lunch (chicken rice. have not eaten chicken rice for mths btw.), family's tidbits blabla...

in the prev entry, i mentioned abt work right. yah the 2nd feeling is, why am i doing sth more difficult jus cus boss says, ltr she stressed again ltr she wat again. then me leh...?

maybe im too nice. or maybe i seem too nice. some keep asking me this and that. others keep asking me to do this and do that. im no longer that energized u know. but then i feel bad and paiseh if im unable to help.

humans are all selfish. someone told me this. i agree. no matter how great or nice u are, one day, u will jus think for urself. can i? i wish i can complain to my colleagues, my boss. but i know there is nth anyone can do. and i know everyone definitely understands but i jus need to rant. can i? i know if i tell my friends, they will say, work is like this ma. i know. i know work is like this. u cant expect everything to be like wat u wan or wat u need or wat u ask for. we are workers. we are not bosses. even if we are, some things are beyond control. humans are hard to control. economy too. or wateva...

i can only, mk myself happy by staying contented and satisfied. i will try. its hard to smile when u dont feel like. really really.

at 5:32 PM

im so so tired. xk called me 5 times today. i guess its rgd the same issue. he asked me to call him back. i tink i'll do that tmr. too tired now. jus blasted at mum again. she found some money in my clothes in the laundry basket... erm. qt a lot of money. so she told my dad and my dad asked me abt it and i flared up. actually, its jus a small small matter. it was only a reminder kinda thing. or even jus casual talk.

i was qt unhappy over work stuff these two days. i guess im really influenced by the kampung pple and i hope things will not worsen. i hope im still me. cus if u know me well enough, u shld know i get influenced v easily.

so stuff like, unhappy over manpower allocation, over tasks and duties for the day, over credits given and gained... over feeling that boss is unfair, feeling that uve done a lot or done more, feeling fatter and fatter...

maybe ive been the lead for so long that if one min, i'm not the "star" anymore, i feel a little bit upset. not upset. jus... hmm... sth like... "i tink i can do a better job"... but this feeling disappears qt fast cus... its nth compared to another.

this 2nd feeling is contradicting to the first but. its me.

im v tired. can i talk tmr. gd nite. cus i jus got home from spidey. huh. u wana know abt spidey? er. tmr can? bo leh? (shit. kampung again. )

at 1:09 AM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

this is damn gross.
its an afghan hound dog.
i nv hated a dog this much.

hai. ok. i take back wat ive said. shall not bitch abt humans or dogs.

i wana get either a yorkshire terrier or a maltese. so cute! but i will only get it when i have a maid. or a husband who likes dogs. cus im super lazy. will nv brush its hair or bring it out for walks.

actually, thinking abt the daily tasks that i need to do if i get a dog... im alrd feeling kinda sian. i guess i'll nv get a dog then.

i really hope to get a nintendo ds lite so that i can play nintendogs! haha. :)

at 10:46 PM

i like this purse!

i like the prints! but its so far away from me... and i dont like shopping online cus i wana feel the thing. hmm...

hai. they got so many nice stuff...

er. i jus found out that they dont ship to overseas. so nvm. shall stop surfing.

my nails are long and nice. but some broke and they hinder me from typing... i tink i might cut.

haha a mail jus came in. its keegan's friendster blog update. and accidentally, i junked it instead of delete. haha.

ive uploaded another song in my blog. haha its v cute! :P

at 7:18 PM

omg i didnt know we cld upload images via blogger.

!!!
and thats angela. so pretty right.

my wishlist:

1. nintendo ds lite (white)
2. a canon ixus
3. nokia n76

haha my wishes are so exp right.

at 4:11 PM