went to the bank. eee. i dont like patrick's new keyboard. its like xuehui's. i always complained cus the backspace is bloody small and i always pressed "\" by mistake. patrick's previous one was yellowish due to the sunny sun so i told him he shld change and he really did (wow). but i miss its backspace.

oh yah. went to the bank and the queue was v long and the weather was freaking hot. pple were actually queuing outside the bank. i didnt wana join them cus i didnt have anything to fan myself with except a handphone and ezlink card? and i need aircon! so smart me went to the money changer to change my big notes to smaller notes and deposited at the atm machine at the mrt station. but the queue was qt long too. i was sweating like a wild boar. haha. i wanted to say pig but pigs are pink and i wore all black.

btw. does spore really have a small population? singaporeans are everywhere!

spidey was alright. it cld have been "fantastic" if i wasnt feeling really extremely cold and if the legspace wasnt so small that i had to sit in an awkward position for 2.5h. being in the fifth row and having an aching butt didnt help much either. the show was kinda draggy. and tobey was qt gross when he became sorta evil. but anws. i enjoyed my nachos with loads of cheeeese! :D

went supermarketing and i guess, with or without a job makes a diff. i tend to spend without thinking when i know i have a job. its jus subconscious. u know ur rich.

i bought 2 pkts wang zai xiao man tou for my neighbours. i jus felt like buying.
2 pkts fishball crackers and i finished one.
1 pkt wheel cracker. its the tapioca tidbits.
1 whole papaya. if u know me, i nv eat papayas. i tink only xuan knows. im starting to like it. i finished half! ahahah.
1 pkt of green peas. im looking for the japanese coated green peas which are super salty and v nice. but i dont know where to get them! can someone help me pls?

gona ask mummy if she wana go "walk walk" ltr... i need my pillows and bolster.

and oh. sth happy to share. i was rather upset and worried on thurs cus i thought i might not be able to preorder the s.h.e cds with the freebies. and last night...

me: er. can i still order the s.h.e cd?
girl: can ar...
me: erm... then are both the free gifts still available?
girl: yes ar...
me: ok i wan two cds. -BIG SMILE-
hahaha. so there goes 42bucks.

then movie tickets... 38bucks. the only person with a stable job in the family (me) has to pay for the family's entertainment, family's lunch (chicken rice. have not eaten chicken rice for mths btw.), family's tidbits blabla...

in the prev entry, i mentioned abt work right. yah the 2nd feeling is, why am i doing sth more difficult jus cus boss says, ltr she stressed again ltr she wat again. then me leh...?

maybe im too nice. or maybe i seem too nice. some keep asking me this and that. others keep asking me to do this and do that. im no longer that energized u know. but then i feel bad and paiseh if im unable to help.

humans are all selfish. someone told me this. i agree. no matter how great or nice u are, one day, u will jus think for urself. can i? i wish i can complain to my colleagues, my boss. but i know there is nth anyone can do. and i know everyone definitely understands but i jus need to rant. can i? i know if i tell my friends, they will say, work is like this ma. i know. i know work is like this. u cant expect everything to be like wat u wan or wat u need or wat u ask for. we are workers. we are not bosses. even if we are, some things are beyond control. humans are hard to control. economy too. or wateva...

i can only, mk myself happy by staying contented and satisfied. i will try. its hard to smile when u dont feel like. really really.