oh, love's gonna get you down.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

oh no. im so sad. i just tried the skirts and jeans from poly year 1. i think i was the fattest then. i still can wear lor!! damn. and im not going to try the year 2/3 skirts cus i know i cannot fit into them at all. what is this la. stupid weight gain. argh!

er. my mum just told me i got ten pairs of slippers. i didnt know i got so many lor. right now, im only devoted to my havis. love char :) char you silly billy.

at 3:11 PM

today is wed, a school day and there is no school!

oh SHIT MAN. i was so happy when jasmine replied my sms to confirm theres no sch and now, i just rem that i gotta hand in my assignment tmr. damn. sigh laters then. im packing my stuff now and throwing away all my blue jeans since blue = no slimming visual effect. and all my skirts. i think my poly friends shld know. i rarely wore pants to sch. haha ive got really a lot of skirts leh. its crazy.

anws. nvm abt the above. guess who i saw ytd?! i saw xuehui in town! she was with her friend. i shld have approached her to say hi right? everyone says that! haha. but er. i was feeling quite apprehensive. i didnt dare to and i thought she wldnt like me to. finally saw her after 2 years and glad shes doing well. she looks the same. crumpler bag and all. think she lost weight also. esp the love handles. good then. i told everyone who was present at xuan's bday dinner last night abt the "encounter" and i think they were happy too. they agreed that i shld have asked her to join us though they know the chance is like really super duper ultra slim. i did leh. i smsed her. but she didnt reply. at least i tried. but ok la. now we know shes alive and kicking. :) though for a second this morn, i thought of being angry cus shes still not replying smses. but then, it was really just that one second thought la.

ailing and gw told me abt angela too. hmm... heard shes going back indo for good. haha i kept asking a lot of qns abt angela but ailing doesnt know much. except that she has graduated and she got her degree? so good right. i really really wish her all the best. though no one can hear me but myself. its ok...

er. i just told my mum im throwing away my jeans skirts/pants and she said, ok lor. cannot give away also ma. nobody can wear your size. thanks mum. :)

she and patrick and philip were super worried that i wasnt home at 7 this morning. sorry. sigh. i totally dont rem that i got a family who would be worried abt me. :( cus we were singing ktv! we sang till 6 lor. and i wasnt tired at all. damn pro right. i even read P S I Love You in the train on the way back. call me king man. er. not kingman our ex-classmate. nvm. i shall post pictures next time la cus im quite busy really. haven even buy cny clothes lor.

at 1:00 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

my nike bottle is not scratched. its badly cut. many many cuts. i suspect the culprit is my bunch of house keys. damn.

the pink cap is so ugly now. :( my bottle is like its owner. ugly head and ugly face.

at 1:14 AM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

*beware. very long post. just for you, my lovely fans.

im so slpy. and my tummy aches. i think i overate.

today is my grandma's death anni and my mum cooked a lot. heres the menu:
- ang ku kueh
- buns
- cupcakes
- fried noodles
- curry chicken
- broccoli with big prawns :) i love prawns
- sweet & sour pork
- fish
- soup (beancurd skin?? & fishballs)

obviously, she didnt make the ang ku kueh, cupcakes and buns la. i dont know if i missed out anything but i really ate a lot lor. i even ate 3 scoops of ice cream after that!

my facebook got 325 requests! crazy right. but i cannot be bothered actually.

my camera got problem! i cant upload anything! why ar. i shall restart my comp later. :( i wanna show you pics from ytd's jay concert. it was not bad but i was kinda daydreaming. i forgot abt what. haha. but i know for sure when we were queueing to reserve his items, i was super distracted by food. haha. poor zhen. she kept talking to me but i kept looking at 7-11. haha. we queued for almost an hr just to reserve an ez-link card holder. cus the other items are quite useless to us. shirts... scarves?? and a lot la. oh jacket... anws. we had to reserve cus when we reached indoor stadium at 7 right, everything was sold out alrd! btw, we took a MPV shuttle to the stadium. $2 per person. quite cool right. we saved the walking. haha.

jay gave a lot of surprises and hes pretty cute. haha. the things he said and the things he did. he sang two cute songs too! but i forgot what they were. jacky cheung and chow yun fatt appeared too! i was so amused and suprised lor. haha. he really has connections la. so good. he played guitar, piano, zither and he danced! his grandma too. shes super cute haha. his piano is transparent lor. it was quite fun at the end cus he went hoarse also. i think he like just ping le lor. cus anw, going home le ma. but ok la. everyone high can le. haha.

and we were quite lucky. we managed to catch the train. and its not even the last la. strangely, it was not crowded at all. really weird cus the past few times, the platform wld be super crowded after the concert. but ytd, its only xiao mao san liang zhi. haha small cat two three. nvm.

i went char's place on thurs aft sch, to watch dvds again. hahaha i know its crazy. but she just loves my company. unlike wed, there was no supper. :( which is very good la actually. i can eat lesser. ytd, i spent 5bucks on a pkt of twisties and ntuc potato chips. hahah. cus i was v tempted ma. super exp right. but this is how businesses make money la.

midway thru our "omg hes so cute lor" and "ahh hes so swt la", my phone rang. siti called. haha she was on her way to the customs. she was going KL. shes v nice la. she told me that my duty on fri was changed to main cashier instead of reception and wanted me to be prepared. if she didnt call, i think i might stay till 6am and go str to work haha. i didnt want to have cash shortage or anything. and yay. after 5 times of counting by myself and 3 times by my exec marlin, the money FINALLY tally. bt ok la. i had a lot of time since i was meeting the Ps at 7.30 in town. but i was quite sian at work leh. the praises and wows i received abt my new hair didnt help either. its quite funny cus i went to work feeling rather inferior. esp after the insults i got from char and mum.

char: you look kinda toot toot lor. like a student. oh. but you like younger la.
mum: your hair is too thin lor. makes your face look very big and fat.

in contrast, my colleagus said, wah pat! you cut your hair ar. very funky leh. very nice, really very nice. suits you lor. makes you look younger lor. where you cut one ar? how much? oh so exp ar. huh so far away ar. oh the same uncle ar. you very loyal leh. you look very nice with eyeliner and mascara lor. should do this more often. and today you look like model. so tall. haha may i have you autograph pls? (and the person who said this bent her body slightly. which is almost equal to a 90-degree bow lor. hahaha for two secs, i felt like i was some super model. pat moss? hahahah!)

the Ps (sue py vann) all said my hair is nice and they got a shock. haha they, i mean SUE ONLY, is so cute lor.

this is the summary la. i swear. my colleagues are damn nice right? like what zhen said, they are very good at consoling pple. hahaha. thanks xiuzhen. zhen said my hair looks the same! where got. i think it looks rather different. esp the fringe. im so sad lor. she is my ardent fan leh! and yet, she doesnt keep track of my hairstyles. a fan should print out her idol's pictures and paste in scrapbooks or whatever. and when questioned, she must be able to say when her idol cut her hair and what hairstyle etc ma. LOUSY. hahaha just kidding la. you're the only one who's willing to go concerts with me lor! i cannot lose contact with you. haha. :) oh. not kingone wang chuan yi concerts though. hahahah.

the sian part abt work i shall not mention here la. this is the Internet lor. its v scary. dinner was un-fresh fish&co. :( not fresh and fish&co is so unhealthy and exp lor. i vow to eat subway/sushi everytime im out. we wanted to go settlers but its fully booked. crazy lor. come my hse la. i got boardgames too!

sigh sian la. cny clothes! im gonna drop by the maternity section some time next week. anws, im gonna slp now since patrick and philip are out at Spore Discovery. i think so la. either that or Science Centre. and my mum is out at the salon. lonely pat but happy pat. why happy? read below...

"The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect."

A group of graduates, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee, the professor said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the simple and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.

Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases, it is just more expensive and in some cases, it even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups then you began eyeing each other's cups.

Life is the coffee. The jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of Life we live. Sometimes, by concentrating on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us. Enjoy your coffee!

The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything.

1. Live simply.
2. Love generously.
3. Care deeply.
4. Speak kindly.
5. Leave the rest to God.

at 2:56 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

im really super tired. and i dont know why im still online and still watching tv. sigh. anws. this is my tired face and new hairstyle. shall blog more tmr. good night.

at 2:15 AM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

sigh feeling damn sian now. nvm. i feel mean. therefore, i shall not elaborate.

anw. i wanted to blog abt me being a jinx right. nvm. forget abt this also. sigh damn sian. i should slp.

my mum says that my hair is too thin and my face looks v fat and big. which is true la. but then if its thin, i cant do anything. if its thick, at least i can thin it.

at 9:37 PM

im super hungry again. today, i was reading Female and there was an article on hunger. i forgot what was the title but anws, it was saying abt why some pple "feel" hungry all the time, esp when they see food or when they see pple eating. though they might have eaten 2hrs ago, they start "feeling hungry" again and they start eating. hmm sounds like my case.

but im really hungry now leh. :(

ive been pretty busy and i skipped class today cus i went to cut my hair. er. i feel that i look v ahlian+aunty. and i dyed the prev hair color again. but both me and char feel the original color is nicer. original is the one before today. the faded from violet-red color. sigh too bad. there goes my 80bucks. i really must not spend unnecessarily anymore! my uob has less than 500 lor. damn sad. argh whatever.

actually, i skipped class cus i was lazy and wanted more slp la. crazy char and i watched dvds till 8am and i woke up at 12. class was at 3.30 lor. i had to choose btwn vanity and studies. who will choose the latter right. esp when the person is smart. (as if lor. sigh.)

and guess what. on my way to char's place at 11pm, i met uncle neogeo and his family and their dogs! haha they were walking their dogs. so qiao lor. i told him i was going down the next day. haha. but im really jinxed la. i got down at the wrong bus stop so i went opp to take the bus back to char's hse and i got down at the wrong bus stop again! wth right. i have night blindness la. but i still wanna learn driving leh. :(

mon was siti's bday and we paid 70 for her red crumpler. she loves it. i haven collected the money from them yet. sian. i think im always busy with misc stuff. misc as in not sch and work. misc is not unimpt k. dont get me wrong. i had to go search a nice bday card and i gotta make sure everyone signs without letting her see and finally hide it in her locker. but before that, i gotta try and take her locker key from her. and i dont know why so many bday cards got pigs on them lor. i need a halal one. in the end, i found a nice giraffe card. why bday cards must be animal-themed?

so thats one mission done. the next is farewell for vann! i finally know what to buy for her alrd. so happy. char and i are going to buy it tmr. we better not wake up late cus its v impt! vann is leaving next mon and we're meeting on fri! and then aft she leaves, i gotta make sure everyone replies my smses rgd xuan's bday. quite sian sometimes. i know everyone's busy la. but then... nvm. without these bumble-beed activities, i think i wld be quite bored also la. haha i think i have great friends.

the Perfects met up in full force on mon night. and i finally got to eat my fav subway! damn yummy though i forgot to ask him to not put green chilis again. :( followed by slacking arnd at wen's place. haha i was busy watching tv la. and kw was busy trying to act like a pro photographer. shes damn bad. neo is better. im not bootlicking. its true. hahaha. happy? dont call me a bitch. and no. not even biatch.

i was looking through our old pics and i didnt know philip attended teck's bday dinner one year. and we went to the night safari once too. he was really skinny and cute. now hes super naughty and fat.

at 7:40 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

dont worry neo. im too happy to scold you lor. hahah but your flatmates are crazy la! quite sweet though. all because they miss you.

haha i even went to wei's blog to see if she had blogged anything abt it. my memory is damn good. i dont even know i still rem her blog add. haha. pat is so smart. :)

but really la. my heart stopped beating for 3 secs. anws. very happy now. haha cus i can cont blogging!

the cd shop person said yzw's album is not out yet. so weird lor. its supposed to be out on the 11th. i thought it was out of stocks. haha and i thought it was amazing cus i dont think many pple support him ma. esp theres pple like gw who spread a lot of misleading info abt him! but er. i think cao ge's album is nicer... go to haoting.com and listen to both!

:( my eyelashes are drooping alrd! so sad. sigh. ive been spending a lot. but its a new year ma! cant wait to do my hair. shld i skip socio this wed? cus the next next wed i got facial. haha who am i talking to?

our dear friend - ailing

haha an angmoh in deep sleep at T3 transit hall.

just finished dinner. damn bao!

at 6:46 PM

shit shit shit! shit la. i hope everything is ok. i pray pray pray! neo neo. :(

sigh. i have no mood to blog. maybe ltr. shall wait for char's call first.

anw. today was damn sian (initially). i was half an hr late and there was not a single empty seat in the HUGE lect hall lor. my lecturer la! his fault. he cramped 4 classes tgt. i waited for jasmine for another half an hr, outside the hall, cus i didnt know what to do. when she came, we went in and sat on the steps. damn pathetic right. but ok la. sunday classes are quite productive. im slpy again. char pls call me soon. :(

at 5:26 PM

oh. xuan msged me. shes sick. she vomitted. so poor thing.

sigh. the past few days i was quite upset cus i feel jinxed. can i edit this entry tmr? i wanna slp le. zzz.

at 12:44 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

i missed my mum and bro damn a lot ytd and today. i dont know why. and when i thought i cld be a good daughter/sister and stay home tmr, i suddenly rem that i have STUPID MAKEUP CLASS TMR AT 9AM AT CLEMENTI. sigh. how sad. im happy to be home now. feel quite tired but i wanna watch tv before i sleep. luckily i didnt meet xuan. maybe next wk la... i miss her too. though i saw her on thurs. haha. im crazy la.

me: ma. i really miss you all a lot lor. dont know why. you know the last time i saw you was tue?
ma: really meh? i dont know.
me: really!

-5mins ltr-

ma: actually, when i miss you, i just tell myself that my daughter is married off alrd lor. comfort myself.
me: huh. hahaha like that also can ar. anws. when will i get married lor.

-2secs ltr-

philip: jie. when someone proposes to you hor, you must immediately agree leh.
me: why leh?
philip: cus nan de got pple propose ma. later no chance alrd.

thanks philip.

-

i permed my lashes today. damn shiok cus i slept for that one hr. i was hanging arnd town for freaking 2hrs while waiting for aunty connie to finish her facial. aiya long story la. cus i "act nice" ma. i was worried she might get lost so i told her i'll bring her there and so i did lor. but while she was having her facial, i had nth to do. i saw nth nice. and nice things dont fit me. damn sad. had headache also. :( therefore, i really enjoyed my perming process cus it was done lying down! :) 88bucks for lashes that look like xuan's. i swear. and sadly, she told me mine wont last as long as the normal one (3months) cus my lash hair is thicker and heavier... so they tend to droop. :( 88 bucks huh.

mon - dinnered at chongpang with lina and ordered a pair of spongebob shoes :) though i think i wont look nice in them but its cute.

tue - went to relc to pay sch fees with jasmine. everything went so smoothly lor. haha. chianrui went at 12plus and he told us not to go cus he took a queue no. and there were 50ppl before him. damn poor thing. but me and jasmine decided to go ahead cus sooner or later we gotta pay ma. we reached at 4 and there were only 8ppl in front of us lor. hahaha. so lucky right. :)

wed - it was food-day. i ate meepok for breakfast, chicken rice for lunch, a chweekueh before i went sch and a slice of choc cake and chicken sandwich in sch. followed by subway teriyaki + double choc chip cookie for dinner. supper was 2 pears at char's and a cheese pancake from pinle which is not nice. dont buy ok. maybe can try peanuts la. cluedo was too easy for us. kang char and me solved it tgt. its getting un-fun. we are too smart. but the company was great la. at least me and kang didnt quarrel (again).

thur - gw's bday dinner at imperial treasure. yummy yummy la-mian. but i think we ate too much meat lor. kent that carnivore is crazy. there were only 6 of us but we ordered additional 4 plates of porkish dumplings and some oily carrot pastry. i dont really like pork. got a weird smell. which reminds me. char! i gotta bitch to you abt ailing lor. hahaha. i'll tell you on mon. :) anws. i asked gw to drive so that we cld go T3 and we went! haha i think we slacked there for damn long. suppered at the macs there too. the place is damn spacious and theres v little pple. haha kent is right. we can play football there.

fri morn - gw's actual bday: sms convo btwn wy and me (warning: quite sad)
wy: eh so gw's bday how?
me: er. we celebrated last night.
wy: oh ok.

hahahaha. eh bt i did ask him la. he said confirm again ma. he silly billy.

fri night - crabs at uncle leong! actually they wanted to go the one opp uncle leong but we had to wait for 1.5hrs. its crazy. i thought of gw's and ailing's recommendation so we went uncle leong instead. it wasnt v crowded. i think we waited for only half hr. but its damn scary. 4 of us spent 130bucks lor. one chili crab and one butter creamy crab cost 91dollars. we cldnt even finish. and we were super unrefined. sue's hands were dripping with the gravy. haha too bad nobody had clean hands to take pics! only vann is able to eat crabs with fork and spoon. hahaha. sigh. we ate damn a lot. got hei pi jiu pai gu. pork ribs with guiness stout. i think its nice! but the drinks aunty's service is so bad. er. out of pt i know. then it was mj time. actually i felt very uneasy the whole night. cus the last time we played, i lost a lot and i got sean to replace me while i rested. last night, vann looked so sad and tired and she didnt get to hu much. so who won her money? its me! im damn jian right. sigh. and she still sent me home. we exited at the wrong exit on cte and she had to make a big turn. argh. i feel so bad la. shes so nice to her enemy. i really really feel very bad. even now. oh yah... i smsed her twice today leh. but she hasnt replied yet. er. hai. nvm...

i need to eat lesser! today i ate kfc with yummy cheesefries, bubble tea, a lot of durians and 6 slices of bread. :( im carbopat. im not fatpat. i wanna be as skinny as sue and vann! they are so pretty lor. sigh.

photos up later. im going to watch tv. :)

at 10:33 PM

philip's acrostic poem:

English homework must hand in punctually
Neat handwriting totally compulsory
Great to study, but dont be so nerdy
Library, the best place to study
I didnt expect it to be so noisy
Studying is good, but
Have to see my mood

at 10:15 PM

Sunday, January 06, 2008

oh no. i didnt know internet banking doesnt allow us to view stuff before 2 mths ago. anws. in nov and dec 2007, i spent a humongous amt.

$1659.00. this is nets. dont ask me abt cash. i dont keep track.

WO DE TIAN AH.

char. whos more broke right. :(

at 3:39 PM

maybe i shldnt have watched so many movies and listened to so many songs or went so many times of ktv... we dont forget songs and movies easily, do we? actually, i dont forget the "fav" hangouts, food (the list goes on) too. sigh.

i said the above cus ch5 was showing spanglish. its not the first time i see sth familiar on tv. many times, i wonder how they are doing. its really part of me, part of my life. and each time, i tell myself, they dont care anyway, why should i? they hate me. they are happy without me on bdays christmases countdays. but the next time or the next public hol, the same thought crosses my mind again.

no. im not a nice person if you think i am. if i am, i wldnt have lost 2 pple whom might be with me for the next 40yrs or so.

i didnt know everything that happened happened so long ago. i thought my grandma passed away one year ago. in fact, its been two years! which means... hmm... hai...

not slpy yet. but i shall try to slp aft 5 more videos.

at 4:30 AM

Saturday, January 05, 2008

youtube rocks but its damn scary. you click on one video and you see 10 related ones on the right. and when you click on two of the ten, theres 20 more related links. i can never finish watching the videos i want! i cant even finish the old ones and the youtube pple add new ones every min.

my comp is damn laggy now cus theres like 30 youtube windows opened. haha. i swear.

take note of the two windows i circled. theres like 10 youtube windows in both windows. haha. im crazy right. theres almost 30 videos with their endless links that i need to watch!

anw. im here to blog cus i feel typing out what i ate today in chronological order.

pork porridge
beehoon
1 white bread from bakery
nasi lemak with fried chicken wing
1 banana
1 gardenia bread with jam
1 white bread from bakery spread with nutella
half of delifrance baguette
1 bowl sweet potato soup
1 old chang kee curry puff
1 banana
1 bowl sweet potato soup
long beans with fishcake

SHIT! i really eat a lot la!!! !&*^!%^&

at 11:23 PM

i skipped the test. erm. me and jasmine, we skipped the test. but then i regret totally. cus its OPEN BOOK! wth la. i wasted the chance lor. :(

an update on my health status:

still sick with bad cough and sorethroat. but there's an extra bonus today.

i lost my voice!

cheers for pple who are always listening to my crap.

whee. i just had lunch. and im feeling slpy again. i haven been slping well cus i spend my late nights playing psp and when i close my eyes for slptime, i see a lot of dinerdash customers in red/green waving at me. very scary and terrible feeling. :(

at 11:34 AM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

:( my throat is hurting like argh.

anws! i love xiao jing teng more and more. hes so cute! haha i spent my whole day watching youtube videos of him.

p.s. actually, i secretly think xiao jing teng is really super cute and much cuter than yzw but i cant say this cus i feel like a traitor to yzw... and im trying not to youtube too much of yzw in case i start disliking him. he can be quite xxx sometimes.

whatever it is. pple like them make my days a lil better :) both are really really good singers. i cant wait to buy their cds!

at 1:48 AM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

i really enjoy the xing guang bang's concert. youjia and yzw are damn power.

yzw is damn powerful la. his voice is really really good. yay! his album will be out on 11th jan! :)

at 7:54 PM

after ba chor mee, i slept at 6 and woke up at 11plus. watched a bit of tv before rushing out to meet gw for blazer shopping. i vote for domanchi. but i guess we all gotta be practical. domanchi was abt 400 for a shirt and a blazer. so he bought g2000. its not that cheap also. 250 for shirt tie and blazer.

the guys and xuan joined us later for cafe cartel. i guess its the reason why i had sorethroat and fever the whole of ny's eve. :(

can you see im wearing wy's huge slippers? cus of my havis la. hurting my feet. :(

moreover, work was super damn busy and i totally had no time to drink water. not to mention calling cpf regarding my gstoffset. sigh. there goes my 200bucks. :( luckily i took a panadol before work. otherwise, i might just faint midway. met char for lunch but sadly, subway's queue was never-ending. we had to eat sticky rice which is not nice! :( there goes my teriyaki chicken... we had shaker fries though! char bought pkts of seasoning from hk. damn cool. got sour cream and chargrill and 2 other flavours i think.

thanks for the yummy seasoning and cute pooh char. :)

da-baoed hokkien mee for my parents and slept from 4plus till 7plus? but head was still trying to split itself into half. :( i dont really know how to describe but it was terrible. teck called me and we chatted for half an hr or so and he reminded me that cable was showing tw countdown. though i felt really terrible, i tried to watch my show. aft an hr, i cldnt take it and went back to my room. sigh. but i cldnt slp! :( cus i kept thinking of yzw and jolin and show and whoever wld appear on tv. i wanna watch them sing and dance! :( and i wanna watch the ch55 new show cus got ah wang. i like him. the show seems funny too. :( i cldnt slp also cus the guys were msging me abt mj. glad it was cancelled. my headache was killing me. my throat was in pain. the 2 panadols didnt help. :( my head was aching and still, there were so much things in my head. sigh. but in the end, i fell aslp la. woke up at 3am cus neo called. :) she was cooking pasta. (actually, she was just peeling garlic.) switched on my tv aft that and luckily!! i managed to catch the yzw's part. but i missed the xingguangbang, jolin and show. :( im trying to search on youtube now. played psp till abt 7 this morn and woke up at 12. i think i cant sleep for long hours. dont know why. sigh. :(

i think tv is really my life. i was so angry with philip that night aft cartel. i was really shagged but i forced myself to stay awake to watch yzw and guess what. he didnt finish recording. i was bloody pissed. ok i know theres youtube but i was still quite irritated la.

i was also irritated cus my havis are hurting my feet and my nike bottle is vandalised so badly but i dont know what. :(

sigh. i'll just fail my test this week lor. :(

p.s. note the no. of :(

at 2:42 PM