maybe i shldnt have watched so many movies and listened to so many songs or went so many times of ktv... we dont forget songs and movies easily, do we? actually, i dont forget the "fav" hangouts, food (the list goes on) too. sigh.
i said the above cus ch5 was showing spanglish. its not the first time i see sth familiar on tv. many times, i wonder how they are doing. its really part of me, part of my life. and each time, i tell myself, they dont care anyway, why should i? they hate me. they are happy without me on bdays christmases countdays. but the next time or the next public hol, the same thought crosses my mind again.
no. im not a nice person if you think i am. if i am, i wldnt have lost 2 pple whom might be with me for the next 40yrs or so.
i didnt know everything that happened happened so long ago. i thought my grandma passed away one year ago. in fact, its been two years! which means... hmm... hai...
not slpy yet. but i shall try to slp aft 5 more videos.