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height: 170 cm
weight: 300 pounds
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by !rock

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

we shld nv make mistakes at work. in life. anything. at least work, its redeemable. wateva u call it. tmr hafta go clear the shit.

anws. im super full. from all the junk at work. oh yah. i love my friends. cus they are all so nice to me. i cant find anyone meaner than u. haha but its ok. everyone supercedes ur presence. =)

my feet stink. urgh.

so sad. weihong has stopped telling me he misses me. hahahaha. =P he is on his way home now... so late... aiyo.

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

i shld drink more water.

didnt intend to go out for dinner but poor and nice weihong waited for me. wasnt feeling hungry actually cus i ate 1 pkt of my fav julie wheat crackers, 5 pkts of meifong's msia fish biscuits, blueberry waffle and niang dou fu the whole aftnn!!! but the yakiniku don was tempting ma. used to avoid eating that... but nvm. still as nice as ever. feeling isnt the same though. then we shared wh's fav dessert. honeydew sago i tink. u tink this is it? hai its not. ate sausages and steamed fish upon reaching home. am i ok? i do not know.

anw. this is nth compared to the 10 dou sha bing i ate ytd. my god. im looking at photos elaine sent me. damn. im so disgusted by myself.

when can i see neo? i wish kent was arnd so we cld go comex tgt! xiaokentkent... :(

work has been qt... i duno. so glad wh is arnd to smile at/with me and vincent is arnd to make me laugh. i love their presence at work. life is gona be sian aft they leave. :( but its ok. pple come and go all the time.

i hope meiling and justin can cheer up. i cant do much anymore... i duno wat i can. i can only be a listener. i cant be an adviser bcus im confused myself also... sorry guys. jus be happy k?

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Monday, August 28, 2006

pictures of myself (hahaha) from n80. see how bored i am... :( uploading photos of myself and posting them here. these two were taken by weihao at swensens. my fav sticky chew choc! feeling abit hungry now. =x





shit. my face wasnt this fat. as compared to now. this were taken in early jul i tink. damn. i hafta get a fringe. ok im going neogeo.

arghhh. i jus saw pics from the bbq at justin's hse. im a freak. this is saddening. i doubt i can get over this fact. hai i need to do sth. ok. go jogging tmr at 4am.

thats a joke.

but i show u one v recent pic of myself k? dun get freaked out. its really me.



ahhh!!!!!!!!!! u see?!?!?! FREAKY.

btw. thats my big bear da xiong. haha no la. my colleague la.

hai. aft so much blogging, im still so jing shen. die.

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gave up searching for a nice blogskin. no time to do one either. was telling xiao ham i miss doing projs. i miss doing reports. i miss sch. whenever i see a website with a shopping cart, or a website that sells shampoo... i'll think abt our old projs. hahaha. this sounds crazy. but not so extreme la. jus that sometimes i really miss poly life.

i feel that ive let go of a lot alrd. thx to my selective memory. :) ur right. only i can make my life better. ive learnt to accept the fact that the past is nv ever gona repeat itself or nv ever come back again. things cant always remain the same. i cant always be happy. i cant always get wateva i wan. though some things, u try u get. but a few others, u try and u jus dun get. things jus dun go ur way. this is so sad and irritating. pple come and go all the time. i can only sigh lor. wat can i do right. i cant control the lives of others. i shld learn to be numb.

but the hatred for u will nv cease. ur the first and the last that i choose to dislike. see the word "choose"? which means i can choose not to. but wateva it is. im angry.

nvm... shall talk abt sth else. wat i ate for supper? orr lua!!! this is sinful. this is madness. and until now i still cant slp. this is horrible. its 1.45am le. god.

i
am
so
freaking
fat.
damn.

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call me a copycat char. but im so bored. :( thats why i made my 4-yr-old blog alive once again... old entries have been deleted alrd though.

i miss my xiao kent kent a lot! :( he told me he is staying in some aussie hostel and he went clubbing upon arrival!!! im so jealous... quickly come back k. cus i miss u so... and moreover, 5 days aft ur back, ur gg army le! i hate time. it keeps moving and moving... aiya u quickly come back!

haha hai wateva. as if he can read this.

i miss neo too. i miss kang wei. i miss char. i miss wen. i miss all my frens. :(

maybe cus im bored.

i wana play mahjong. i wana lose weight. i wana shed 4kg. so sian... :(

i wan the price of the phone i wan to drop! shitty starhub. i wana jump over to singtel le lor. ur gona lose a lovely customer like me. humpf.

i wana watch my kai lang shao nuu vcds. the stupid temp from my prev workplace stole it! k la she didnt. but she nv return me! so jian. i wana watch full house. i wana watch ai qing mo fa shi. i wana watch jia gei wo ba.

i wana learn driving. and i wana get a car. so fun. wait till my bro passes first then i'll go learn then we can get a car! whee. am i dreaming? yes patty ur dreaming. haha im so crazy.

btw. happy belated bday to beloved teckguan! though ur skinny and scrawny, i still wan to be ur fren and listen to all ur police stories and laugh at u. haha. i know u will play mahjong with me! :) thx for ur treat! the choc fudge cake was nice. haha i ate more than anyone. i love all the food too. yummy!

this first post is so random. cus i jus wana type sth. cus im bored.

i wana be tired so i can fall aslp. how......

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