gave up searching for a nice blogskin. no time to do one either. was telling xiao ham i miss doing projs. i miss doing reports. i miss sch. whenever i see a website with a shopping cart, or a website that sells shampoo... i'll think abt our old projs. hahaha. this sounds crazy. but not so extreme la. jus that sometimes i really miss poly life.
i feel that ive let go of a lot alrd. thx to my selective memory. :) ur right. only i can make my life better. ive learnt to accept the fact that the past is nv ever gona repeat itself or nv ever come back again. things cant always remain the same. i cant always be happy. i cant always get wateva i wan. though some things, u try u get. but a few others, u try and u jus dun get. things jus dun go ur way. this is so sad and irritating. pple come and go all the time. i can only sigh lor. wat can i do right. i cant control the lives of others. i shld learn to be numb.
but the hatred for u will nv cease. ur the first and the last that i choose to dislike. see the word "choose"? which means i can choose not to. but wateva it is. im angry.
nvm... shall talk abt sth else. wat i ate for supper? orr lua!!! this is sinful. this is madness. and until now i still cant slp. this is horrible. its 1.45am le. god.
i
am
so
freaking
fat.
damn.