oh, love's gonna get you down.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

last week, after van's bday picnic, me and neo went over to char's and played rock band for almost 6 hrs. i was super tired and i was half-dead but i stayed on cus i wanted neo to be happy. we formed a band called "pangolin" and we sang strummed played. it was really a happy night.

today, i officially renouce the friendship btwn me and charmaine neo kim neo.

ive just booked my air ticket online and i will be away for 10 days for a short getaway. a getaway from someone that i do not wish to see anymore. pls do not tell her im gg china in case she comes looking for me.

when i saw this, i thought it was very sweet of her.

Neo says (6:18 PM):
i spent like one hr making a tribute website for u

i cant show you the blog she created for me as er... its kinda personal. trust me, she is really a SUPER DUPER NICE FRIEND but i just dont deserve her. now that she's available as a best friend, you may email her at neokimneo@hotmail.com

at 6:29 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

hehe. surprise bday picnic was a huge success!

errr. what the hell is neo doing? the surprise bday picnic was not for her lor. she really loves pple surprising her huh.

erm. nvm abt neo.

hehe. the girls prepared themselves for the surprise while i went to fetch the bday girl. hahaha they were so cute. char and neo were holding the banner, jumping and waving, while kangs py and sue were hiding behind trees!

yay! THE ARRIVAL OF THE BDAY GIRL!

haha! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAN! though its like super in advance cus me and neo wont be arnd for your bday ma. sorry! hope you enjoyed the party!

so cute right the balloon! got candles somemore lor.

finally we all settled down and ate! i love bread!

hehe yums!

we had quite a bit of food left so we decided to play zhong ji mi ma. i like it cus i didnt have to eat the muffins! heng lor. i dont like muffins. they make me feel damn bao. but i ate damn a lot of the rest la. i ate non-stop lor. dont know how come i didnt feel full. neo fried some shitty chicken and sotong balls that were black. she also made some bacon and egg sandwiches which EVERYONE AT THE PICNIC TOLD ME THEY SUCK. (they smsed me last night when i was asking for feedback) thanks sue for buying the cheese brownies and erm. muffins. they are van's fav! we also brought along mika's songs! hehe. after zhong ji mi ma, we played taboo. hahaha everyone was so funny.

"the rock is a?"

"a stone?"

HAHAHAHA. the rock is a wrestler la!

oh. we made a few friends at botanics. er. neo chatted with 2 dogs and i talked to a pangolin.

so huge right! van thought it was a bear lor hahahah.

oops. where's py? hahahahaha. py is a bit short hor.

hahaha so pretty.

i think this photo is damn gross. i look so bad. but bo bian. our one and only grp photo.

ok. im going offline now. some shitty person (neo) is talking rubbish to me online. she told me she thinks kangs is damn loser and char is damn fat and van looks anorexic and py and sue love to wear short skirts all the time. so bad right. its not easy to give up a friendship of 14 years but sometimes, we just cant take it anymore.

at 4:32 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

haha i dont know why i was so happy but its good! worked since morn and suppered with the guys. lunch was subway, dinner was sushi tei and supper was prata! all v yummy hor. supper was damn last min but i was really looking forward to it and was really v happy to see them though all they talked abt was how stressful sch is. feel v sad for them la cus they all looked super miserable but im pretty sure they will do well so i also feel proud of them. er ok nvm. i really admire their sch life. to be tgt and helping each other. so nice. i like.

sigh. tmr is a long day again. my weekends are damn busy also. :( gonna slp now. gdnight.

at 12:52 AM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

hi char! today is a happy day!

i wanna watch My Best Friends's Girl and... Step Brothers.

at 10:00 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

just had dinner. feel so full now. still shared bubble tea with philip. that pig. haha k la. i suggested buying.

first day of sch was boring. i had to carry home two HUGE stacks of notes from clementi. i took a photo of it actually. but im lazy to upload. efficient pat sent all for binding alrd. gonna be 20plus dollars lor. so exp. :( so poor. still got notes from two other modules. sian lor. gotta buy textbooks also. sigh. i wanna marry a rich man. oh yah. i gotta stock up on pens too cus philip la. keeps taking my stationery.

Walks in to the room
Feels like a big balloon
I said, "Hey girl, you are beautiful"
Diet Coke and a pizza please
Diet Coke I'm on my knees
Screaming, "Big girl you are beautiful"

ive been having little slp. last night, i slept at 1 i think. i dont know. and i woke up at 9. so early hor.

ok! i think i shall go nap before my tv show at 8. tmr got sch again. :( wed also. :( boring...

at 6:58 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

a very good morning to one and all. haha this reminds me my poly days. presentations and projs. so fun. i used to miss poly life a lot. maybe cus i started sim and it was really bad. it is still bad i think. im supposed to have my first lesson of the new sem today at 8.30am but i woke up an hr late. an hr late = $25 cabfare. i can go for the 12pm class but i wont be able to take the notes cus im from the morn class and i hafta cancel tuition and i dont want! today is my payday!! therefore, after i got changed, i decided to not go and i happily ate my choc bread even though i shld since the email says:

The purpose is to cover additional material pertinent to the understanding of accounting. The sessions are necessary to aid your learning.

sigh. i really really dont wanna take cab. i sat in my sofa, wishing that someone, my dad or bro, wld be so nice to send me to sch but both were still slping and both wont do it. i wldnt ask also. i definitely will get scolded. how i wish i have a driving license. :(

i came home not very late but i slept very late last night. i forgot what time. ytd was really a crazy day. i cldnt slp cus i kept thinking of how bad i was at work. and my tuition kid is gonna stop tuition from nov onwards. i'll be so poor. not that now im v rich with the fees. i haven even gotten my 3rd mth's pay and the 1st mth's was halved. dinner was good with yummy crystal jade and funny company. hehe.

my fam complained that ive been going out too much. lets say what i've been up to.

mon - ktv
tue - training

wed - oh. i went to town with char to try and buy greentea mooncakes. home's fav's durian and greentea mooncakes are wonderful! but van prefers four seasons' greentea mooncake! she said the home's fav's is her mum's standard. hahaha her mum is good lor. and we shopped a bit. haha she spent 100plus. lucky me. i spent less than that. bought a happy-colored jacket. hehe. and a not-so-happy-colored cardigan?

thurs - i met van for shopping for her mum's present and i waited for like 5 hrs. haha. we dinnered at wasabi tei. the unagi was super huge and nice la. i was really tired the whole day. so glad i was too tired to do any shopping. hen hao. i only bought ear studs. van did most of the talking lor. haha. after dinner, met py for gbs and we went her hse to slack and talk.

fri - met up with angela at queensway! had subway cookies again. haha. im always eating that la. and bubble tea! it makes me happy. really really! i like red tea with pearls and green apple jelly. the aunty knows me alrd. i dont even hafta to tell her what i want. hehe. $1.50. cheap cheap.

fri was a really really really really bad day! i was like tearing non-stop while waiting for the bus. i swear i cldnt control. reasons shall not be revealed. it was really silly la. i got emo on tues too but i didnt tear. its all cus of pms la i think. so glad my period really came. i was hoping it wont come during my china trip. it was a bad day also cus midway to queensway, i realised i forgot to bring my wallet! damn jialat lor. no card no cash only one ezlink card. wah. damn sian la. i still had a dinner the night itself with my ex-colleagues at dian xiao er. in the end, i had to borrow from angela's mum. i cldnt borrow from angela cus she was gg back indo and i cant pass it to her ma. sigh. stupid day.

dinner was good though. simon chen was really inspirational. im not sure how much he inspired me. i hope its a lot. i met a girl on thurs too and she's super optimistic. both of them are. very good leh. they have high self-confidence and this is sth which i really really lack. im not a humble person. if i think i can do well, i will say it. im not those who like, er no la. i dont think i'll score well la. even though i know i will cus i studied. for my exams, i know i will pass my econs for sure. btw. did i tell you i passed all my exams? :) unexpectedly. so when i say i dont think i will do well, I REALLY DONT THINK SO. not pretending de hor.

ok. i wanna pack my wardrobe. before it gets messier. got tuition ltr also. SIAN.

shit. my dad just asked what time is sch. oopsie. sigh.

at 8:05 AM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

im damn fat la. i just ate nasi lemak! before that i didnt know patrick wld buy nasi lemak so i ate jam and bread cus i was feeling super hungry as usual.

lets see... lor mee, bubble tea, mooncake, hor fan, chicken biscuits, nasi lemak and bread and jam. argh.

at 10:44 PM

hi. im really slpy. me and the two boys in the picture below, came home at 5 this morn. we spent 10hrs tgt lor! did nth much except sing eat slack and walk. dinner was fried rice and subway cookies for me! supper was apple pie. i never ate apple pie cus i thought it was too sweet. now i like it. hehe. and i miss subway suddenly. i wanna eat subway melt the next time i go.

hi boys! i passed the test! im so glad i passed! haha i was super nervous la. i swear my hands were shaking. when was the last time i made a presentation? poly hor. i was the best presenter in class k! haha no la i was not. my memory is really bad anyway. last night, we chatted quite a bit and the two boys rem so much that i dont. woah. i seriously dont rem most things.

in the aftnn, i was feeling quite sad over a lot of things. its so weird. its kinda sudden. and i cant rem isit time for pms. but maybe everything just accumulated and erupted? i didnt cry la. felt like. i felt very useless and irritating. i dont know. ok. i hope when sch starts, things will be better. sigh.

sometimes, you feel very distant from someone whom you thought is close to you. and many times, you have different views on issues. but i think i have different views with many other pple. im quite an inferior person i think. i always think im very weak and i make myself weak by not trying.

ok nvm. i shall go watch tv with my fam. :)

at 7:26 PM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

sigh i feel very sad and fat now. i feel really really sad cus i think ive been eating really a lot this week. esp today and ytd. ytd morn, i had dough fritter and butterfly fritter and erm. other stuff made of dough in the aftnn and night. this morn, i had bread and cheese. aftnn i had bubble tea (again) and char siew rice. teabreak was 2 fried drumsticks. dinner was rice and stuff la. after dinner was chicken biscuits. and i just drank milo. :( i rem the day i waited for py to drop by char's hse, i ate chicken biscuits too. so fattening lor. sigh. im sad. the fat issue is back again to haunt me. i hope i feel better tmr. :(

at 10:29 PM

hehe. i bought mika cd on 18th aug (i think) and i just opened it!

Oh Billy Brown had lived an ordinary life.
Two kids, a dog, and a precautionary wife.
While it was all going accordingly to plan
Then Billy Brown fell in love with another man.

supposed to attend elaine's housewarming today but due to unforseen circumstances, i cant go.

tuition was not very good today cus i scolded her for taking my pen and keeping it in her bag without my permission. this is the second time alrd. the first time, i thought she forgot. but this morn, i asked if she always takes pple's things in sch without asking and keeping them, she said she doesnt know. what rubbish. its either a yes or no. so i told her she might get caught by the police if she continues doing this. she must ask before taking something.

i said the week was crazy right. mon i had tuition and work and paid my ex-colleagues a visit. oh. i blogged abt it alrd. hehe. i was really happy. tue was work again and school. after work, i met the guys for teck's really belated bday dinner. silly boy. he wanted to treat. its very silly cus i ate kfc alrd so i didnt eat! shld treat next time ma. hahaha. but i ate the bread la. cartel's bread is free!! but i feel that the standard dropped. wed was school and bookfair + john little sale at expo. i spent 35 on books and 15 on tidbits and food. both neo and char spent 60 plus each on books. crazy right. haha but they are bookworms la. oh yah. we still owe neo for cabfare. the ride home was damn damn scary. the rain was super super heavy and the 3 of us actually put on our seatbelts. hahaha. sounds very loser right. but seriously, we cldnt see a shit ahead and beside. the uncle was trying very hard to see also lor. anything cld happen ma. dui ma? patrick was stuck in a jam from town to amk for 1.5hrs. this shows how bad the weather was. it was very bad.

thurs was... work again and school i think. i forgot. oh yah i rem now. i was supposed to have supper with van and py after work but then it was cancelled. after work, i dinnered with char at ps and i went her house after to slack. i forgot why i went. while waiting for py to come pick up a cake i helped her buy, we were deciding if we shld go for a movie. haha as usual, we digressed and took a LONG time to conclude that we shall watch "forgetting sarah marshall" at 12 at the cathay. py came at 11.30 or sth and we left the hse at 11.50 i think. rushed all the way there la. it was like amazing race. hahaha. (shall shorten the story) we parked at a place where we thought was near the stairs to the shops but it wasnt! time was running out and we were kinda lost! we ran everywhere, searching for the right door to the shopping mall. when we finally found it, we had to climb up the escalators cus we were late! after payment and more running up the escalators, we reached the cinema and omg YAY!!! WE WERE JUST IN TIME FOR THE SHOW!!! we were sweating lor. haha no la. i can only say, everything was worth it. :)

ytd had some training and tuition. training was quite bad but nvm. its over. dinner was carls junior. yums. and snacks were crystal jade bread and super yummy choc cupcake!! its damn yummy la. not dry or buttery and its so chocolatey. i dont usually eat cupcakes or muffins cus they are always huge and unfinishable and sometimes dry or buttery but ytd's was really irresistible hehe.

just ate fried chicken wings fried by my mum. zhen hao chi. have a happy week ahead!

at 6:34 PM

Friday, September 05, 2008

i know i always complain and grumble a lot. i always make mountains out of molehills. i will try to be better k. not better at complaining/grumbling or making bigger mountains la. i will try not to complain/grumble so much.

this week had been rather crazy and im so happy to be home now. today was really not so good. not until a stranger talked to me on my way home. he was someone from smrt . i know it from the smrt purple shirt he was wearing. anyway. i was jaywalking and usually, i wld stand at the centre line to wait for all the cars to pass by before crossing. however, it was rather dangerous just now cus the smrt guy parked his car by the side and all the oncoming cars came super near me. when it was finally clear, i started to cross and the man in the car waved at me, with a piece of paper in his hand. i thought he was saying sorry for blocking the traffic or sth. suddenly, he got out of the car and ran towards me.

"excuse me, miss!" so i stopped.

"do you know how to get to st 11 blk 416? i'm lost." he was pointing at some words on the paper.

i wasnt really sure but i know its near my mum's workplace so i told him the directions to her place and asked him to try searching himself. he sounded very glad and grateful and it made me feel that i shldnt let him get lost again. he seemed quite poor thing. therefore, angel pat called her dad to double-confirm. my dad, as usual, gave really clear instructions, and repeated like 5 times. he said its actually ave 11 and not st 11. therefore, i wrote down for the nice old man... "go str and turn right when you see northland sec sch......" when i finished, he thanked me really profusely and sincerely. so happy. hehe. i was really cheered up cus i know i was of great help to him. plus i had my fav bubble tea in hand. chipster was not v good though. char loves it. char was rather sad abt her fats which dont really seem to exist. i guess i need to be also. i eat so much of carbo. no good. today i ate 2 pratas and chicken curry with a lot of chicken. really v nice lor. my dad's indian guy friend made it! damn yums! free somemore. very good hehe. oh. i finally ate prawns today cus my mum cooked 2 dishes with prawns and she cooked 5 dishes for only the 4 of us so i had to help to eat. :( bo bian la. it wld be wasteful to throw away the prawns. my face feels v swollen today. not sure why. :( i hope i recover fully soon. haven been applying the vit e gel for quite some time. its v bad. i hope i will rem to next week. i must have been too busy la. and tired.

tmr is another long day. sigh. i suddenly dont feel like blogging anymore though i had a lot to say initially. gdnight.

OH! btw. the newspaper said coconut milk is 3 times more fattening/unhealthy than lard. its crazy la. we all thought lard is our worst enemy. i love curry lor. i love nasi lemak too. shit man. stupid newspaper. talk rubbish.

at 11:57 PM

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

now that im not chatting with char anymore, i feel really sad. today (1st sept) is my dad's lunar bday and nobody rem. he was really sad and disappointed. anw. to cut the story short, i did sth really stupid and embarrassed him in front of his friends. sigh. i really really hope he's ok. shit la. i really feel so bad. argh. my dad is not a very optimistic person actually. he's a little on the emo side. he cares a lot abt certain stuff and when he does, he gets affected really easily. i hope to do him proud someday. :(

today was such a bad day. once again, to cut the story short, i took a wrong bus and had to cab in the end. 11 freaking dollars. on my way back to woodlands, i took a wrong bus again! so i got down and decided to take train instead. i took a bus to train station but before i reached the station, i got down! which means, i got down at a wrong stop. damn sian la. i was late for tuition for 1.5hrs lor.

evening was much much better. the visit to smrt really cheered me up. my ex-colleagues are so nice. i love shaun and lisa and lina and everyone who made me feel welcomed. even the security guards chatted with me lor. even this technician from the workshop. haha. and there was free buffet too! cus smrt launched their chrysler today. its black! cool right. a black taxi. hehe. free food and many hugs and lovely words (other than "you grew fatter", "your legs are quite huge" and "your face looks really really bad"). btw. i just weighed myself. stupid lor. im 67kg. damn sian.

it was really a nice evening. however, when i got home... sigh. im really really sad. no need to comfort me cus only i know whats going on and only i know how bad it is. :(

ok. busy week ahead but quite happy. got work means got money ma. tuition is money k.

at 12:28 AM