oh, love's gonna get you down.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

hopefully, everything is really fine.

at 5:30 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

i have so many things i wanna do, yet i have no time. today, for example, my plan was to ask char out for pedicure cus we haven gone out by ourselves for a damn long time. theres always other pple arnd and i feel i always have no chance to talk to her? i dont know? not no chance la. just no time or whatever i dont know. in the end, i slept till 1pm. an hr ltr, i suddenly rem abt my date with desiree so i quickly smsed her to say i cant mk it. haha i was supposed to go studying with her at woodlands!

my day ended abt 2hrs ago, with supper at thomson prata hse with the fri party gang. we had penis pasta at char's and mini-mj and saboteur at colin's. it was quite a not-as-rowdy-as-before night. a little weird. maybe everyone was tired lor. i was stoning the whole night. luckily homie was with me. at least i had someone to talk to haha. towards the end, i got better! but too late. everyone wanted to leave. haha. i even did a qn of accts when i got home. so hardworking right hahaha.

hmmm... this sums up my day. oh yea. hehe i had a few hrs of slacking arnd with flips and mum. good. at least i dont feel that bad. but it isnt enough. i'll be coming home for dinner ltr. :)

btw, i really became damn fat la. my tummy is damn huge. like 4 mths pregnant. sigh. i need to exercise man. :(

thk i better go off. gotta meet liz mark chris and daniel ltr at 1130! i'll be damn late. hope not. hai. before i go, can i mention the meetup with chuns and rach on fri? the last time we talked really properly was like, in st nicks la. haha isnt that 5 or 6 years ago? we had pasta at iluma. its a new shopping place at bugis! and its really quite empty. i feel different from them though. i mean, they are pretty and all. dress up make up and stuff. but its not abt the looks. its abt the thinking i guess. they are right. im still like thking abt things that are just meant to be wasting my life away. xtd is the thing they said abt me. xtd = xiang tai duo. hahaha. madness. but im quite extreme la. if i dont xiang at all, i thk i'll lose all my friends lor. and not feel much.

omg. i must go now! still need to reply a few pple on msn. crazy right. so late alrd! BYE!

at 5:59 AM

Friday, April 24, 2009

my eyes are v v tired.

wishlist:
faceshop eye serum
faceshop sleeping mask

guess what happened? i dropped my $25 facial gel from a 1.5m height and er. it broke into half. i bought it ytd. i thk i told you. yea. sian. thats half of my pay for today. :( hai. nvm. whatever.

at 1:04 AM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

and i thought i cld finally slp early. sigh. i slept at 5 ytd morn and 430 the day before. both days, i was late for study session. tues, i reached at 2 i thk. i forgot. wed, i reached at 3!! super late la. our meeting time is 11 (but i always reach at 1 haha).

i spent 110 at faceshop today. its not that bad actually, if i use them faithfully. i'll try to. i haven chked my bank balance for a while. after paying for presents and stuff, im sure its like... damn low now. sigh.

me and neo went shopping a bit on mon before seeing our beloved zac efron (hehe) and we both bought crocs! its our belated bday presents! :) but neo had huge probs with hers the next day. she actually managed to change them even after walking in them in sch for ONE WHOLE DAY. hahaha when she told me her feet hurt but she had no choice cus she wanted to flaunt her diamond jibbitz, i was like, omg. she totally deserves the 5 million blisters on her feet. yea. she told me she had 5 million blisters. she spent almost 2hrs counting them. kinda crazy la.

after the movie, me and charneo went tongshui. it was our all-time fav. the yi mian is nice! i shall eat that the next time with liz haha. bugis has tongshui. oh yah! this sun, we're gg for a feast! im quite excited! i walk past the steamboat EVERYDAY. the smell of the tomyam soup and the sight of the prawns and crabs... i er. cant help but... salivate. a bit. hehe. this sun, its our turn to watch pple salivate! yays!

i thk i spend a lot of money on food lor. i eat my lunch and dinner out everyday. super sian. no subsidies somemore. but ultimately, its my choice. we ate ah chew desserts twice in a row and it was damn yummy! i had craving for it today but we settled for qi ji nasi lemak instead. it was not v nice leh. i shld have eaten dessert! coconut milk is the no. 1 killer in spore.

im quite sick of my life now. insomnia and stuff. hai. sian. but i also dont wanna go out and waste time. unless, i feel that i need to.

last sun, me kent and his friend yvonne studied in sch till almost 7am. its crazy la. i still had sch on mon aftnn. but i thought it was quite productive despite some distractions. sigh. sian la sian la. my life is so sian. i seldom see my mum and flips now also. :(

at 3:29 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

"17 again" was awesome. even hrs after the show, i'm still amazed at how unbelievably good-looking zac efron is. he's 101% perfect, seriously. he does not have a single flaw. i wonder who are his parents. are they even humans? how did they manage to produce such a cute baby! its crazy. really. me neo and char almost died from heart attack probably abt 3247873 times. i bet one of the girls in the cinema fainted lor.

awww... look at him. he is amazing.

and this is one of the worst pics ever (im kinda tired to search for better ones) but he still looks gorgeous. omg...

at 4:03 AM

Friday, April 17, 2009

i feel like getting an ipod touch! and i had craving for canon ixus 100. but after i saw it at cwp the other day, i decided it was ugly. good. im broke man. sony cams are like damn chio lor. sigh. i wanna get a LV damier bag when i get my first pay! i better grad with better-than-now grades. hai... i need to have less cravings for food! im damn huge in size la. today, me and desiree and victor went vivo and i cld wear nth. maternity maybe. wed was spent slacking arnd with desiree at cwp while waiting for serena and elaine. i saw lina and eddy too! haha long time no see la! the world is so small man! i like the feeling of long-time-no-see and i always go like, omg! i met biwen and yvonne in sch... and i met JASMINE in sch! OMG right. yes. hahaha. i thk i have nice friends. :) but... hmm... hai.

ive wasted this whole wk lor. me and liz didnt meet at all to study. i cant revise with desiree either. theres too little time. cant meet kent either. i got sch. tmr, which is er, today? we die die must also be as productive as possible la. sigh. I CAN DO IT!

ok! sleep!

at 2:31 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

oh no. :( ive been slacking since thurs. very bad! sigh. liz asked me out to study today but i was lazy. its 3.45... 4hrs more to my tv shows!!! i must start studying!!! sigh. so scary. 2 more weeks and i haven touched 3 modules out of 4. ive been spending all my time on the stupid accts. hai.

on sch days, me and liz will go 6th ave after sch to study till almost 11 each time. on no-sch days, we'll study at bugis from 12-7. once, last mon i thk, oh last last mon, we finally watched paul blart!!!! i love kevin james!!! is that his name? my stupid laptop is v slow nowadays and i really got the urge to get a mac. but i shldnt. nvm. anw, hes super cute! im so glad we caught the show cus no one wanted to watch it with me. and i wonder why. ok i shldnt. so, we were deciding btwn gran torino and paul blart and liz chose paul over clint! hehe. we also finally ate the ayam penyet that me and mag love! hahaha we were really happy we did both things we wanted to do since long ago, all in a day. :)

the day after april's fool, me and a few colleagues went for a buffet dinner at crown centre. it was crazy exp la. 60 per person i thk. it was meat meat and more meat. i love carbo and starch. meat is er. ok lor.

the following sunday was tomb-sweeping and i skipped sch. is this right? tomb-sweeping = sao mu. to visit my grandma. :)

last thurs, me neo van sue met up for dimsum supper and icekimo. icekimo was damn yummy! so sad neo's leaving soon. but its ok la. im quite busy. after supper, i went to meet kent and we studied tgt till almost 6 in the morn. got home at 7. sounds crazy right. but kun and jiemin were gg to stay till 12pm! and yihong was gonna stay till 6pm! thats like 24hrs of studying lor. i seriously thk shes... er. mad. but if she produces good results, then good for her lor. and im sure she will. she better la.

fri was work and dinner with mag and guys at singpost before sharon m's play. she was really good! and the guy who acted as her husband was damn funny hahaha. other than scenes with the 2 of them, the rest were redundant. i thk everyone agrees lor. supposed to go supper at katong but we thought it was too far so we didnt go. katong is realy crazy far for me and homie (mag) lor. plus gang and mag were really tired so we went home! sat was work again. it was horrible la. it was raining SUPER heavily and the park was at some freaking rich estate. its crazy one leh. some houses had guards and all. i really really like the open-concept fitness gym. yes. they have a gym in the house. the person was like running on the treadmill while we were standing in the rain, watching her and feeling life is unfair. haha. oh yea. teckguan thks im a jinx cus it rained whenever i was working. hmph. oh yah. i visited yappy's hse and his mum gave me sth to eat. guess what is it? its ANG KU KUEH! and what flavour? YAM! omg la i love ang ku kueh and i love yam! haha it was amazing lor. the taste of that yam-flavoured ang ku kueh.

work was quite bad on sunday cus i was the gamemaster. hate being the gamemaster cus i suck at it. i cant multitask la. no! i can! so i must not give up. after work, me and teck rushed to town to get kent's present. we only had an hr before dinnertime. we got down at lucky plaza and we were v hungry so we queued up for macs ice cream but when it was our turn, we were told its sold out! sian. walked (SUPER BRISKLY) to shaw... the fred perry shirts were too big. ralph lauren had no S size. hugo boss was so... i dont know. weird plain big? then we walked (ULTRA BRISKLY) to wisma. chked out lacoste. seems ok... a little wide maybe? so we walked (SUPER FAST) to taka and chk out tommy, ralph lauren and er. crocodile... and watches and perfumes and wallets. and then finally, we found a ralph lauren S size!!! but it was black. and ham has a black one. :( thought of getting vouchers... but kinda insincere hor. kent is damn picky one. so in the end, we decided to get lacoste. can or cannot wear his business lor. on our way back to wisma, teckguan suggested going isetan to chk out the mens section so we did. paul smith totally suits kent la! but everything is damn exp. hai. so we finally bought lacoste after chking out fcuk. it was really a crazy evening. i cant really describe how hectic that hr was. i wished i cld tell you face to face. whoever you are.

dinner with the boys was at thai express. hehe i suggested it cus i had craving for shrimp paste fried rice. :)

at 3:43 PM

Sunday, April 05, 2009

with only 2hrs of slp, i thk im quite amazing to have survived 7hrs of sch. but i admit i wasnt paying attn. i cldnt. i tried before lunch. but after lunch, omg. my eyelids weighed 2kg. seriously.

the guys were great company. its so weird. have you ever wondered when youre gonna get married? wy told us he wanna get married before 25. thats like 2 yrs ltr?!?! its so funny right. we used to talk abt rubbish abt pple abt damn random stuff (we still do) but now, we are into another phase of life where we do not talk as much crap as before. we now talk abt marriage and other related stuff like buying a house, wedding etc. haha i thk its them la. they are all guys ma. gotta plan man. i wanna get married too. who wants me pls email me ok? hahahaha. when i got home at 430, the first thing i did was to turn on my laptop and start my restaurant city on fbk hahahaha. crazy right. this explains why i slept so late and in case you wonder why i had to wake up early, thats cus i had sch at 10. tmr too. SIAN RIGHT. i know. hai. i gtg soon cus i dont wanna be late. i took cab the other day lor. 16bucks. im how poor this yr. i eat out almost everyday. v bad v bad. on fri, me and the fri party gang had dinner at changi's popeyes! i love the mashed. but i was busy eating the chicken and neglected the mashed. so sad. char then left for milan after 4-5 rounds of saboteur haha. mine came alrd! but no one is available to play with me except flips. everyone was so cute at the departure hall. we waved goodbye t0 char for at least 15mins lor. it was the longest waving session ever. hahaha. and when i thought everything was ok, that feeling came back again. hmmm... sigh. these few wks, ive been feeling kinda troubled and sian every single day. almost. its v silly actually cus most of the stuff do not involve me directly. but er. i dont know? they all affect me.

i wanna be carefree! :) gdnight!

at 1:03 AM