*beware. very long post. just for you, my lovely fans.

im so slpy. and my tummy aches. i think i overate.

today is my grandma's death anni and my mum cooked a lot. heres the menu:
- ang ku kueh
- buns
- cupcakes
- fried noodles
- curry chicken
- broccoli with big prawns :) i love prawns
- sweet & sour pork
- fish
- soup (beancurd skin?? & fishballs)

obviously, she didnt make the ang ku kueh, cupcakes and buns la. i dont know if i missed out anything but i really ate a lot lor. i even ate 3 scoops of ice cream after that!

my facebook got 325 requests! crazy right. but i cannot be bothered actually.

my camera got problem! i cant upload anything! why ar. i shall restart my comp later. :( i wanna show you pics from ytd's jay concert. it was not bad but i was kinda daydreaming. i forgot abt what. haha. but i know for sure when we were queueing to reserve his items, i was super distracted by food. haha. poor zhen. she kept talking to me but i kept looking at 7-11. haha. we queued for almost an hr just to reserve an ez-link card holder. cus the other items are quite useless to us. shirts... scarves?? and a lot la. oh jacket... anws. we had to reserve cus when we reached indoor stadium at 7 right, everything was sold out alrd! btw, we took a MPV shuttle to the stadium. $2 per person. quite cool right. we saved the walking. haha.

jay gave a lot of surprises and hes pretty cute. haha. the things he said and the things he did. he sang two cute songs too! but i forgot what they were. jacky cheung and chow yun fatt appeared too! i was so amused and suprised lor. haha. he really has connections la. so good. he played guitar, piano, zither and he danced! his grandma too. shes super cute haha. his piano is transparent lor. it was quite fun at the end cus he went hoarse also. i think he like just ping le lor. cus anw, going home le ma. but ok la. everyone high can le. haha.

and we were quite lucky. we managed to catch the train. and its not even the last la. strangely, it was not crowded at all. really weird cus the past few times, the platform wld be super crowded after the concert. but ytd, its only xiao mao san liang zhi. haha small cat two three. nvm.

i went char's place on thurs aft sch, to watch dvds again. hahaha i know its crazy. but she just loves my company. unlike wed, there was no supper. :( which is very good la actually. i can eat lesser. ytd, i spent 5bucks on a pkt of twisties and ntuc potato chips. hahah. cus i was v tempted ma. super exp right. but this is how businesses make money la.

midway thru our "omg hes so cute lor" and "ahh hes so swt la", my phone rang. siti called. haha she was on her way to the customs. she was going KL. shes v nice la. she told me that my duty on fri was changed to main cashier instead of reception and wanted me to be prepared. if she didnt call, i think i might stay till 6am and go str to work haha. i didnt want to have cash shortage or anything. and yay. after 5 times of counting by myself and 3 times by my exec marlin, the money FINALLY tally. bt ok la. i had a lot of time since i was meeting the Ps at 7.30 in town. but i was quite sian at work leh. the praises and wows i received abt my new hair didnt help either. its quite funny cus i went to work feeling rather inferior. esp after the insults i got from char and mum.

char: you look kinda toot toot lor. like a student. oh. but you like younger la.
mum: your hair is too thin lor. makes your face look very big and fat.

in contrast, my colleagus said, wah pat! you cut your hair ar. very funky leh. very nice, really very nice. suits you lor. makes you look younger lor. where you cut one ar? how much? oh so exp ar. huh so far away ar. oh the same uncle ar. you very loyal leh. you look very nice with eyeliner and mascara lor. should do this more often. and today you look like model. so tall. haha may i have you autograph pls? (and the person who said this bent her body slightly. which is almost equal to a 90-degree bow lor. hahaha for two secs, i felt like i was some super model. pat moss? hahahah!)

the Ps (sue py vann) all said my hair is nice and they got a shock. haha they, i mean SUE ONLY, is so cute lor.

this is the summary la. i swear. my colleagues are damn nice right? like what zhen said, they are very good at consoling pple. hahaha. thanks xiuzhen. zhen said my hair looks the same! where got. i think it looks rather different. esp the fringe. im so sad lor. she is my ardent fan leh! and yet, she doesnt keep track of my hairstyles. a fan should print out her idol's pictures and paste in scrapbooks or whatever. and when questioned, she must be able to say when her idol cut her hair and what hairstyle etc ma. LOUSY. hahaha just kidding la. you're the only one who's willing to go concerts with me lor! i cannot lose contact with you. haha. :) oh. not kingone wang chuan yi concerts though. hahahah.

the sian part abt work i shall not mention here la. this is the Internet lor. its v scary. dinner was un-fresh fish&co. :( not fresh and fish&co is so unhealthy and exp lor. i vow to eat subway/sushi everytime im out. we wanted to go settlers but its fully booked. crazy lor. come my hse la. i got boardgames too!

sigh sian la. cny clothes! im gonna drop by the maternity section some time next week. anws, im gonna slp now since patrick and philip are out at Spore Discovery. i think so la. either that or Science Centre. and my mum is out at the salon. lonely pat but happy pat. why happy? read below...

"The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect."

A group of graduates, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee, the professor said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the simple and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.

Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases, it is just more expensive and in some cases, it even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups then you began eyeing each other's cups.

Life is the coffee. The jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of Life we live. Sometimes, by concentrating on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us. Enjoy your coffee!

The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything.

1. Live simply.
2. Love generously.
3. Care deeply.
4. Speak kindly.
5. Leave the rest to God.