im so so tired. xk called me 5 times today. i guess its rgd the same issue. he asked me to call him back. i tink i'll do that tmr. too tired now. jus blasted at mum again. she found some money in my clothes in the laundry basket... erm. qt a lot of money. so she told my dad and my dad asked me abt it and i flared up. actually, its jus a small small matter. it was only a reminder kinda thing. or even jus casual talk.
i was qt unhappy over work stuff these two days. i guess im really influenced by the kampung pple and i hope things will not worsen. i hope im still me. cus if u know me well enough, u shld know i get influenced v easily.
so stuff like, unhappy over manpower allocation, over tasks and duties for the day, over credits given and gained... over feeling that boss is unfair, feeling that uve done a lot or done more, feeling fatter and fatter...
maybe ive been the lead for so long that if one min, i'm not the "star" anymore, i feel a little bit upset. not upset. jus... hmm... sth like... "i tink i can do a better job"... but this feeling disappears qt fast cus... its nth compared to another.
this 2nd feeling is contradicting to the first but. its me.
im v tired. can i talk tmr. gd nite. cus i jus got home from spidey. huh. u wana know abt spidey? er. tmr can? bo leh? (shit. kampung again. )