today is a moody moody moomoo day. i dont know. maybe cus i ate too much. or maybe cus of the boring lect. me and chianrui dozed off. my eyelids were heavier than my ass la. or maybe cus i just got my period? today, i made a slight achievement in my life! for the first time in my life, i got ready for my period! er sounds kinda weird but i just wanna feel smarter. i nv took note of the cycle and the dates and stuff. when it comes, i'll do what im supposed to do. but this time, i was all ready. heh heh.

btw. i bought my phone today. finally. the happy thing is i got the bronze color! damn cool. i cant believe it myself cus only singtel has exclusive rights to bronze color and i managed to get it! the starhub shop person asked his singtel shop friend if they could exchange. DAMN COOL RIGHT. at that moment, i was like OMG HES DAMN COOL. hes such a good salesman. im gonna be loyal to him so im gonna buy my dad's phone there next week or sth.

i ran to patrick and shared with him my excitement. he sounded non-chalant and he poured half a bucket of cold water on me and said, aiya they all know each other one ma. they are under the same boss same company what. so i guess, theres nth to be excited abt right?

he always told me the phone i like is damn ugly ugly ugly and all sony walkman phones are uber ugly. i had alrd decided on w910 and i needed some support but nth was given to me except negative comments. i talked to my mum and my classmate and xuan and everyone told me i shldnt get affected by what others say. my mum said i dont hafta care abt what he says. i just buy if i like. so today, i told my mum im gonna get that phone whether or not my bro thinks its ugly. btw. its a pretty big step to being decisive and having a mind of my own right? when we were there, he commented that its really ugly (again) and i tried to ignore him. really glad my mum was arnd to support me. he walked away and did some tidbit shopping.

i asked a billion friends on their advice and comments and my friends were really helpful. they all said its up to me. which is obviously true cus its really up to myself. i spent 4-5days online "researching" on phones cus patrick told me i shld get samsung. i went to read the samsung phone specs. check the prices. compared with sony. looked at nokia phones. went to forums to read comments and posts on hps. met up with xuan at bk to look at phone adverts in the middle of the night. collected brochures. i know i know. its just a hp. but i wanna be sure that thats the phone i want. i always take a long time in making any decision cus i think a lot. im really an idiot right.

the other half of the bucket of the water came when patrick threw my phone onto my table. it wasnt a 1-metre throw or a 50-cm throw but the cover came off and the battery dropped out WHILE CHARGING. supposed to charge for 8hrs ma. i guess he didnt mean it but i hope sometimes, pple can just understand that we have different attitudes towards things in life. i treat smses and photos like my babies and to me, sth new is really my precious. a new bag, a new hp pouch, a new camera... i really would take super good care of them for at least the first mth. even if its sth cheap, i would also. really. even lyric books or my shades. and i only touched my phone twice and i had it for only less than an hr (i swear) and my new phone just... sigh. i rem my camera had a scratch caused by one my colleagues, i was quite upset too. but of cus im not feeling upset or angry with him now cus he really is just like that. even though i also discovered that my phone is a bit "unequal". the "opening" at the right is bigger than the left. er i think no one gets me. but i'll show you if we meet!

i was pretty pleased with my purchase on my way home actually, and i wanted to share my joy with xuan and char. but when i got drenched with the 2nd half bucket of water, i didnt. the mood just wasnt right anymore so i spent my night watching youtube in my room with closed windows and door, no fan no aircon. im feeling kinda hot now cus my laptop is burning. anw. i didnt coop myself up in the room bcus of that minor thing la. everyone was slping le ma. haha.

oh. i told kent though and im sure he isnt fit to be the first person to know cus i know xuan and char would really share my joy. guys are like... you know? aloof to a lot of things girls arent.

i read from cleo that if im always pulling out strands of hair, my roots will be damaged and hair will nv grow out from them again. sigh. this is why my hair is so thin. getting thinner maybe. my god. after watching youtube, the millionstar competition (char. its my fav singing show rem?), ive decided to cut my hair tmr. i think cutting my hair will make my mood better, hopefully. i feel like going shopping too cus i need new clothes. i always need la but i need to be slimmer first lor. SIGH.

today i ate a lot lor. sigh. me and char are supposed to eat healthy. v heavy stuff today. :(

-meepok
-curry puff
-nasi bryani
-papaya
-fried rice
-iced milo
-lianrong bao
-strawberry pocky

before i go... this is my phone. its new to me but its not new to you cus its released 4 months ago. but i like. v slim. :) though the person said made in china and after patrick's trial, i conclude its really fragile. i just hope it doesnt auto shut down or whatever after today cus mingxuan told me her customers complained to her. the guy confirmed what mingxuan said but i think i'll go sony shop to upgrade the firmware if theres really a prob. hes so nice. he told me bishan has a new service shop. cool.