i think its quite scary to be obsessed with a few stuffed animals and treat them like your family and imagine them replying you when you talk to them and the conversation actually can continue.

anws. today is such a bad day. there was a "service disruption" and every train had to stop at yewtee. the platform was so crowded and many were standing in front of the yellow line. its so dangerous lor. those kiasu sporeans. i admit sometimes im quite kiasu also but thats cus i wanna be in the train. i dont wanna try to be nice, giving way to everyone else, and watch the train leave. it doesnt pay to be kind at times. trust me. i hate pple who push and push. they are v irritating lor.

the announcer was v nice to suggest us to take a train towards marina bay and change at city hall to go to jurong. its crazy right. thats 40 stops i think. alternatively, we cld wait 45mins for the service to resume. oh. actually we cld also take a free shuttle bus to bukit gombak. this is the only thing which i felt quite amazed. the arrangement was quite fast. but then again, they own the buses and trains ma.

i decided to go home instead as it was too late. i dont wanna attend only 1/3 of my 3-hr lect. i waited for the train towards home but aft 10mins, no train came. then the announcer told us to board the incoming train at platform b. we waited but no train what. there was a train at platform a though. since the clever announcer said b, we didnt enter the train at a. we thought it was not the right one. after the train left, the announcer told us its at platform a. hes so clever and helpful lor. and all his announcements were in eng. i feel so sad for pple who cant understand. i think they would be rather lost lor. sigh. i was so unhappy with their service and i thought of typing an email to forum or sth. but when i came home, i got into bed and read cleo. i finished it alrd. so boring. all makeup. im not interested in makeup now.

according to xuan's colleague, a man jumped down the tracks. all these pple got nth to do lor. everyday disturb pple's lives. i had planned to go vcd shop after sch to buy deathnote and cj7 and get prune juice, cheese and papayas. and now?! im at home with no dvds and no papayas. what is he thinking? no gf? me lor. hai. when i reached yishun, it was too early for any dvds. i bet the sales assistant just woke up for work. sigh.

now for a bigger SIGH. hai. my mum told me that ever since i stopped work, ive been gaining weight. and ive gained quite a bit of weight. i didnt realise leh. so i tried on my work clothes. omg. damn tight. and my face. sigh. i took a photo and compared with old pat. omg. hai. she told me to stop eating so much cus i always eat one thing after another and another. non-stop. philip also la. we are damn buddy now. he was watching deathnote in my room and i didnt bear to chase him away though i was so tired. we are both carb junkies. we are eating a lot of meiji plain crackers, seaweed, pocky and koko krunch. damn yummy lor pocky and koko krunch. i ate a nice cake too. free de. good hor. sch always gives us lousy food but ytd not bad. cake and pizza bun. but canteen food is super bad. i ate fried chicken rice. it was so bad. lessons were super boring too. sigh. theres sch tmr again. did i tell you? i have sch EVERYDAY INCLUDING WEEKENDS.

i really wanna eat papayas.