i hate myself for being so greedy and tempted all the time. my parents really love me... being fat.
today, i ate a dou sha bun and old chang kee carrot cake for breakfast. lunch was pork porridge and ba zhang. teabreak was HUGE strawberries. starter for dinner was, fried sotong balls, fried lemon chicken, fried nuggets, french fries. :( dinner was a plate of mixed veg (cauliflower, broccoli, mushrooms, button mushrooms, prawns, scallops) and sweet&sour fish. im so full now and im so fat. i feel damn bottom heavy. as in, really. i dont know how to describe. but i feel like my legs and butt are v humongous. titanic. they feel heavy.

ytd's exam was horrible. but expected it la so i didnt feel anything. lunched at ichiban sushi. dinnered at home. it was... porridge with braised meat (pork) and braised hardboiled egg and braised peanuts. napped a short while and went pasar malam with my mum and philip. ate guava and 4 fishballs.

i was actually v tired but i suggested watching the show cus i wanna watch it before they stop showing it. i wanna watch a sad show. haven watched one for a while. and main reason why i bought nachos cus i wanted the tissue. i predicted i wld cry during the show. and really, the tears were welling in my eyes all the time throughout ps i love you. and a few times, they fell. sigh.

after finishing 40% of the nachos, i felt so sick and full but i made myself finish cus it was 7bucks ma. and xuan was too full. :( she didnt even touch the food at all.

fri was spent at home. didnt really study. was online doing crap till like 2am. thurs was sch and dinner with angela at ikea. btw. sch was good. i miss having sch. i just hate exams. i cabbed to her place from sch. which is like 2 mrt stops away, its freaking 12bucks. when i took midnight cab home, it was only 22. hmm... i better start saving. recently, i... hmm... nth. i must buck up. i used to be quite thrifty lor.

my tummy aches. i think i ate too much. :(