sigh. my exams are coming but i doze off each time i read the text. damn sian. i gotta try harder man.

today, angela asked hows life. my reply was: life's been good. well, im choosing to be optimistic. i mean, there are many things to be unhappy abt and to be troubled over but im not gonna thk too much or care abt them. sometimes, i thk im an irritating and noisy girl and some pple are irritated but i dont wanna care either. if you wanna go away, its fine with me actually. hahaha what kind of attitude is this right. aiya but seriously, right now, my priority is not making more friends or like socialising or whatsoever. actually, it was never abt making more friends. its always been maintaining friendships and organising gatherings. its kinda sad that once i stop, nobody starts. but its ok. when you're working, life will be like this anyway. you meet up with your friends once in few months or once a year and there's still lots to talk abt. right?

ytd, i took a 5hr nap and it was really shiok. i had a really hectic half-week. erm. which means only half of my week was hectic.

after work on mon, i lunched at vivo with merv and adrian. its been really long since i last talked to adrian and the lunch made me feel better twds him. i felt a bit bad "neglecting" him though i doubt he cares but feeling bad is not a good feeling. its like my perfect life is a bit chipped. haha. work was quite good except the monkey attacks. twice. there were like 8 monkeys. so scary right. haha luckily i made friends with an aunty who works there and her two china-boys who helped protect me. hahaha. so cute. oh yah. the night before, the crazy begonians and their sbw friend asked me out for lan or sth. did they? i forgot. but i was alrd in bed. sorry girls. and boy.

tue was sch as usual. wed was studying with liz & daniel at our lao di fang - subway @ bugis. we eat that each time we meet to study. i like the macadamia cookie now cus its not so swt. i used to hate it. i still dont like the nuts though cus they smell and taste funny. we wanted to catch benjamin button but suddenly, stupid daniel had to leave. hes weird la. hes FOREVER slping when we are studying. might as well dont come right. hahaha but its good to have him. the more the merrier ma. me and liz left at 8plus for ayam penyet but it was closed! so sad lor. :( so we settled for lai lai beef noodles. not nice de. i thought it was ok. me and the boys went there a few times for supper. thurs was studying with liz again. after 2hrs, daniel told us he wasnt coming. bummer.

hahaha flips just came in and gave me a huge smile and walked off. hes damn weird. hahahahaha.

dinnered with van for only abt an hr on thurs. haha damn short right. but no choice la. i gotta study and she had to meet a client before that. it was nice meeting up with her. she seems quiet right but shes actually quite talkative haha. she always has many things to update me. hehe. after dinner at cream bistro, i went to meet kwang peixin and xiaohua to go burberry. the bag was so cheap and not v aunty-ish. aiyoeh its damn tempting cus its a v good deal but er. i dont wanna spend my almost-zero savings on materialistic stuff. its never my style actually though i thk i'll adopt it if i earn enough. once again, the begonians went crazy and called at 2am for supper. so we picked mag up and drove arnd sbw&yishun aimlessly and finally off to springleaf hans after realising ulu sbw&yishun are really ulu. for a moment, i was quite scared. hahaha as if. i live there. came home at 4 and studied till 6plus. haha so hardworking right. slept for 5hrs and it was work time!

work was not bad but my shorts were dropping. i hate to wear loose bottoms. i swear each time i try in the fitting rooms, they always fit nicely but once i buy and wear them, they drop. its weird la. damn irritating. after work, i received a call from crazy sbw-mag who asked me if i wanna go char's for some games. i was really v tired actually but i thought that i shldnt dampen their mood cus she "threatened" me! haha she said if you dont wanna go then we dont go le lor. this always works on me. damnit. but im glad i brought clothes to bathe and change. i was how dirty and sweaty and tired. so we played boardgames the whole night till almost 5 i thk. i forgot. i cld have stayed till later if i had extra shirt and shorts for work but i didnt so i quickly cabbed home to get as much slp as possible. i did get an extra hr of slp cus i woke up late! had to take cab to holland lor. but ok la. 14 bucks. quite cheap for such a long distance. with only 3hrs of slp, i managed to survive the whole day. i had to work from 930-630. we had ikea for lunch! hehe. went dinner with my fam and when i got home at 9, the boys asked me out for supper. while waiting, i fell aslp. suddenly, my phone rang and they told me they were downstairs!!! i quickly got changed and i realised... they tricked me. sigh. oh no. im supposed to be optimistic! oh supper was great it was wonderful. hahaha no la seriously it wasnt. i had headache and it was weird. i shall not elaborate. nvm.