i hate days like today. i thought i lost my camera and as if my poor performance at work wasnt bad enough. not to mention the drama before work. i looked at my organiser, trying to recall whether i took my cam out with me. no leh. the last time was keegan's bday dinner ma. patrick borrowed the next day but he returned me the same day. and that same day, i went for an interview but i didnt bring my cam. thurs, i was with char and neo for kfc and hairspray and i slacked all the way till 11pm while waiting for py to pick me up for super late dinner at xingwang. i ate chicken chop with rice at 1am lor! so fat right. then we played mj. i won 26! but we had agreed to divide by 2 so its 13. after mj, we still went for mcgriddles lor. fattening right. no photo taking also. on fri, met up with sue py van for supper at ma maison (steak and pasta were really good). scrabbled with py until sean came then we went sean's friend's hse to play mj. lost 14 but ok la. got a free ride home (again). no photo taking also. i think and think and i wondered if philip brought it to NE show but he didnt switch on his hp. suddenly, after a few drops of tears of self-pity, i rem me using it to take photos of myself in my parents' room. it was on the dressing table.

sigh. but i thought i was really quite calm. i mean, its just 500 of my own money. that's all ma. its not even anything. im so rich. i can take cab home everyday cus apparently, im always cabbing.

talking abt the free rides...
me: sigh i feel v bad that my friends hafta send me home all the time
sa: then dont go out lor

true. not sarcastic at all. i know. i will follow whatever is right. family will always be there for you. not friends. i shldnt stay out till 7am everyday. which ive been doing for the past few days. my family miss me. they cant call me cus my phone sucks. it hangs all the time. i was so worried it might just die cus i cldnt even switch it on that day.

im so slpy. i need luck.

ok. there you go... keegan the 23-yr-old bday boy: