sigh... its been almost 3 years... they are still tgt... you see... i really really think if you had tried, things wld have lasted. but anws. it was one-sided la. haha what to do right. if time cld be turned back, i cld do nth also. so... nvm...! haha sigh...

on a happier note! ytd was a happy day for me. :) today was not bad.

i was actually quite tired ytd aft boring stats cus its getting more and more difficult with all the stupid stupid formulae. but meeting up with the girls and doing and getting things i like (eating) really cheer me up. met sue and vanessa at suntec aft sch and they wanted to get a la senza bra for me. it was so obvious cus they called and asked me for my cup size. they said they are getting for somebody who has similiar boob size. i said i dont know whats mine and they asked me to go over and try cus supposed to meet at marina sq ma. aft i tried, i told them "that friend" doesnt need bras actually cus "that friend" still has 2 new ones with tags, not worn yet. "that friend" doesnt need so many la. i told them i think "that friend" wants pjs. but van said its a waste of money. which is right. (i can get from pasar malam lor.) so i told them to get the nike bottle (which i like a lot), for "that friend". haha. there was no stocks at tangs wisma and taka when i went last week but marina has a lot! there were like 10 bottles lor! so happy. :) there was a new piece and the nike person offered to gift wrap but we said we'll wrap ourselves. cheapo sue la. she wants the wrapper. and to make the whole event seem "real", sue carried the bottle the whole day cus she wanted to give me a "surprise". what cute friends i have. and oh! they let me eat my kenny rogers! so happy la. makes me feel like drinking their chicken soup again. char! they love the soup too! and corn niblets and cheese pasta. omg. im hungry. can we eat that again and watch a movie?! i love chicken soup!

i think i watch a lot a lot of tv and im tired. im gona slp soon. today was a long day. it wasnt long but im really quite tired. april my colleague came my hse and she borrowed a pair of shorts and a top. i gave her a panty also cus she stained. i got new ones anw. with tag also k.

tmr is gona be food day again. buffet! wo de tian ah. i just gobbled down a box of durians and a pkt of lays. evil me sometimes wished my durian neighbour was out of job. haha no la. kidding. but he really is always out of job. quite poor thing la.

yay. im happy now but i'll be sad cus im scared. my bank balance... i dont dare to check leh how... :((