was really super duper sad this morn cus everyone told me i got cold sores! and most pple get cold sores from like french kissing? wth la. the WHOLE area around my small mouth was peeling. damn gross. i dont know. it felt v itchy and i cldnt really open my mouth big. damn sad. the saddest thing is that cold sores come as and when they want to. it cant really be cured? sigh. im sad again lor really really sad.

now my cheeks also feel kinda rough. the mouth area is better but still not ok. it still feels damn rough and my mouth still cant really open bigger. argh damn sad. i was also super duper sad the day before cus i cldnt shit and i cldnt even stand straight at work. damn sad la. my body system is super duper haywire. btw. recent fav phrase: super duper and chao ji wu di (super ultimate or sth).

i cldnt shit and was not feeling comfortable but i had to acc siti to buy present for anna. and lovely xuan was so swt. she insisted on coming though siti was around cus she said she had not seen me for a long time. which is a week or so ba. her phone had no batt and she had to use payphone lor. damn poor thing la. haha. i bought her strawberry swts. and we ate ichiban! ended off with green tea ice cream with glutinous rice balls and i ate mac choco cone on our way back. yea im damn fat. we wanted to discuss abt sun but obviously, we didnt discuss anything with regards to sun's gathering at all. we just talked abt nonsense la. i love her! haha.

anw. i finally took a bus to work today! neo spammed me with 6 smses from Rome at appx 6.50am. auntie connie also msged me "wake up pat" at 7am. haha. so i had no choice but to wake up and bathe due to all the stupid vibrations made from the phone.

work was ok today but sth happened la. not abt me. but from this and few other things, i realised i really become v stupid and i feel ive disappointed lisa. i say really stupid things which irritate her and i dont know. sigh. i wanna be smarter and stop acting bimbo. i say irrelevant things and comments that are quite weird and "different". i dont have common sense. really. or maybe i had but i lost it. :(



aft work was ktv! haha. boss treated us to dinner and everyone had an upsized mac meal but guess what. partyworld confiscated all our drinks! nobody drank at all lor! not even a sip! super wasted la. damn partyworld. my mgr wanted to see their mgr and they sent two waitresses to come explain. so in the end we gave in la cus they were super duper insistent. once again, stupid partyworld. btw. boss paid for ktv too. haha damn shiok right. the room itself was alrd 140+++. eunice rocks! finally, the perfect night ended with a perfect cliched song - thats what friends are for. haha i love the last part. everyone was happy. :)

i ate super duper a lot lor. mac plus all the tidbits and choc cake! haha cus we bought a cake for the dec babies also. :) april and anna. but april is mean. she said, "eh u not full one ar. why u keep eating?"

but shes right. april. you are right.

gonna be up early for ktv again tmr. crazyness right. goodnight.