i jus wan a lot a lot of money to buy a lot a lot of things which i know will be of no use to me.
but i need to destress. i need shopping therapy. i need movie therapy. maybe i shld jus go sun plaza and watch movies alone. and these few days, eating isnt helping much either.
at work, i feel lazy but i feel i shldnt be so lazy and useless. sigh nvm...
i guess my family members do not really like communicating with me much and i know my presence is not v impt. though im afraid of being alone at home, i have somehow decided not to go thailand with them next month. actually, i do not know at all when they are going and i was qt surprised my grandma is going too. needless to say, patrick's gf is going too and my family is paying. they are booking the tics tomorrow...
i hope i wont be this unhappy when sch starts. cus sch starts = more time at home.