i went crazy again. i realised i only go crazy when i really really care for that person. first is xh. now is philip. after the extreme outbursts, i always feel bad but its always weird to say sorry cus they wont believe.
i dont believe either. cus i know, it will happen again.
i really went extremely crazy. i wished i didnt do it but i still do it each time. its madness. madness causes scars. thick deep scars that cannot be removed. i regret. but i still nv learn.