my msn nick says: pat is a happy girl

its nice to be free of obligations and duties given to me by myself. its nice to have sincere friends. its nice to have friends who listen and are supportive. i love my new friends. they are not new but i think its a start of a new lease of life. 2009 will be a new start for me. i cant wait. (oh. shit. my exam results. damn. sigh nvm.)

i love my old friends still. i know they do care abt me and i shld be glad. i shldnt even complain cus at least, i still have friends. i know they wont leave me out from any supper or dinner dates. im not wonderful and im not giving enough but im sure im not that bad. :) py is right. i shld filter out friends not worth keeping. hahah k la. sounds very extreme. i'll let things be natural la.

just came home from chongpang nasi lemak cus vann was craving for local food. haha so cute. i wished dad was at home so i cld buy for him for breakfast.

i won 18 bucks for mj and i didnt feel very happy. its just luck. after we finished the game, i msged char: "i won 18 at mj. py too! which means poor sue and van lost 36 :(" so we treated the poor girls.

finally passed wy his present and he's really pleased. so happy. its times like these that i feel a sense of achievement/satisfaction.

omg. i just realised my lunch was nasi lemak too! dinner was mos. omg la. fried food for 3 meals! omg. when can i shed that 3kg man. argh.

im so happy im not going out today and tmr. i really wanna stay home and be with my family. me and char both agree that you do not have to talk to them, but you just like having them arnd. their physical presence matters. the sounds they make. their voices. their footsteps.

this entry doesnt seem to flow but i dont care. i wanna tell you abt the night at vanessa's hse and i wanna tell you how me and char spent one whole aftnn at bugis. i wanna tell you i love them and i wanna be random but im quite tired. i just wanna say, im a happy girl with really nice parents and siblings and friends. :)

will slp at 7.30 cus my mum told me to wake patrick up. hopefully by then, my nasi lemak wld have digested.