sigh. im feeling a little sad these days and very tired now. not sure why. maybe cus i came home at 4am this morn and woke up at 12. i went upp bukit timah for supper and mac for the second round of supper. yes v fat. patrick said in the lift in front of 2 strangers that my tummy is big. actually i dont care la. i stopped caring abt my weight quite long ago lor. hopefully it doesnt haunt me again cus im feeling inferior enough.
my mum bought my fav nasi lemak for brunch but i didnt enjoy it cus i cldnt really taste the taste? er. but i know im ok alrd cus my appetite is back to normal. :( i ate fried rice before i left the hse. and dinner was at mof. not very nice. the desserts are overpriced too... company was really good though. so happy. i got my first bday present le. sth to cheer me up a little. yay. :) its perfume. all my perfumes are free! i think its really nice to have sincere friends.
hi char. rem you were irritated with a friend of mine? well, kun shares the same thoughts as you and we talked abt it for quite long. i talked to patrick too and i... i feel a bit sad and i think i need to widen my circle.
as if this wasnt enough... a small talk with mingxuan also made me feel... i dont know.
anws. i just finished apprentice and i think its really fun. i cant wait for next week. theres two other shows philip recorded which i really wanna watch but... not the right time. i cant wait for tue. i cant wait to go out again and keep myself busy busy. i feel a bit uneasy abt the new work... but i know i must work cus of many reasons other than financial. i need another work too. i need to go church. i must be a better person. i dont wanna spend my whole life waiting and wasting. i shld make my life better. i dont know what im saying. so bye!