i shall blog a little while waiting for my videos to finish buffering. did i mention that i watched pursuit of happyness and i thought it was good? im watching no regret, a korean gay movie. its quite sad. its abt an orphan who became a male prostitute in a gaybar to make more money so that he cld go to the uni. er yah its r21 but nth much la. its quite censored.

btw, if you did not know, i just came back last night, from a 7-day taipei trip. my dad came and picked me and we bought chongpang nasi lemak. hehe damn shiok. i have nth much to blog abt the trip. i thought china was better. there are many other factors, not the country alone, which make me think so. i regret not buying the super cheap facial masks and canned lays. you know i only bought 2 tops, 1 pair of slippers and food? damn pathetic right. i wanted to buy perfume for my bro's gf cus it was so cheap but i cldnt decide. and i wanted to buy foundation for my mum cus its cheaper but i dont know the shade. i wanted to buy sth for elize but everything is so bloody exp. i saw a bag which i really like and sadly, its 50bucks. i have so many places i wanna go but theres always planned activities or no time. hai. the next time i go, i wanna go alone. its really safe so dont worry! haha as if im gg any soon but yah.

on our way home from the airport, my dad "nagged" again. he said to let this be a lesson learnt. which is very true. im gonna treat this as an experience. i shall not believe hearsays anymore. since i always do. i need to know whats true whats untrue. whats right whats wrong. i need to be independent and stop relying on others for opinion. i need to be different from the past. im sure i can be a leader but i choose not to. my parents told me off one day, before i went taipei, and it reminded me of what one friend said to me. its been 5 years maybe? i said i will change. i said not only once, but many times. however, its been 5 years, and im still the same. i really appreciate my fam's generosity twds me. he is right. im his daughter. who else shld he be nice to? i know the ans actually. his friends lor. haha. neoneo. i did rem what you said - bite your tongue. though i didnt write it down, i rem it. but i shall write it down on my noticeboard soon. love you. :)

when i woke up this morn, philip wasnt home. i cldnt wait for him to be back from sch so that i cld share with him the food i bought. haha. hes so cute today. he was very smiley.

shit. im hungry again. but i ate a lot today le. and the past 7 days. all the street food. kent is challenging me to lose 10kg by june. he said its for my own good. if i lose, i gotta treat him and the 4 guys to buffet dinner. if i win, i get nth but a healthier me. what crap right.

next wk feels like a busy week. hmm... there are a few pple i gotta meet. hai. spend money again.

ok! i better go watch my videos. this morn i slept at 5 lor. i better slp earlier today. oops. its 3am alrd. er.