been really busy and been eating really a lot. buffet, sushi, malay food, malay cookies. all the hse-visiting is making me tired. and the zero-revision is making me worried. the growth of my jelly belly is demoralising. have skipped maths 6 times i think. i feel damn bad. im super lazy la. argh. i dont even have time to meet char. (i pangsehed her last thurs!) poor larry cant even see his chuck. its almost 2wks since i dyed my hair!
im feeling super full now. from the orange pillows. im so full that though im feeling thirsty, i cant drink! :(
ever since last last weekend, ive been feeling upset almost everyday. sigh. i dont know. my mood has been quite bad. been having terrible mood swings. and now, the chalet which i was quite excited abt is cancelled alrd cus singaporeans are damn fast. the chalets are all fully booked! when i checked abt 5 days ago, there were still many available lor. wth la. im so disappointed now.
which makes me feel depressed cus it tells me that some things are just not meant to be. really. i know many pple are suffering a worse fate than me and i shldnt be grumbling or asking for more. but er. i just wished that my life cld be better or like before. really really.
sadly, sometimes, sincerity just doesnt mean anything. right?