im tired of playing mind games. i duno how to handle things anymore. im v playful. i wan to haf fun but when there are consequences i hafta bear, i really duno wat to do... i jus wan things to remain like this. and hopefully, i might lose some weight too. hai.
ytd i ate meepok and all of hansen's junk. also ate 2 bananas. i was thinking if i shld get sth to clear my digestive system once every few days. i wana feel "light" and "clean".
dinner was curry fish head with patrick philip and tee siang. though i was with them for only half an hr, but i really wished i cld stay longer. i thot it wld be nice if i cld go buy mooncakes with them. its always so nice to haf dinner once in a while with ur fam and closed ones. then rushed to meet xuan's bro to get the present and gw and kun to go hida's hse.
i dun rem how much i ate at her bbq. but things werent as bad as i thot.
kun and gw wanted to watch movie. but then... hai nvm. long story. dun wana say too much either. so we went town to look for xuan. haha. prettier and prettier. this idiot. hida also la. i looked at her small waist... i really felt like killing myself.
so me and wh watched john tucker mus die. it was alright lor. was trying hard to keep myself awake. and aft the movie it was alrd 3am. hanged arnd till 6 (ate mac breakfast and drank mocha frap) before we took a cab home. slept at 7plus and woke up at 11. haha amazing hor. i feel like gg shopping actually. but im kinda tired and lazy.
jus farted. life stinks. i feel incapable of doing simple things and i feel that i shld chg a job. :(