oh, love's gonna get you down.

Monday, December 25, 2006

im super lazy to pack my room la. i jus threw everything on my table to my drawer. sigh. i wish im not a procrastinator. my wardrobe is in a HUGE mess. my mum was shocked. well, erm... i haf no time ma.

i need to get a dress, a clutch, a sling bag, a pair of heels and a wallet. nv-ending shopping list. ive been in a shopping-for-clothes mood recently actually.

finally the last day of the wk ended. i spent too much. ytd was ktv with zhen shan and xuan. then movie. then supper with gw at prata hse. we alrd reached yishun and gw offered to come and fetch us. so nice of him. haha.

haha ytd morning, we were all late and zhen thought we played a trick on her. sorry xiuzhen. im nv punctual. but xuan is worse ok. she came one and a half hr ltr. haha cus she went clubbing the night before and she only slept at 6am! poor girl. anw u mus be upset over us gg s.h.e concert. i'll see how first la... duno leh. sigh.

dinner was simple fare. i ate chicken curry noodles. but time spent tgt was quality. :) i knew poly friends can be friends for life. haha.

movie was curse of the golden flower. 4th row of gv. imagine how big chow yun fatt's head was. and how big gong li's melons were. but its not that bad. ive watched worse shows. i will give it only 2-3 stars though. jay was doing his best and yet everyone (esp me) found him funny. the show had no ending somemore. actually wanted night at the museum but all full hse la. so sad. nvm. death note 2 is more impt. xiuzhen and gw. quick go watch death note 1. then we can all enjoy 2 tgt!

ugly photos of me but pretty photos of them. glad everyone is doing well. we shall all strive hard tgt towards a better future. actually... im not that optimistic. im v worried for year2007. i think im crazy. but i got a feeling sth will happen again. i dont know. im v worried. :(

me and xiuzhen! haha i requested to take again and again and again but no matter wat, im still the same. argh.

but i like this pic though. aww... so innocent-looking. =x

hahaha i think i look super slut here la. i duno wat im doing. zhen is so cute. i can nv stick out my tongue in pics.

me and xuan and shan. used to be my ktv-buddies at cuppage. hahaha. i still rem we were v kiasu. we even went earlier than the pple working there. so paiseh.

i really bueh tahan. i need to go do sth to my pancake face la. but i jus ate a lot of chocs. bo bian ma. i got so much from xmas. :( btw. it was v funny. popcorn and nachos during the movie kept dropping into my bra. ahaha. i had to keep picking out the stuff while watching.

at 3:13 PM

GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY! :D

haha its Chirstmas!!!

i just finished watching my wun zun and ella. im so so happy that i finally found someone to go the s.h.e concert with me. but then... hmm... duno. nvm...

will blog abt ytd when i wake up ltr. i hafta pack my table though. its in a mess.

at 5:40 AM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

i didnt know i didnt post the pictures below the captions. im so sorry. im such an irresponsible blogger. i do apologize for my forgetfulness. but did i really forget? cant be ma... this is bizarreee...

so anws. morn! i woke up at 4! i guess i was too tired. cabbed home at abt 8 this morn. ytd was a long day for me. csc xmax chg. shit. i forgot to take pic of wat i bought for the event. april got mine. its a toothbrush and a toothpaste which is actually a pen! so cute la. bt my present is really really puny. the rest all had theirs in nice boxes and ribbons.

lunchtime was busy busy. rushed to get ice cream (magnum and mooo) for pot luck and shun bian got a toothbrush. seeked the help of connie my pantry aunty to rewrap my presents. aha i love her. shes really the best helper arnd! :) i pray ur son will be fine.

potluck had otah, fishballs... crystal dumplings... prawn dumplings, curry puff, sardine puff, peanut pancake, red bean pancake, coconut pancake... icecream! and i dont rem wat else. stayed in office till 8 plus and then rushed to meet simon and hansen at 10 at yck and cabbed again to justin's hse for bbq. u know i took cab SIX times this wk? my god.

dinner with the perfectFriends was not bad. i felt that my food was ok only. and wen's long-awaited flan was very normal... i dont like pudding-like stuff. i was extremely late. i reached at almost 9pm. but its super far la. buona vista. its at the end of the world. i swear. but can i dont be strike by lightning? :x wateva. hai sian. so lazy to go out! i need to get two more presents!

neo was v pretty that night. wen... needless to say, shes the future superstar la! no. im sorry. she IS alrd one. i need to get her autograph before she ignores me soon. as in famous pple are like that wat, they forget their friends when they get fame and money. sigh nvm. its just losing one more friend. im used to it. :(

ive been sick for 2 wks. so sad. i hope i can sing tmr. i dont wana be bored and upset with my poor singing. im alrd upset that im so ugly and fat. pls dont upload photos of me during the pF dinner that night. i beg u.

i bought a strawberry cushion-like thing for justin's hse and he got it. its v girly but its cute! its like a stuffed toy but when u zip open it, u can put cds in it. this was actually meant for wen but i thought its too cheapo. so in the end i bought a cow for her. when you miss PP, jus look at perfectCow! :)

hai. been so busy busy busy the whole wk. i can bet u a million bumble bees arent that busy la. work was hectic everyday. aft-work activities were worse. theres nv enough time for me. i jus wish i can rest in peace. but its nice having friends. though u guys may not really care, but i dont wish to know.

i have spent almost 300 this wk! :( this is sad. theres more to come ltr and tmr. so sad. :( quit taking cab pat! stop! i have a lot to blog. which reminds me that i really am good with taxi drivers from comfort. they all love me. hahaha.

shld have taken pics of wat i bought and wat i got. but mostly chocs. i ate them all down alrd. i bought shaun a box of merci and philly a box of cadbury milktray! aha i bought during lunch. shaun got me godiva chocs and philly got me a few chocs. they are my fav colleagues! :D

i need to pee. laters.

at 5:49 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

slept at 2.30 ytd. was super shagged. my leg muscles are still aching from all the standing squatting kneeling walking and sitting. the ritual was from 8am to 12am lor. imagine! fri was better. it was from late aftnn till late night i think. i dont qt rem. all i rem is that there were a lot to eat. haha. i had a slight fever so i went home for a short nap but was disturbed by my grandaunt who came over and took a bath.

anws. these are the pics that we took ytd. :) my lovely cousins, fat me and the place that we will not visit anymore...

i duno how many guests were invited. we took up all the space to set up tables and i heard 40over went off without eating cus there werent enough seats. got sharks fins and roasted pig lor. such a pity we got no time to eat.

this is a pic of below my grandma's flat. i think theres abt 1000pple who came here before ba. i rem the last two nights of her wake, all the 70over tables were filled up. we were all so busy. and i rem i was only like 60kg or sth. sigh.

shall stop digressing. this is a part of the "banquet".

this is me. i covered my face cus i felt v paiseh. im so fat and round. :( im a pancake. im miss pancake.

look! claire my fat niece said my face is as round as the moon! :(

sigh. im sad... :(

peixin on the left. doris on the right. peixin has damn nice complexion. she really is super girly la. she uses those super girly stuff on her face and she changes her hairstyle qt often. shes like those princess kinda person. hanging cute little mushroom on her hp etc. such a princess. and i think shes really photogenic. her face is v small. so pretty. sigh. im so sad. btw. she's weihao's sister.

the girl in green is laura. she's claire's sister. both are my nieces. laura is going to be sec 2 next yr.

weihao jus came back from hk. that lucky ass. goes on hols twice to three times a year. forever gg hk. lucky ass bought me stuff again. thx for always remembering me wherever u go. really. though nth much, but thx.

the one talking to me is claire.

the 2nd house we bought for my grandma. the first was maybe a bungalow. this is a villa. hope she can receive it.

this is how she's gona receive it.

anw the fire at the later part was v amazing. it like... i dont know. i jus went "omg omg omg". the smoke all went to a particular direction above the fire. and the sparks below was like a spiral. i duno how to describe it. it was like a tornado. nbd had a camera and everyone's phone cams cldnt capture it. so sad. anw. i applause for everyone's effort.

claire and hazel and their mum jus dropped by to pass me an invitation card. my cousin is getting married at fullerton. so rich right. he was with celeste chong before. i tink hes a playboy la. i wish i can marry someone rich too. sigh.

at 4:46 PM

Friday, December 15, 2006

im still having flu. :( feeling a bit tired now. i only slept for 5hrs. ok maybe thats considered a lot to u.

this wk is kinda bad for me. but all's well now. goody. :)

this is the photo which i had promised. this is only my cupboard... u haven seen the fridge yet.

i was sick and i went to work cus i was worried von and ml cldnt cope. in the end, EVERYONE took mc... i was all alone. imagine walking into starhub ctr or nokia care... and only a person is doing cashiering and general enquires and signing up new lines. yup. me... but lisa and marlin my snr exec and exec came and help the whole day. luckily got them. so the day went qt well but work was piling and piling. the paper work beside me was like a mountain. i wanted to do ot but my bro and mum kept calling me. they wanted me to acc them get some stuff from causeway pt. so i put my stuff aside and dropped the idea of taking mc the next day in order to clear my work and rushed to cwp.

i was waiting at the traffic light when suddenly, there was a heavy heavy downpour. i was on the phone with za and i started to shout into the phone. hahaha. i jus felt v helpless. there was no cab in sight. so when the light turned green, i immediately walked over to the opposite, hoping a cab wld come by. but no. and opp there was one. wahlau. so i waited for that blue taxi which was waiting for the car in front to u turn. finally, the nice comfort uncle who was the ex-hirer of smrt came over. when i was walking to courts, i realised i forgot my wallet which contains my cards. i needed them to pay. sigh. so i gave patrick a billion missed calls and finally i found him and we took bus back to my office.

it was v dark. i cldnt see the outside well. but i cld see the familiar route leading to my office. so i pressed the bell and got down. we were walking towards my office when i realised, it was the wrong bus stop. i didnt even realised until halfway twds the "office". sigh. so we walked from the wrong bus stop to the correct one and yay. we reached. and the night was ok le. so this sums up my wednesday of the week.

i will talk abt thurs ltr. v slpy... its 1.50pm now. i left the entry unfinished jus now cus was doing some stuff for my grandma's rituals ltr.

at 11:00 AM

Monday, December 11, 2006

jus finished watching the 3rd ep of ella's new show. sigh. i wish i can go her concert. :( i stayed up till 5plus this morn to watch the first two eps too.

ella is perfect. wu zun is damn shuai. wang da dong is as usual very very cute. :D hahaha. so nice to be indulging in tw dramas again. but sadly, i have to watch on youtube. since tw is still airing it only once a wk, i can only watch one ep per wk too. so sad.

guess wat im watching now. meteor garden! its only the first two mins and im feeling a bit slpy actually. the show is like 4 yrs back right? which reminds me... i saw rachel with her bf jus now. we used to go gaga over dao ming si. haha. felt so paiseh cus im so fat now.

i ate 4 pkts of petite brunch while watching ella and wu zun. SHIT.

anws. dinner was crystal jade with family. i treated them. am so broke. have been gg supermarketing v v often and its like so fattening and burning hole in pocket. i shall upload wats left in my food inventory tmr. i shall watch a bit more of meteor and retire to bed. gd nite.

at 2:48 AM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

am feeling so slpy. waiting for mum to come back from work cus i dun wana wash away my new hair before she sees it.

spent the whole aftnn shopping. didnt get anything. i duno wat to buy. there seems to be nth for me to buy. unless... i lose weight. :(

haha i jus uploaded many photos of myself taken today. i look the same in all the pics. totally. shit. im v fat. i wana be as slim as end of last yr. but... :( sigh nvm. wateva. i duno.

my hair before i cut.

i didnt wan to cut it away cus i thought its nice. but i haf no other free slots to go cut hair alrd...

outside neogeo - sunlight

in heartland mall - toilet light

in zara - changing room light

hahaha actually i still have more. but they all look so similar that it all seem duplicated.

xuan. choose one to put in friendster!

at 11:23 PM

Friday, December 08, 2006

binge wk. sinful wk.

i had a bbq few days back. the food was all catered. my god. the beef was really really fantastic. i ate 5 slabs. wahahah. hai. :( and i ate so much marshmellows. lovely yvonne's marshmellows are really yummy. melts in ur mouth and not in ur hand. crispy on the outter and soft in the inner. yvonne u shld set up a marshmellow stall!!! the curry was nice. bee hoon was nice. aiya everything was nice. i shall ask jackson where he got the food from. can order for xuan's bday. :)

poor april was upset the whole night. i feel sad for her too. shes 155cm and 70kg. well, one mth ago she was 74kg. so she shld be happier la. haha actually she isnt upset abt her weight. i jus wana show off that im slimmer. haha. shes upset cus her friend is ignoring her. 16 yr olds... sigh. how nice it is to remain young...

ytd night was dinner plus supper. you cant imagine how much food 5 of us ordered at adam rd hawker ctr.

1. $7 worth of indian rojak
2. one egg prata one plain prata
3. 4 glasses of fruit juice
4. fried kway teow
5. fried hokkien mee
6. hor fun
7. sambal kang kong
8. stingray
9. french fries
10. 2 cheng teng

erm. i rem theres still more leh... haha.

then we met up with wy to go serangoon gardens to eat ice cream.

he ordered cheese fries.
ailing ordered choc cake and cheese sticks
kent ordered latte with ice cream.
gw ordered i-dun-rem. hahaha. paiseh.
me ordered some choc cookie cream or wateva la. its ice cream.
and xuan left for home. so sad. she had to acc her dad.

i dont like to be separated with my friends. i like it better when all of us squeeze into one toyota and not two.

the other day, i wanted to go supermart to get tissue. i forgot to buy tissue and instead, i bought 3 boxes of lexus biscuits, 1 pkt of orange pillow, 1 bottel orange peel, 3 guavas and 1.5kg grapes. so i spent my last wkend eating guavas grapes orange pillows plus dou sha bing that my mum bought. i told my mum we need a bigger fridge. i jus bought 3 pkts of fishball crackers and one box of cookie crisps! my god. i think im mad.

im so full now. mum's bday today. shes 47 yrs old! i ate a lot of nuggets. philip chose to buy a blackforest cake and its so creamy. the whipped cream is whippy. hahaha. recently ive been in a crazy mood.

1. i insisted that jackson is gay and i told him its ok to tell me cus im a lesbian.
2. i laughed non-stop at ailing bcus of v retarded things.
3. i dont talk properly and most of the time, nonsensical things and insensible things jus come out from my mouth.
4. i asked drivers for their ic no. 3 times though wat i wanted wasnt their ic no.
5. i suspected and insisted that xuan has a bf and im still certain that sth isnt right.
6. i eat like nobody's business though one of these days (within a wk), i shld be able to go beyond 70kg.
7. i dont think and during the meeting, marlin told us that the new course was free and i actually asked if we needed to collect payment upon registration.

i'm crazy.

can i go to the concert? i wish i can go. but even if xuan's chalet isnt on that day, i also cant go. :( i'm so sad. :(

connie my lovely pantry aunty's son is gona have his tumour removed this sun. so sad. his liver cancer relapsed again aft 6 yrs. hes only a sec 3 student. they are both v strong. she has nv shown that shes upset. may God bless her and her son. pls do ok. cus i dont wan to see her upset.

i msged all my gd friends the other day cus i actually almost cried at work. one of the relief drivers was diagnosed with colon cancer. he said its the 3rd stage. i cried not bcus he has cancer. i cried bcus, he seemed more cheerful than i was. he was super optimistic. seeing him smile made me cry. nvm. pls do treasure everyone arnd u ok. and pls be healthy. he didnt know he had cancer. and when he knew, it was alrd at the 3rd stage.

ive got this temp staff whos 16yr old and hes called weiliang. he nv fails to irritate me. i look at his face and i get irritated all the time. he asks stupid qns during lunch time. he does stupid things at work.

qn1. why doesnt zarina get a promotion?
ans: she got wat. she jus got promoted from snr coord to asst sup.

qn2: then why doesnt she haf a room of her own?
ans: -rolls my eyes like 4 times- if she has a room of her own, how is she supposed to serve customers??

qn3: does korea snow?
ans: yes.

qn4: then do the pple there live in igloo?
ans: -rolls my eyes maybe twice?- erm. they dont.

i cant tink of anymore. maybe i shld set up a website for him.

i wanted to cut my hair today but i had to run some errands. it was a v scary errand.

tmr i shall cut it short! im gona cut it short. short short.

i wana watch "the holiday" and kent said he refuses to watch any movie with jack black. :(

at 6:00 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

hahahah april took a pic of one of my fav drivers! richard seah chong hup! haha.

i need to cut my hair. was thinking of perming it like wen. shld i?

look at my long fringe... irritating. and thats my S$5 shirt from patpong. v v comfy. i love it. first time wearing it. :D its my one out of two shirts from bangkok. :(

at 5:33 PM

omg.

neo wen sara char and whoever who knows the existence of anni from st nicks... oh my god.

she was actually a temp staff in my dept last time!!!

ytd za was telling me abt this china girl whos damn damn hardworking and she helped za a lot. she only lunched for abt 10mins everyday and then she went back to work again.

and i jus so happened to click on anni's friendster and i saw one of her testi... my god. is she the one za was talking abt? hahaha juicy juicy! haha! this is sth juicy. hahaha yay. i love it when my life gets a bit less boring. :)

jus came home an hr ago. watched battle of wits with lovely xuan. :D v nice show. andy lau is super charming. hahaha i jus kept smiling v sillyly when he was being smart. he is so smart and clever and intelligent. in the show. hahaha.

my next show shall be ben stiller! and also death note! i wana watch the holiday too. can i? haha cus all my friends hate jack black. and hes inside the holiday. shit.

i was being v v greedy jus now. before the movie, we both ate sundaes from mac. during the movie, xuan wanted popcorn and i wanted nachos so i bought happy feet combo and nachos.

i jus weighed myself. im 70? april my new colleague who has only been with us for abt a mth... she lost FOUR kg. this is total madness. how come good things dont happen to me? my family found out that i lost my wallet which contained my ic blablabla. and yes. i lost my guess wallet and pink ic and everything. money yadayada. sigh.

its the time of the year again. a lonely and cold season for me. i rem last yr, sth happened and i was really really depressed. its the same time of the year again and i feel rather lonely again. u know wat. wishes do not come true for me. prayers dont work.

i pray sometimes. i wish all the time.

i rem we went to the fountain of wealth once. all of us followed the instructions and jus walked and walked... making silent wishes. those wishes didnt come true.

i went to the bugis temple a few times also ma. but then... hai.

and when i went bangkok, i prayed too. but nth good happened. and bad luck jus followed me.

i didnt wish and pray for silly things like... can i be 60kg again? can i be pretty? can i be rich?

its jus v simple things that i wan. health, happiness... oops. i shldnt say them out right. cus they say wishes shldnt be spelt out or else they wldnt come true. but it doesnt matter. whether or not i say them out, my wishes still nv will come true. well well... its nth but pack of lies that pple spread arnd. making pple feel hopeful is only a short-term solution to true happiness.

i ate TWO guavas today. i cut them last night and i ate everything today. wanted to buy more jus now but the guavas looked out of shape. i dont know. i shall ask my prettier-than-me mum to buy tmr.

i wanted to buy tissue ytd too but i forgot. instead, i bought 4 boxes of biscuits and one kg of grapes and 3 big guavas. i love guavas. i can jus live on biscuits guavas and bread. im sick of the orange pillows. v v sick. actually, i tink im kinda sick of biscuits too. maybe im sick. haha i love curry! i wan to have a prata gathering with lovely za and lovely lisa and lovely april! :D

life has been the same for me... cabbing to work three times a wk... lunching with the same old pple... watching the same shows everyday... doing ot... eating a lot... slping nv enough... legs getting fatter... tummy getting bigger... face getting wider... hair getting longer.

nth has been done from my previous to-do list! i will get my hair cut this sat. i will.

btw. i wana go singing again! can we?

at 4:49 AM