omg.

neo wen sara char and whoever who knows the existence of anni from st nicks... oh my god.

she was actually a temp staff in my dept last time!!!

ytd za was telling me abt this china girl whos damn damn hardworking and she helped za a lot. she only lunched for abt 10mins everyday and then she went back to work again.

and i jus so happened to click on anni's friendster and i saw one of her testi... my god. is she the one za was talking abt? hahaha juicy juicy! haha! this is sth juicy. hahaha yay. i love it when my life gets a bit less boring. :)

jus came home an hr ago. watched battle of wits with lovely xuan. :D v nice show. andy lau is super charming. hahaha i jus kept smiling v sillyly when he was being smart. he is so smart and clever and intelligent. in the show. hahaha.

my next show shall be ben stiller! and also death note! i wana watch the holiday too. can i? haha cus all my friends hate jack black. and hes inside the holiday. shit.

i was being v v greedy jus now. before the movie, we both ate sundaes from mac. during the movie, xuan wanted popcorn and i wanted nachos so i bought happy feet combo and nachos.

i jus weighed myself. im 70? april my new colleague who has only been with us for abt a mth... she lost FOUR kg. this is total madness. how come good things dont happen to me? my family found out that i lost my wallet which contained my ic blablabla. and yes. i lost my guess wallet and pink ic and everything. money yadayada. sigh.

its the time of the year again. a lonely and cold season for me. i rem last yr, sth happened and i was really really depressed. its the same time of the year again and i feel rather lonely again. u know wat. wishes do not come true for me. prayers dont work.

i pray sometimes. i wish all the time.

i rem we went to the fountain of wealth once. all of us followed the instructions and jus walked and walked... making silent wishes. those wishes didnt come true.

i went to the bugis temple a few times also ma. but then... hai.

and when i went bangkok, i prayed too. but nth good happened. and bad luck jus followed me.

i didnt wish and pray for silly things like... can i be 60kg again? can i be pretty? can i be rich?

its jus v simple things that i wan. health, happiness... oops. i shldnt say them out right. cus they say wishes shldnt be spelt out or else they wldnt come true. but it doesnt matter. whether or not i say them out, my wishes still nv will come true. well well... its nth but pack of lies that pple spread arnd. making pple feel hopeful is only a short-term solution to true happiness.

i ate TWO guavas today. i cut them last night and i ate everything today. wanted to buy more jus now but the guavas looked out of shape. i dont know. i shall ask my prettier-than-me mum to buy tmr.

i wanted to buy tissue ytd too but i forgot. instead, i bought 4 boxes of biscuits and one kg of grapes and 3 big guavas. i love guavas. i can jus live on biscuits guavas and bread. im sick of the orange pillows. v v sick. actually, i tink im kinda sick of biscuits too. maybe im sick. haha i love curry! i wan to have a prata gathering with lovely za and lovely lisa and lovely april! :D

life has been the same for me... cabbing to work three times a wk... lunching with the same old pple... watching the same shows everyday... doing ot... eating a lot... slping nv enough... legs getting fatter... tummy getting bigger... face getting wider... hair getting longer.

nth has been done from my previous to-do list! i will get my hair cut this sat. i will.

btw. i wana go singing again! can we?