i do not know what have the youtube pple been doing. busy celebrating new yr i guess. the videos have not been uploaded on time... two wks le. gona fire them if im their boss. haha but appreciate them lots for uploading la. really. :) thank you.

new year has been not bad. except for one day. dont really wana mention it. i jus know i cant do without neo. i guess i really love to depend on someone. anyone. it was xuehui. then angela. then neo. then now that they are all gone, i dont know who else. i choose though. as in, some say "u still have me wat"... but its different. it mus be mutual.

was really lucky during blackjack ytd. everytime i got 15, i wld get a 6. and everytime i got 16, i wld get a 3 or sth. and i blackjacked qt a few times. my cousins all got irritated with me. hahaha! loved that feeling but was too tired to show any expression. really am very lazy to show any expressions at work or at home. i jus wana be myself = daydream and be at peace (ease??).

won at the beginning and lost 12 in the end. was really down on my luck at the back part. nvm la. new year is abt giving. haha. hongbaos this yr not a lot. its hard to see "red" notes. its been like this since few yrs back. i tink last last yr had qt a bit. cus i went sara's hse and dont know where else. gw's? neo's? but its ok. money is impt but not that impt yet. i aint greedy. jus dont lose so much. though mum is right. dont gamble and wont lose. hmm...

hazel and claire got like 700 plus la. crazyness. they dont need so much. i wan!

i ate at least one kg of pineapple tarts, chocs and bah gua. bah gua i swear its ONE KG. but m&ms and cadbury maybe 500g la. pineapple tarts abt 800g maybe? i haven eaten steamboat at all. got no steamboat leh. i tink my family did eat without me? not sure either. haha. didnt eat much of the other junk. pls come my hse if ur keen to help. my hse got like more than 20 items to eat leh. i swear. u come and count. if dun haf, i give u one box of rocher. ok?

hahah xiuzhen jus msged me that she likes the royce chocs we bought. xuan wanted to get sins but i tink its crazyness. glad she likes. she likes the bag too. good good. :D we know her well aft all. haha.

i smsed a few pple i heart ytd. everyone replied except neo and kangs. am i still their friend? even karen replied lor. idiot yous. im upset. u wan me to have depression again isit? huh?

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELY FRIENDS! :D