oh yah. lovely xuan is back. i wanted to call her but bro was using phone so i cldnt. went to my room and was preparing to sms her when she did. so qiao right. shes back! and she bought more food for me. siao. she and shan are coming my hse this sat. good.
my colleagues said philip is very cute. huh. hes ultra fat la. i will upload those pics someday. when im not so lazy to on the other laptop. haha. i forced him to take with me at my aunt's hse. was very bored and slpy. my phone got some prob. cam cant be used sometimes. i guess i shld learn to take care of things and treasure things. at least, they wont leave me and make me feel that im betrayed and unappreciated. really. i really shld learn either:
1. not to expect others to be the same
or
2. not to do things for others/be nice/be thoughtful at all
hmm...
i shall choose the latter. cus the 1st is very hard for me. i cant. im not that great unlike some. its sarcastic here. and also really la. im not that great. i cant. and im selfish. i admit. actually, i thought angela is really someone great. in the sense that sometimes, she can really and is willing to sacrifice. she says she has no choice (which is also partially true) but i think she is great.
i wana learn nailart. i like my nails to be pretty and its good since im quitting soon. and i guess its jus schooling.
shit. which reminds me. i haven applied yet. damn it. today deadline neh. DAMN.