i mentioned before i dont intend to celebrate my bday this year right. celebrate as in holding a party or wateva. when my colleagues and friends ask, i give a variety of ans. but i hope i can be qt certain for once.
i dont think i wan to use my parents' money since they are alrd paying for my sch fees... i feel qt sad now. the nicer they are to me, the more i feel i shldnt even celebrate.