im touched. i dont really wan yvon to leave but i encourage her to cus i know shes unhappy. and aft seeing this, i will try my best to mk her feel better at work. i chanced upon her myspace and realised she start posting this wk. and it was abt 2 unhappy incidents.
"was hoping that this yr was better.. but til now... I can only see my work is getting more and more F*CK up. No manpower at all. Imagine, you have to do your own work + clearing ppl's shit after they left the company + new staff need guidance + certain colleague isn't as cooperative as what you think. I was wondering.. what if patricia left our dept. She's sure is tired I can see. She told me that she can't describe the feeling, whether is it tired or numb or watever... I can understand totally. Imagine u have 3-4 staff crowding you and asking you stuff and asking you to help them. Goodness! With my bad temper, I FLARE UP... but lately I tried to control. Really, I feel like quitting my job not because my exec. is treating me bad or my manager is unreasonable. It's just that due to the insufficient staff in my dept, I have to cope with lots of thing... additional... my studies...Sigh... I actually cried suddenly 1 fine day. Patricia was shocked. haha..."
she told me ytd night, that she sincerely feels im the most capable in smrt. i was really stunned. i dont feel the same way obviously. but i shall mk sure i am since she said it. this entry she posted shall be a motivation to me. maybe u wont think much of it. its cus, i hear a few telling me "our dept will close down without u lor pat'' but i nv think much abt it. i know it will nv close down but it will suffer a bit. hearing it and seeing it being typed out in a place which i didnt know existed is different.
i hope i can still hang on.