i feel kinda lost again. wat am i still thking of? sigh.

这次你真的要离开了你决定这样放手
放在心里的一些回忆
你说你不再提起
我们的爱 无法继续
有人慢慢的将我代替
代替我给你幸福快乐
我舍不得又能如何
我们的爱 走到谷底
没关系 我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避
忘记你 谈何容易
我和你还是站在原地
我听见哭泣的你
我已经尽了最大努力
这次你真的 离开了

i lost a kg and i gained 2kg! i dont know why. shit la. really overate lor.

wed - prawn crackers and tuna melt in the morning. ba zhang in the aftnn. night was with xuan at sakae. 4 plates each. she stopped me a few times from taking the fried salmon. but... yea ur right. i took it. and ate it. ate them i mean. many many pcs. shld i go veg?
and it isnt all. prawn crackers for supper. applause for pat pls. yea thanks.

thur - beehoon with curry and long beans. cheng teng. these were for lunch with siti the flirt.
dinner was prawn crackers and a strawberry roll from polar tgt with neo, the self-proclaimed trendstarter for black stockings.

supper was a killer. bah kut teh. pigs trotters. salted veg. pigs livers. rice! from balestier.

on our way back to the car, i felt someone/something's presence on my left so i turned to look. i regretted. cus i jumped and let out a scream. a rude scream. the someone was an indian man sitting on the ground or sth. i felt so extremely bad and i walked at a speed of 1m/sec to the car and locked myself in there. i kept scolding gw for not telling me. and know wat?

pat: why didnt u tell me someone was there?? i feel so bad now lor. argh. i feel so bad and paiseh la. -thinking that he mus have been really sad/hurt/angry/offended-
gw: i did tell u lor.
pat: huh u told me?? where got? i didnt even hear it.
gw: i said v softly, you ren zai na li (someone is there) ma... didnt wan him to hear.
pat: er. gw. he doesnt understand mandarin wat!
gw: ...

hahaha nonsense right!
u know wat he told me when i refused to go for supper? cus i told him i just lost a kg. i dont wana be fat. he said, "aiya come la. lose one gain one. ok ma. at least u maintain ur weight."
haha gw is really my best friend la.

anw i shld stop bitching abt him. ltr he angry with me... ahaha. aft kun finished his ciggs, we went mustafa. spent almost 2hrs there i tink. showed them the cams that i deciding btwn. im v excited. pls pool in for my cam ok. i'll be really happy. though i still wan a bag and a jacket. i wan at least 2 bags and 2 jackets. haha. :p

i went harvey jus now. and the man confirmed my doubts towards neo's analysis. well, swimmer neo claimed that canon is really good and is much better than panasonic and sony. she also said she did a lot of research online and was like showing off her new canon cam. yea like wateva huh. but er. shes right la. the man said canon really takes better pix. unless i go for appearance. then i shld get sony. hmm... cant decide. wait till i get my bonus first.

which reminds me... stupid laosai girl said she heard we got no bonus this yr. my heart stopped for 2 secs and an immediate tender of my resignation was in my mind at the 3rd sec. so lisa went to chk with HR and HR said we will have. yippee.

im rather broke cus today i went sim and they informed us that we gotta pay more sch fees next wk. abt 1500? sigh. and the content of my course seems really heavy and yah heavy. i guess i wont be doing part time sales or anything cus i wana try and do well. hey its 28k leh. i dont wana waste money la.

anws. at mustafa, i bought qt a bit of crap. crap = tidbits. wanted to go rochor bt it was alrd closed so we went mac. the two fat guys shared 20pc nuggets. -to be cont...-

im slpy. blog tmr. bye.