taken while slacking at starbucks, reading STRAITS TIMES. haha. the reason for posting this is to tell char i hate her for taking ugly pics! and i hate myself for being so pale and fat and ugly. really. i look so dry and pale and eyer. urgh.

anw. i cut my hair today and it made me really happy for 30mins. philip and mum said my hair looks black. i dyed it btw. i wanted brown and some highlights initially. then uncle neogeo said violet red is nice. as usual, go-with-the-flow me said, "hmm ok lor..."
and im qt sad after that 30mins also cus this hairstyle looks strangely familiar. think its similar to the one i had few mths back. fyi, i go neogeo every 2 mths. today i took bus from clementi to hougang then took train from hougang to kovan. my god. damn far la.
i took almost 10 pics in the toilet but NONE looks nice. mostly cus of my face. sigh. really demoralising.

the top.

the back.

philip said i look pregnant so i took a pic of my tummy. (oh not to worry. im not posting it. i felt it was damn gross so i deleted it.) and he is right lor. sigh. i dont know la. but ive been eating a lot at home instead of work. cus they are fasting ma. argh.
my phone bills last mth are 200plus lor. my god. :( i gotta save money alrd. i felt so sad that i had to take a cab to work ytd cus i thought i was supposed to meet vanessa for dinner and i was preparing clothes to bring to change so i was late. and when i finally was abt to leave, i read the sms again then i realised its actually fri. wth right. damn angry with myself.
and today, i spent 105 on my hair, 10 on a deck of cards and 20 on a shoe bag which philip said its v ugly. k la whatever. im going to bathe now.