3 papers down! 2 more to go though. not v happy cus i know i didnt do well. i was really sad after my stats. i knew i cldnt blame anyone but myself. my friends all told me i wont fail. but some things, esp this, i know it better than anyone. after all, i did the paper ma. i was really afraid i might retain. if i really retain, what do i tell my parents right? my classmates told me i just need to retake next year. hopefully lor. i mean hopefully dont retain! sigh. i really let my parents down. they thought i wld do well for my Os but...anyhows, i need to work. really really need to. i might need to pay for the additional sch fees ma. and i need to increase the level of my savings.
since stats was so badly done, by right, i need to work super hard for my maths cus they share the same mark. as in, they are half units. 50% of maths + 50% of stats = marks for one unit.
but i didnt. i started maths ytd morn. i woke up at 7am. i didnt set the alarm. i suddenly woke up. i wanted to go back to slp but i thought, "eh. how come i dont feel that slpy?" cus usually if im really slpy, i wld just go back to slp till maybe abt 11? then i thought maybe God was reminding me there's maths the next day and i need to start doing sth. i jumped out of bed, bathed and smsed xuan and told her i was going to eat her craving-for-damn-long mcgriddles. hehe. stayed at mac from 8 till abt almost 5 alone. time passed quite fast. i ate a meal and a burger. which means i ate TWO burgers! i ate another one this morn. cus i felt super hungry and i really needed to eat before my paper. oh neo! just to update you, mcgriddles is mac's new breakfast burger. instead of the normal bread for sausage mcmuffin with egg, the bread is like pancake, but alrd soaked in maple syrup. v nice! but i think shld eat without the egg and sausage leh. cus sweet and salty v weird la. and you know abt myanmar and china? cyclone and earthquake respectively. abt 110,000 pple died. the quake happened last night and 900 children got buried alive. damn poor thing la. sigh. maybe you shld stay there and we shld all go there. wait for us k. give me 4 more years. after i grad and save enough.
for my stats, i started the night before the paper too and i slept for only 2hrs. i tried to slp actually but when you know things arent all prepared yet, you wont be able to slp. i always cannot slp before trips, or chalet or when theres sth going on the next day. chalet as in, if i were the organiser. or a bday surprise? i wld be worried what stuff is missing for the bbq, what if the surprise turns out to be a flop.
and you know what. argh. when i was doing the stats exam. i got worried cus time was running out and i suddenly forgot all formulae. its really v sad. but i guess it happened also cus maths and stats cannot depend solely on memory. you gotta prac and prac. i only memorised on my way to expo and i didnt prac. sigh. maths was ok. everybody said its easy. i think its easy too but i didnt do quite a few qns cus i didnt know how to. hai. i just hope i pass both papers and i will work hard for the next two.
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so whats up with me life? i swear i stay at home most days. k la i was lying. i went teeps twice to study with elizabeth whom i think is really an angel. i went library twice to study by all myself. i went mac twice to study all by myself. hmmm what else... oh. i met up with elaine for abt 2hrs to pass her the nailpolish but i felt bad to make her come all the way so i said i was hungry and we went to eat sushi which is extremely exorbitant. $2.30+++ per plate. neo! so exp right! it was $1.99 previously! and i ate mac sundae too. :( a lot hor.
oh and a long day out was after the stats trauma, which is the day before the sushi, i went to gws hse after meeting char. we did nth cus i was busy on the phone throughout. my mum kept calling me abt mothers day dinner. i invited xuan to come along so i had to talk to her too. poor gw. we watched a bit of tv and went amk hub to get kueh for my ahma cus i was visiting her as well. she stays one bus stop away but i took bus. weather freaking hot leh. cabbed back home cus it was v hot and i was late. picked xuan up and yay. dinner! it was good. my mum invited xuan over and we watched cj7. sent her home at 1am. saw my stats notes again and felt sad. :(
oh er. another long day out was sunday, the day after the sushi. 11 of us celebrated ailing's bday with a lemon cheesecake at aji-tei. the bill was 190. i was quite shocked cus i thought the amt was pretty huge. good attendance but ok la. i felt that everything was v rushed. everybody needed to go off for mothers day dinners.
haven been online for so damn long and i just finished one ep of my singing competition show. nice. i wanna watch the next ep actually but i feel lazy.
ok. waiting to go out for dinner now. patrick is watching ironman.