oh, love's gonna get you down.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

the whole night, my phone cldnt open my contacts, my inbox, my calendar, my everything and i was like SHIT SHIT SHIT. how can this happen now! when im alrd time-tight! imagine me gg down nokia, queueing up, and then collecting it only next year?? wth. my phone contacts a lot of impt stuff lor. i decided to slp, thking that it'll be fine when i wake up but it didnt so its really SHIT x 6. and when i switched on my laptop (i wanna google for help), the stupid cursor refused to move, i swear it was (almost) THE SHITTIEST MOMENT EVER.

hehe. but everything is fine now.

at 9:19 AM

Sunday, December 21, 2008

6 days of potatoes is definitely not helping my ass become a cm smaller. damnit. i hate eating out. i swear ive been eating french fries EVERY SINGLE DAY since mon and i ate like 6 sweet potatoes ytd and today plus i ate a lot of potato chips the past 3 days. you'll know why after reading my next blog entry. i'll blog tmr. theres so little time but so much crap to do. sian. i cant wait for the new year to start.

at 2:22 AM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

hello everyone! hehe long time no see. its been a really cold week hor. so shiok. :)

wanna know how ive been? haha im sure no one cares except myself. its been a busy week again. whats new right. im always busy. actually its not really busy busy but i feel tired everyday. maybe busy is not the right word... aiya nvm la. its MY blog. i use whatever word i wanna use.

last sat was adv celebration for grandma's bday! im not sure if its adv or belated cus i dont know whens her bday. the date changes every year since its based on her chinese birthdate and we always celebrate it on a weekend so i think never once did we ever celebrate on her actual birthday. i wasnt in a hyper-happy mood that night so i didnt sing ktv and i did a bad job as the emcee. it was a 10-course dinner in a room with ktv. every year sure got ktv one la. but this year, no one sang. my uncle kept asking me to sing cus i used to like singing. im not sure why leh. i dont really like singing that much now. on fri, i went ktv with my cousins and i didnt sing much either. i thought everyone at the bday dinner was quite segregated cus we were split into 3 tables. but nvm. most imptly, my grandma was very happy. :)

sun was... oh. sun was my cousin's wedding thing. i dont know what it was for but there was buffet. hehe the curry and beehoon were good. actually, i thought everything was not bad. hehe. i love to eat ma. aft the buffet lunch, i took a nap and went for bbq. so happening right my weekend. i have nth much to say abt the bbq except that the name of the bbq chef we hired is... "shancai". hahaha what the hell right. like, is dao ming si around too? ok nvm hahaha.

mon - i came home aft sch i guess? i dont know. oh yah! i had no sch! it was a PH. i stayed home and watched tv and hehe i blogged abt the guy i like from the show. :) its also my mum's bday!

look! happy mummy happy daddy! hehe.

tue - dinner with charneo at cheeky chocs then we went over neo's place (a big big mistake) where she forced us (actually she forced me only cus char fell aslp!) to view 2500 photos of spain. shes mad la she. but dont worry neo. youre still my good friend despite having many many shortcomings.

wed - bolt! the show was nice! but i thought some parts were quite hard for kids to comprehend? like the parts where the mgr talked abt viewership or sth? did he? i dont rem. i almost forgot i watched this show. i totally forgot i watched underdog too. er this is kinda oop (out of point) but cus ch58 was showing it and philip had to remind me i watched it before when i asked him what show was it.

thur - facial in town and went present-hunting at cityhall area. met up with my bros later at somerset. i hate buying presents. damn tiring lor. its exhausting. i think its worse than 2.4km. ok la maybe not. but its really damn sian. i dont like to anyhow buy presents lor. and its worse buying things for pple you dont really know well enough what they need/want.

fri was ktv with my cousins. we had a mini xmas gift exchange too! hehe. im quite lazy to insert the details. er. can go read his blog? got photos somemore! got pictures of me! hahahaha.

sat and today were both spent at home and work and more present-hunting after work. i need to work more but time is running out! sigh.

the upcoming two weeks are gonna be really busy. mon i got sch and adv xmas dinner. tue got sch and maybe movie. wed got sch and bbq supermarketing to do. thur got work. fri got bbq! sat got xmas dinner. sun got xmas tea party. next mon got sch and xmas dinner. next tue got sch and wedding dinner. next wed got sch and dinner with my maternal relatives. woah. i have sth on EVERYDAY lor. its crazy.

at 11:53 PM

Monday, December 08, 2008

i love him! hahaha he's damn cute lor. he makes me happy :) i can replay his scenes like 5 times? hehe. philip thinks im mad. haha yes i am. madly in love. haha. but so sian la. he will make a girl pregnant in the show and that girl is not his gf lor. so bad. er ok. nvm. nobody cares except mingxuan. haha.

at 11:55 PM

i hate myself for making the wrong decisions all the time.

i detest my obesity and thunder-legs.

i despise my extreme uselessness and obsolete knowledge base. oh. maybe its not even there in the first place.

the worst of all, im ok with who i am. this is a sign of hopelessness.

sigh. im tired. i just bathed and i wanna slp. but i have lots to say and i dont know who to tell. i wanna be alone, at home, for a few days. i cant wait to watch bolt. i miss ham.

i have a few changes i wanna make to my life and i will try to execute them. i better write them down somewhere. definitely not here. its useless. in a month's time, this will go into the archives.

i hate pple accusing me you know? who likes right?

but often, when i think im right, or rather, im not wrong, i will argue and not knowing im wrong until some day, when i realised i wasnt right at all, its too late.

im really quite self-conscious. is it good or bad? i dont know. both i guess.

pls dont tell me stupid jokes or say stupid things when im not in the mood. i cant take it.

er. i better stop typing. seems rubbishy.

one more thing before i go... i dont think im perfect but i hope you think you are not though everyone thinks you are. so what if you were a head-prefect or sth? i know you're capable and popular but... i dont know.

sigh. i miss xuehui. i wanna talk to her.

everyone is so skinny and has lost so much weight la. wahlau eh. sian.

at 1:12 AM

Saturday, December 06, 2008

sigh. this week has been quite an unhappy week for me. i guess it has to do with my decision to go taiwan and yah. nvm. many things la. i really need to make a lot of changes to myself otw, i'll be quite useless in society.

mon - supposed to go shopping with van after sch but we didnt shop at all. she came an hr late! walked arnd a bit and went wasabi tei. the grilled eel shrank lor. it was so small. but ok la. i cldnt finish the eel each time i went anyway.

tue - school

wed - facial and neogeo... my hair is damn bad la i swear. i feel damn paiseh lor. my family all pai chi me now and asked me not to go out with them to dinners etc. sigh. yes. its that bad. char said she'll not go back again. i still will la. but i'll tell him what i want though i doubt i will know what i want. sigh nvm... suppered with the poly guys finally! we had teochew porridge. hehe. dropped by van's to collect some stuff after that and came home at 3. ive been slping at 5 cus of the sims but i decided to stop playing alrd. it takes damn long to load anyway. im not that patient.

thurs - work and crystal jaded. oh i just rem last thurs i had crystal jade with my fam and it was the day i bought my phone! i love my phone lor. esp the calendar function. smsing is not as bad as i thought either. hehe good.

fri - facial again and shopping with char. luckily friendship fri dinner was canceled. i was quite tired. and seeing nth nice in town made me feel even more sian and tired. i always thought "canceled" has double L.

im so hungry. mummy is cooking maggi mee. :) ok i gotta bathe le. im late for granny's bday dinner!!

at 5:57 PM