i hate myself for making the wrong decisions all the time.
i detest my obesity and thunder-legs.
i despise my extreme uselessness and obsolete knowledge base. oh. maybe its not even there in the first place.
the worst of all, im ok with who i am. this is a sign of hopelessness.
sigh. im tired. i just bathed and i wanna slp. but i have lots to say and i dont know who to tell. i wanna be alone, at home, for a few days. i cant wait to watch bolt. i miss ham.
i have a few changes i wanna make to my life and i will try to execute them. i better write them down somewhere. definitely not here. its useless. in a month's time, this will go into the archives.
i hate pple accusing me you know? who likes right?
but often, when i think im right, or rather, im not wrong, i will argue and not knowing im wrong until some day, when i realised i wasnt right at all, its too late.
im really quite self-conscious. is it good or bad? i dont know. both i guess.
pls dont tell me stupid jokes or say stupid things when im not in the mood. i cant take it.
er. i better stop typing. seems rubbishy.
one more thing before i go... i dont think im perfect but i hope you think you are not though everyone thinks you are. so what if you were a head-prefect or sth? i know you're capable and popular but... i dont know.
sigh. i miss xuehui. i wanna talk to her.
everyone is so skinny and has lost so much weight la. wahlau eh. sian.